Took me long enough as it is to talk to her the way I wanted to. I always wanted to tell her how I felt about her at the time, but she was always busy talking to someone else. I hated the fact that someone was listening when I wanted to talk to her alone. And I didn't want to be rejected in front of someone else... I didn't want to pull her away from a conversation to be rejected since my other friends might have just laughed at me. They can be cruel at times...
So, I thought of a full-proof plan to ask her. I'll send her a letter... BAH! She was never alone to give that to her... so I tried another approach. I'll hand-craft an Origami figure. YES! I'll make her a crane, crafted to perfection. I'll have her open it and she can see the note that lies within. Just when I thought everything was perfect... it blew up in my face. She just couldn't open it. It was too perfect. I didn't want to give her a crappy one, so I just told her upfront in the line. Thankfully, She said, "Yes." That made me feel A LOT better.
For I didn't know.. that the tables will turn. One day, I felt really down and she acted as if she didn't care. She wasn't even affectionate towards me... I talked to her and I said one last thing, "I have noticed that you show no affection towards me... you don't want me to hug you, nor even touch you except on occasion, hold your hand. I'll give you a choice. Stay with me forever till we decide otherwise in the future. Or Take your stuff and go." Guess which one she chose? Only lasted One Month...
