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Somewhere between the *procrastination* and the homework
and the incessant forwards
and the friendships and the calls
to each other complaining about crushes and
BF/GF!!
Somewhere between the phone calls to old
friends and the "I miss you's", the "I love you's" and
the "What are we doing tonight's?"
And somewhere
between the classes and the skipping
classes...and the studying for tests...And the
"pretending" to "study" for tests...
And the downright NOT studying for tests...
I forgot--I forgot what school was all about.
Somewhere between all the appointments, starbuck coffee,
and Mc Donald's... paying bills and then not paying bills...
Making plans then breaking plans... Appearing, disappearing,
then reappearing... I forgot--I forgot what it was like to cry.
I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you
happy... And that pretending to
be smart doesn't make you smart .. I forgot
that you can't just forget the past in
fear of the "future"... I forgot that you
can't control falling in LOVE
And that you can't make yourself fall in *LOVE*
.... I learned that I can LOVE... I
learned that it's okay to MESS UP....
And it's okay to ask for HELP!!!.. And it's
okay to feel like crap... I learned it's okay to complain
and whine to all your friends for a whole day........
I learned that sometimes the things you want
most you just can't have and the things that
you look for are right in front of you.
I learned that the greatest thing about
Highschool and College and the Working World
it isn't about the parties or the
Drinking or the Hookups ...
It's the *FRIENDSHIPS*, which means taking
chances.
I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget
are the things which we most need to talk about...
I learned that TIME and LOVE can heal all things...
I learned that just when you think it can't get worse - it does! ...
but with the love and support of friends - you survive...
I've learned that when you start feeling BaD
about LOSING touch and about those that you've lost!
They too, are feeling the same way....
I learned that letters from friends are the
most important things. And that sending cards to your
friends makes you feel better! But, basically, I just learned
that my friends........ Both old and new..... are the most important
people to me in the world AND.......without them, I wouldn't be who
I am today.....
So this is a THANK YOU to all of my friends...
For always being there. And even if we're not on good terms
or we have lost touch... I will always have an unconditional
love for you..
~Always and forever ~
I am not the only one in this world.
I need you to help me through.
That's what you're there for right?
Help me if you can.
I need you there.
Are you there?
Is anyone there listening to me?
Does anyone care?
Please, anyone?
I know your past,
Your friendships never last.
You told me over and over again
About the tears and the pain.
Your friends used you
But you thought that they were true.
You couldn't see what was on their mind,
It was like you were always blind.
I want to be your friend
Always there until the end.
I won't hurt you like the others,
We could be like sis and brother.
I have been there too you know,
But I just raise my head and say 'so?'
But out of nowhere,
Something began to fill the air.
No knew at all,
Until I gave you a first call.
Our friendship started out slow,
But it began to grow.
People wondered what was going on
But it's just a special bond.
Between you and me
Friends Forever - That's what we will be.
I have a great new friend
that I’ll always help to the end.
He’s the one my sister always
bugs me about,
she’d say ‘awww" and "it looks
like you two are going out.
I really never thought about him
in that way,
‘never in a million years’, is what we’d say.
Of course I love him ever so much,
we’d tickle each other and hang out a bunch.
But my feelings for him are
not in that like-like way,
I just want him to know
I’m always here for him every single day.
If he needs a shoulder to cry on
or just someone to hold,
I’ll be here for him, his friends forever
with a heart pure as gold.