Hello, my brothers and sisters. Welcome to my spot in this virtual world. I must admit that I am wonderfully blessed right now. On November 8, 2004, my beautiful angel was born and she continues to bring me joy every day.
I view the Internet as an initial meeting tool and a medium for online communication. No matter how deep the discussion or how awe-inspiring the connection is, I prefer face-to-face contact. All writings on this page are my original works except for excerpts from the Bible, and I hope that you`ll be able to find some pleasure or inspiration in them. Please take the time to read my page, and sign my guestbook so that I can show you some proper luv back.
EMPLOYMENT STATUS:
Interim Director of Research & Sponsored Programs at a university in Minnesota
EDUCATION:
J.D. Southern University Law Center, Baton Rouge, LA
M.A. Northwestern University, Evanston, IL
B.A. Xavier University of Louisiana, New Orleans
PROJECTED CAREER PATH:
Become a university president, chancellor or provost
FAVORITE QUOTE:
Jesus paid it all so why are you selling yourself so short?
INTERESTS:
Writing, working out, tennis, volleyball, co-ed softball, ping pong, pool, movies (action, Black, drama), music (Jazz, R&B and Gospel), hanging out at Barnes and Nobles, spirit-filled worship, traveling, reading (Black, mystery, self-improvement, religious), surfing internet, chatting, theme parks, basketball and football , track & field, plays, concerts
My Role Model: Barbara Jordan
"Today I am an inquisitor. I believe hyperbole would not be fictional and would not overstate the solemness that I feel right now. My faith in the Constitution is whole, it is complete, it is total. I am not going to sit here and be an idle spectator to the diminution, the subversion, the destruction of the Constitution."
--From Barbara Jordan`s Opening Statement to the House Judiciary Committee Proceedings on Impeachment of Richard Nixon
The gospel diva: Yolanda Adams
They just don`t come better than this. This grammy-winning artist touches the very center of one`s soul.
My Soul Sister: Jill Scott
I thank God for bringing this young, black and gifted sister into the world of music. Her lyrics and music are ethereal. For a while, I had stopped listening to secular music because of the plethora of negative, masochist, gratuitous lyrics and underdeveloped music. However, this is one of the artists who restored my faith in my generation
The male artist that I`m vibing with the most right now:
MUSIQ SOULCHILD
The words and aura of this man send me to a warm place.
Other artists that I'm listening to right now:
India Arie
Brian McKnight
Fred Hammond
Justin Timberlake
Missy Elliot
MOTTO:
I am not a figment of someone`s imagination. I am the manifestation of my own reality.
EXPECTATIONS:
A woman of substance never has to apologize for her uniqueness. She`s open to criticism, but she knows her worth. She loves and nurtures life. She lets no man or woman get away with trying to redefine her. She basks in the glorious light of God, and lets Him love her soul. A mate does not complete her; he compliments her. She speaks to the winds and rains of diversity, "Peace be still." And they must because she is blessed and highly favored by God. So it is with me. I make no apologies for the way God is moving in my life. I am wonderfully made in His image, so I want you to see Him in me. If the God in you wants to connect with the God in me, let`s talk. I`m seeking FRIENDSHIPS only. I`m hoping to meet people who are interested in intellectual and spiritual pursuits, particularly someone who loves to write as much as I do. The following explains my feelings on romantic relationships:
At just the right moment, two souls meet. They cover each other completely. Darkness is all around them, yet their lights collide in cosmic bliss. The world has to stop and marvel at their joined spirits. A Soular Eclipse.
ASPIRATION:
The soul desires to collide with its spiritual helpmate. When they meet, their spirits will instantly recognize one another, even if their eyes don`t. The firm foundation will already be there...rooted in a love for God, and they will build upon it. The walls of their love will be built with Gold, Silver and Precious Stones, not Wood, Hay and Stubble. When their love goes through the fire, it will emerge even better; it won`t be destroyed. Even though the physical attraction will be there, the compelling need will be to seek a spiritual connection as opposed to a sexual connection. It won`t matter that if the external shell does not adhere to society`s ideal form. Both helpmates will recognize one another as works in progress, seeking a higher standard of living (spiritually, mentally and physically.)
