Trapped Torment
Trapped in this shell
Of painful memories
Trying to punch free
But the things of my past
I can not forget
Tormented forever by corruption�s kiss
Never knowing what could have been
Travel the world as a cold hearted fiend
Sometimes wishing that it didn�t happen
Most times thinking it was a dream
Wanting to wake up home in my room
Instead stuck in this icy cold tomb
Chilled to the bone
Flesh frozen to rock
Never to know the warmth of this world
Walking in this nightmare
That won�t go away
Close my eyes
Blind I will stay
Forever wishing to just disappear
I�ve traveled through the darkness
Like a pawn in some twisted game
Hating all that is good
Bent on destroying the one who turned his back on me
A voice in my head driving me on
Blinded by my own fear and rage
Willing to do what ever the it told me
But a different voice came through the darkness
Soft and caring, riding a beam of light
this voice was not pressing me to destroy
Instead it told me to embrace life
Determined to eradicate this last shred within me I chased it
Down the hallways of my mind until I saw it
The representation of my love and caring
The only feelings the darkness could not suppress
I lashed out at it, but to no avail
Out from behind it a women stepped in front of me
A familiar face and that same soft voice
Telling me the answer to the questions I had asked for so long
It was then that I was ready to accept the path of true light
My eyes opened for the first time in many years
I could see past the lies the darkness drove into me
Now I know that he had never turned his back on me
That I just wasn�t ready to see the truth
Now I walk the path of light, casting the shadow of my darker times behind me
A constant reminder of what has happened
And the driving force telling me to help others
So they don�t lose their way as I once did
