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| Things About Being Fat That I won't Miss | ||||||
| The dread, the absolute horror of social situations, from meeting new people and seeing their reaction to my size, from having nothing decent to fit a 400 pound body. Shopping for clothes when you weigh three or four hundred pounds. Living in dread of visiting new restaurants -- where I definately won't fit in booths or certain chairs. Being unable to accept invitations to do fun things because of my size --such as hiking, window shopping in Manhattan, horseback riding, swimming, amusement parks,etc Just about totally repressing my sexuality, as a 400 pound body cannot possibly express what's inside. The fear of breaking people's furniture. The anxiety about having to visit the doctor and step on his scale |
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