Boy am I moody! Fortunately I�m taking a drug stronger than prozac. No, it�s not canibis, it�s music: the only escape! Thank goodness, otherwise you would probably be reading more pathetic drivel like my first entry. Today was probably just as bad, but since I�m listening to the radio it won�t come out in my writing! Let�s see woke up, dressed, made my bed, picked up stuff, ate a pop-tart, swallowed a pill, ditched my brother, and went to school. I sat in the car studying short summaries of books, my eyes glazed over as they scanned the words, I wasn�t awake! Colleen parked beside me, and we lamented about the AP English test. Not long after Deborah parked on my right and I turned to notice a large bug- One of those mosquito eater things which are HUGE. I�m not afraid of bugs, I just don�t like them near me, chewing on me, or infecting me. Yuck! So after opening the door and prodding it with a stick like cattle I was able to reenter my car in piece of mind. The AP English test wasn�t awful, I guess. I was just snoring through the passages. The first involved Charles something and a Miss Ramsey- and it involved the circus, a missing arm, and pompous academic ideals. At 8 in the morning, who cares?? I skipped the poetry and went to the second bit of prose which described a certain Adale? Adelaide? I forget. Anyway, she was brilliant among her completely uneducated peers, had tons of self confidence but all because she was never presented with a person who was her mental superior. It was a bit comical but the writing style was a bit dry for me after the Ramsey passage. The poem which I went back to involved a discussion of death between Claudio (close enough) and �The Duke.� I never knew the John Wayne appeared in Elizabethan drama. I was so stunned by this revelation and the inconsistency in the space time continuum made me mark all answers incorrectly. The questions were dumb and some could really be subjective. The last poem was taken from Milton�s Paradise Lost. Boring!! Random thing I remembered: a very sunburned Julia mentioned before the test that she was undecided between Cal Poly and Arizona State. Julia: choose Cal Poly!! There is nothing to do in Arizona- the Mc. Donalds close at 9:00 and large restaurants close at 6:00. And no, they don�t reopen for huge night parties. Sorry, Arizona is pretty in parts but it is a retirement center!!! The place is dead!! It is a hellhole in disguise. (The real hell holes are in the midwest and deep south- them�s crazy folk) Anyway- save yourself!! Oh coolness! (Who says that??) The Wallflowers (music) I actually saw their new video �Wasteland� this morning- which I had a feeling would become a video when I first bought the CD so many months ago. Which reminds me a better look up ticket info for their concerts. I�ve never been to a concert and really want to see one before I leave for LA. Back to the stupid test. We were let out of our prison for a few minutes before starting the second portion. Did I mention Mr. Argo was the proctor? He didn�t say �y�all� very odd. Yeah, it was better than French class though. Back inside I wrote one essay comparing a poem by Wordsworth in which he wished for Milton to be alive to a poem by a guy named Dunbar wishing Frederick Douglass was alive. Bleah. Then I wrote about a Mr. Allworthy and a Mrs. Deborah Wilkins and their reactions to an abandoned baby in a passage from Tom Jones, it wasn�t that bad. The open essay, double yuck, had a stupid prompt about rational madness. Had I read Catcher in the Rye I would�ve written on that. But, as I didn�t, I wrote on Hamlet, crossed out the first paragraph and wrote and essay discussing Kurtz�s madness. Unfortunately, I was so rushed it probably won�t be very clear. Who cares! I�m done! No more English!! Lunch was pleasant. Stupid teachers were whining about not getting into the lunchroom quickly enough. (The test was administered in the lunchroom) Oh poor babies!! They get warm food and the nicest room on campus and didn�t have the full half hour lunch!! Boo-hoo! I spent three hours cooped up doing a test and the hour before that filling out ID information. Sandwich was tuna fish- I remember odd details huh?! My drink labeled �Cooler� was hot and I threw it out before strolling to Calculus. Oh and Colleen ran off screaming to her German test when I inquired as to how many jars. Got a mint from Jay. Took test bleah- I didn�t get three- I could�ve worked them out given more time!! I hope I did well as that test was my final. Lauren and I still need to play �INQUISITION!� and bagel someone�s house. AP Econ we got our �signed� certificates from Gray Davis- oh joy! Not. Then we tooks notes forever and a day. Showed pictures of possible ball dresses to friends who showed them to insensitive guys- Matt and Huey. Should I go for salmon or ivory? Who knows. I drove my brother and I home. Took us forever to get out of the lot due to the idiots ahead of me. At home I ripped open two letters from Cal Poly and one from Riverside- neither of which I�m going to. I filled out a survey online for the UCs and played around with html. I complained on AIM to Candice and company while watching my brothers jump in the pool. I ate hamburgers for dinner and then I finished using the computer, came upstairs, talked to Adam and started working on HW- well actually this entry- so that�s it gotta finish my �locutions et les verbes 34 et 35.� En plus, je dois lire mon livre qui s�appelle "Bonjour Tristesse." Ce n�est pas mauvais, je l�aime bien quelquetemps. Mais ce que je veux faire vraiment est regarder le film avec David Niven et Deborah Kerr. Je peux imaginer Kerr comme une femmer avec des manniers bien cultive, maius je ne peux pas voir Niven comme un homme qui a aussi nombreuses femmes que James Bond. Maintenant, c�est vrai que Niven une fois a jou� le role de James Bond mais dans le film, Casino Royale, ou il a peur des femmes!! C�est bien amusant. Oh la la! Je sais que je n�reussirai pas a l�examen Francais. Que m�importe? Echouer ou reussir: cela m�est egal parce que c�est mon dernier annee au lycee et comme ingenieur (je ne sais pas le mot) je n�ai pas besoin de credits de langue a l�universite!! C�est bien pour moi.. Et maitenant, je suis tres fatiguee et je veux, non, je dois finir mes devoirs et puis je peux dormir! Au revoir mes cheres!!