...but, sometimes I see things.... I saw what I've described in the 1st paragraph of Click Me!; also, just a few days prior to the incident, you described a Baretta episode to B. Blakely. A story quite similar, if not exact, to what happened.

Sure, I could be wrong, but it's your sky that's falling! You really should remember what actually happended! At least search for the episode in reference. If you can't watch it, make your attornies see the entire show, not to exclude the original tapes.

I can't but think you sitting there rotting away in your misery hopeless and destined to a life in prison. This truely would be a ridiculous outcome especially for someone as you!

Just because you think you may have done something doesn't mean you've done it -- it was as if I was there and I could now in reflection think I was a conspirator but was I really? If you may think I was, where's the proof? If I was there, then how could I be here? It was like a dream...and I only saw.

Besides, wasn't the gun shot with a rignt hand? And isn't your entire right arm crippled? You have difficulty using it for minimal tasks. Furthermore, you picked up the gun with the left hand and purely through strength of adrenaline rush (you were drugged which depleted you of your strength, energy, and conciousness)...you picked it up, then the gun still in your grasp, fell to the ground. You then dragged it -- maybe there are marks still on the sidewalk and on the gun?

How do I know these things? I told you...sometimes I see things!

I grew up watching you on tv and understood you as a hero. Everyone has problems especially with stress and what I've learned about accidental crime is that it happens out of pure hysteria. I am now living with step parents who have abused me all my life with them. I don't believe anyone anywhere could have more hatred for anyone than I do for them. This does not mean, however, that I'm going to get physical with them or shoot them down--and this control is definitely a product of conditioning--something you gave me through your shows and a virtue I am certain you possess!

No matter the outcome you will always be a hero and this will never change.