EXPRESSIONS:
An Inquiry Into Motivation
Deceived by your overestimation
Not valuing the Creator over the creation
Stagnated by a lack of imagination
Written in history as only a notation
No significant impact or legacy
Only known for a life of heresy
Trying to live out every fantasy
Reverting back to a mode of infancy
Knowing that time cannot rewind
A vision and mission you must find
Linked to those not of your "kind"
Search the recesses of your mind
Eliminate the fear that paralyzes
Nurture the courage that mobilizes
Expand the outlook that generalizes
Welcome the psyche that analyzes
Copyright 2000 Cshell75
A Requiem for an Unclean Spirit
Overwhelmed with feelings of joy and peace
I listen as my soul responds to the presence of the Lord
My soul writes a requiem for an unclean spirit
That has sought refuge within me
A spirit of defeat, doubt and destruction
My soul calls it by name
A notice of eviction is served
Effective immediately
A scripture seals the agreement with a kiss
Ashes to ashes
Dust to dust
An end is accompanied by a beginning
Genesis 1:31A
And God saw every thing that He had made
And BEHOLD
It was very good
I can now see myself as God sees me
Wonderfully carved by the hand of a master sculptor
Sent to this place at this appointed time with a purpose
Divinely destined to prosper and bring forth good fruit
I bury that which has bound me
I birth that which will bless Thee
Copyright 2000 Cshell75
Educate, Don’t Incarcerate
I’d rather that the dreams be deferred
Than for our youth not to dream at all
Cynicism and defeat guiding their actions
Disabling them from knowing their call
Anger propels them to fear and rage
Emotions run high at the slightest offense
Driven by the need for revenge
Nothing seems to make any sense
The schools only passed them along
They have no knowledge of their history
With parents oblivious to the deficit
They don’t comprehend their rich legacy
So we shackle our future leaders
The ankles in addition to the mind
And when they fall through the cracks
We say, "they’re not our kind"
Thirteen-year-old career criminals
Parents way before their time
Street peddlers and drug abusers
Only too familiar with crime
Too many of us look away
As if our actions will exempt us
But it’s our brothers and sons
Who are causing all the fuss
No one wants to be held accountable
We just try, convict and incarcerate
When parents are failing to nurture
And teachers are failing to educate
Copyright 2000 Cshell75
Ready Yourself For Battle
Sometimes the forces of nature
Seem to mock, frustrate and torment
Causing even the bravest to wither
The strongest back to become bent
Just like a predator seeking prey
Trouble sifts you out of your peace
If you are equipped for the journey
The winds and rain must cease
But if you have not girded yourself
With the whole armor of God
Trouble won`t have any trouble
Chastening you with its mighty rod
So take some time out to reflect
Then go to your artillary chest
Guard your spirit against the enemy
And God will take care of the rest
Copyright 2001 Cshell75
What this woman wants...
Irresistible You
You`re there waiting for me, and I just couldn`t resist you. Your virtual aroma fills my nostrils, and I don`t want to exhale. So I find myself back on this site with renewed hope. Why? Because of you. You`ve viewed my page time and time again, but you thought that you`d be wasting your time. You saw how many times the page had been viewed and assumed that I had received that many responses. You saw that I am a professional, an intellectual and a Christian, and you were just a little bit intimidated. You saw that I`m an independent sister who`s taking care of her business, and wrongly assumed that I wouldn`t be able to submit to you. You didn`t even give us a chance. Or maybe you just weren`t ready for the kind of relationship that I could offer at the time: one girded in unconditional love, dynamic, spontaneous, equally giving, and blessed by God. Maybe you`re ready now. Past hurts wouldn`t allow you to yield to a committed relationship with someone who would cherish you with her whole heart. Or maybe the distance turned you off, but you`ve found that no one near you quite measures up. The search for love can be like a battle, and you held up the white flag on the frontline. However, the war is still yours to win. Please give us a chance because there "ain`t no mountain high enough or valley low enough to keep me from getting to you." And get to you--I certainly will. I`m the one you won`t forget. If you don`t want to have anything to regret...take a chance.
A Prayer Not In Vain
Love isn`t love unless...
You have someone to share it with. Watching and Waiting. Patiently Praying. I serve a God who does not lie. He tells me that I am His own. He also says that He will send me a suitable mate at the appointed time. Only an open mind can receive the blessings once they abound. Only a faithful soul can reap its rewards. I have tilled in the land, but my shovel has not found the right soil. When it does, the harvest will ripen and bare the fruit that it was destined to loose on Earth. Hear my silent cry. Come to me and find rest for your aching soul. These healing hands and soothing words will comfort you.
Paralyzed by Perfectionism Copyright 2005 Cshell75
Wounded Womanhood/Mismanaged Manhood Copyright 2005 Cshell75
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