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If I wrote the perfect love song it would have been for you
If I could have found my own star I would have kept it true
If you had given me a chance I would have shown you that love is real
But you never let me show you just how deeply I feel...
Now you're gone from my life, without a word, without a trace
But every night when I go to sleep
I will always see your face...
You left me standing alone without knowing why you were gone
And took my heart away, and just moved on.
                                                        - Jan    October 1986
Please feel free to take a slow and reflective walk through my garden of words...
Now that I've told you I love you, my love
Where are you...where are your kisses
Tell me you think of me always
Though we're far apart
Missing my heart and soul, your arms, your embrace.. to the day when we are together always...
Your face engraved in my mind, your voice, your touch so much a part of my soul...
                                                                   November 2000
                             For A Special Friend
I've told you my secrets, you've shared part of your life
We've laughed and cried together, you've kept my spirit alive
I look for you each night, read your messages with a smile
And treasure every moment we talk, if a long or a little while.

You lifted me up when I was down, were there when I was lonely
A voice on the phone, words on a screen meant for our eyes only
You make me feel so special, I can rise above it all
And I know that you would catch me should I fall.

You're there with a hug when I need one
When it rains you bring me the sun
It's so wonderful to talk to you and know you really care
That should I need a shoulder, you are there.

Today I realized how very much you mean to me
I hope we'll be friends forever, the way it's meant to be.

                                                                    12/23/2000

Garden of my Heart
Rose Garden
All poetry is original and copyrighted
Jan VanCamp               2000-2001
Walk with me for awhile, through the garden
along the path, once tended, now overgrown
whispering steps ours, untouched for many years
the thorns took the roses, but their perfume lingers...

Down the path a broken angel lives here forever waiting
for the roses to bloom again
watching, marble tears unshed behind her smile
frozen forever no heart to let them fall.

Walk with me around the curve in the path carefully
we don't know what is beyond
the garden wall is high and choked with ivy
and the sky beyond is slate
i can't see the sun it never shines here
maybe you can show me.

I asked you to walk with me, to stay
and I walk alone still

Where is my perfect rose
In this garden untouched?



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