hello again! just listened to the answering machine and realised i couldn't hear you. what did you say? are you planning to call me today? if you do, will you repeat your messages?
meanwhile, i'm waiting for dois to go to church. he doesn't always go to sunday school but he usually makes it to the 11 am service. when his mother was alive, he and she use to go to the morning service, i think it starts at 8 am. anyway, i'm sitting here waiting for the door to slam shut. if he knows i'm waiting for his exit, he'll close it so gently he won't even hear it.
looks like i might just have to check the driveway around 11 am. he woke up in a bad mood this morning and went into my bathroom and started sneezing all over everything! he probably blew snot into my liquid soap and shampoo too. he use to take the shower head off and snot into it before putting it back.
dois or yong, since Friday, has been into my nightstand where i keep my toothbrush. i used it last night and am wishing i hadn't. it's like they used it to scrub their trash can. they use to scrub their toilet with my tooth brushes. if i could use a new toothbrush every day, i would! sometimes though, i go for days without brushing!
once not too long ago, they went into my tooth paste. they had the same stuff that tracy and andrea use to put into my coffees and hot dogs. well, i was in the shower using an old toothbrush and the toothpaste i left in the tub. i started brushing and my teeth started hurting. i hurried up and finished but when i went to spit all these teeth particles were spitting out. my teeth were crumbling and i was brushing them away!
i still have teeth, but they are smaller and misshapen. my gums are all swollen like i've got some sinful gum disease and there's really big holes forming in my molers! i guess i really am falling apart!
well, i was going to start on my history in san antonio and events which led to the escapades at waterwood in 97-98, but i've just lost all my energy to start. guess i'll do that later.
it's not the work you know, it's the memories. i told you i was a manic depressed. it's starting to surface again. my face is getting longer, a sure physical sign! i saw this woman, no exageration, her face was about a foot long. she had a long neck but her chin rested on her chest! gee, think i'll ever grow to that? i really hope not. so, i've got to stop and redirect my thoughts till i get the energy to write some more.
...watching rachel welch in "scandal in a small town". she really is a pretty lady and a real icon. it's too bad paramount couldn't find better parts for her to play. it's really a sin you know, to give such beauty such shafts! she should be playing leading roles in plays of shakespeare, fairy tales, and stories such as aesop's fables. these small-time dramas are more for actresses like dian canon. do you know what i mean?
well, gotta go. i'll be here if you call. when you do and if you get the answering machine again, would you please pronunciate slowly and spell all proper names? please!