All I wanted was that guy
But he left me in the cold.
All I wanted was love
But that disappeared.
All I wanted was a hug
But he never gave it to me.
All I wanted was a kiss
But he wanted something else.
All I wanted was a friend
Then I got a child.
All I wanted was happiness
But sadness made its way to me.
All I wanted was a fun time
But it turn out to be years of hell.
All I wanted was someone...
I remember you said 'it was meant to be'
And the times you hugged me.
I remember when we kissed
And how you were the one I always missed.
I remember when you're confused and made that face
And the times you came first in every race. I remember each little fight
And the times you tried to make it right.
I remember the bad times and good
But I just want to be friends if we could.
He said he loved me
He lied to me.
He said he will never let me go
He tricked me.
He said we were meant to be
He just assumed.
He said he wanted to marry me
He wasn't ready to commit.
He said he would die for me
He most likely wouldn't.
He said I was beautiful
He just wanted something else.
He said that I was all he wanted
He wasn't faithful.
He said he need someone else
And he left...
Forget the arguments and remember the words.
Forget the fights and remember the lessons.
Forget the broken hearts and remember the mending ones.
Forget the tears and remember the smiles.
Forget the images and remember the sounds.
Forget the lies and remember the truths.
Forget the guy and remember the man.
Was it supposed to be it?
Was it supposed to be true?
Was it what life had planned for me?
Was it who I was supposed to love?
Was he the one?
Was I stupid for letting him go?
Was I stupid to cry over it?
Was it my fault?
Or
Was it the right thing to do?
Was it exactly how I was to feel?
Was he just another guy?
Was I supposed to go through the tears and the pain?
Was it or wasn't it?
I guess I will never know and I might
Never find out.
But whatever life has planned for me I guess
I will always be asking..."Was it?"
When he left.
All the little problems in her life became the centre of attention.
The past friendships and relationships replayed.
Her mind was a complete cluster of problems and fears.
When he left,
He hopes and dreams vanished,
The future plans disappeared into the darkness,
Her life was fallen into pieces of unworthless feelings.
When he left,
She held that knife up to her neck ready to end it all,
Ready to end all the pain and tears,
She knew it was the only way out.
When he left...her life ended.
I feared to talk to him,I talked to him.
I feared to like him,I liked him.
I feared to love him, I loved him.
I feared to lose him,I didn't lose him.
Until I didn't fear anymore,I lost him.