SOMEONE HAD JUST STOLEN MY PASSWORD AND SECRET QUESTION. I WILL HAVE TO CHANGE THEM BOTH!

          did you find out who did it?

          NO, NOT YET....

          WAS IT YOU??

          IF IT WAS YOU THEN IT'S O.K., SO LONG AS YOU LET ME KNOW IT WAS YOU. THEN I KNOW WHO IT WAS. I WOULD KNOW IT WAS YOU MY FRIEND AND NOT SOMEONE ELSE...

          no, it wasn't i. am having hard enough trouble keeping up with my own stuff.... judy & carl came with the two (?) girls and they are all in the tub now. i started the tape but i don't know if it's picking up or if the tape is even running. but they started with the littlest one (she's grown alot and has blond hair today...she even looks like a boy. can't believe how much she has grown. anyway, they were hurting the kids and judy made noises like she was walking in to see what was happening, and i think it was yong ha who said my name or it was judy. you know, their escape goat. but there are alot more children here than what meets the eye. there may even be a trap door to the attic from his closet and it's in their bathroom too. i can't see a thing but they are just in the next room, i have an adjoing wall to their bathroom and closets. i told you before, they don't change...dois gets near any child or animal and inevitably touches them then the wailings begin! had i a gun, i'd go in there right now and get those pervse. it would be so freekin easy you wouldn't believe just how. they've got themselves believing i'm this numb thumb think sitting for her measly monthly allowance with no plans and no future. that alone makes me made enough too! you know what i mean?

          you know, they are the only ones i've been around so much...ones too interested in the getting childrens' clothes off, breathing on them and poking their grubby nails on them. guess if it was someone with better intentions i wouldn't even have them on mind, but i know these weirdos!

          gotta check the tape now, may have to put in a better one and the kids are getting out of the tub now, seemingly one at a time; but someone fell really heavy; could have been a throw.

          will write more soon,

          just checked the tape. it's 1/2 through. don't know if it's taking though.

          i'm just going to take a small break then sit here and work and take breaks but keep the tape going. i have one more left, 2 hours. i'll write more later. if i'm signed off, my phone line should be clear/open. have a nice day.

          I KNOW IT WAS SOMEONE ELSE THEN! I KNOW YOU HAVE ALSO BEENLOCKED OUT OF YOUR EMAIL JUST AS I HAVE. MAYBE THEY'RE DOING IT TO BOTH OF US BECAUSE WHOEVER IT IS WOULD BE ABLE TO SEE THAT WE ARE FRIENDS. WHO COULD IT BE THAT WOULD WANT TO INTERFERE WITH OUR (YOU AN ME)EMAIL? I WOULD LIKE TO FIND OUT WHOEVER IT IS!!

          "it's the same lot of idiots."

          some of them are quite loud on aol podium. the same minds behind the breakdown of msn, earthlink, and aol support staff. if you go back to aol history minimum 1998 and trace the staff and change of staff as well as the "goinings on" reported and unreported and dispositions of those troubles, you'll get a good list of who they are. some very good people were fired out of aol due to their allegations, etc.

          their getting into my msn through the banner exchange html, i'm sure there is target and/or limosine codes which gets them in and takes them around. quite stupid but simple and true. some have disguised these similiar codes to random number and letter assignments so they are not as evident, but i'm sure they are there. i sit here and watch them do it.

          obviously, they have access to minds of html; although, i heard rumoured some pay experts to design such "target/hack" htmls. i don't blame the writers, it's the users with the intent to do the harm they've done.

          there really is no real intention but to break up the system and to delay. surely even they know they can be traced.

          after going through this hell, going on four years now, i can tell you their intents are purely self greed motivated through idiocy and the idiotic.

          you're lucky you got yours back. i'm still missing email boxes and web site addresses. you want another clear sample, check out my site at www.ctsaffiliateprograms.com and see what's come of that. also at my site, ctsresume, click links under "hackers". you'll get a good idea of how they are getting around. but exactly, i couldn't say. i'm not that knowledgeable in html programing but i've also heard rumoured "frames" are popular with them; due to it's capability to two or more interactors at the same time or what, "sequential intervals?"

          i know it's not all coincidental.