| 1.A Song For XX |
| Why am I crying? Why am I lost? Why did I stop? Please tell me When will I grow up? How long can I stay a child? Where have I come running from? Where am I running to? |
| I had no place to live. I couldn't find one. I don't know if I could have any hope for the future. |
| They always said I was a strong child. They praised me, saying "you must be strong to not cry." I didn't want those words at all. So I pretended not to understand. |
| Why are you laughing? Why are you by my side? Why are you leaving me? Please tell me. When did you become strong? Since when have you felt weakness? How long must you wait for the day you understand to come? |
| The sun is rising. I must go soon. I can't stay in the same place forever. |
| You will someday be betrayed by your trust in people. I thought it was the same as being rejected. At the time I didn't have that kind of strength. I definitely knew too much. |
| They always said I was a strong child. They praised me, saying "you must be strong not to cry." The more people said things like that, the more even laughing became agony. |
| I was born alone. I'll go on living alone. I thought that surely that kind of life is appropriate. |
| 2.Hana |
| For instance, if I quickly ran away now, would you search for me? Until I'm found, is it ok to wait while believing that people are kind? |
| Becoming an adult, or staying an innocent child; which one is worse? Let's stop asking those questions. If you bloom. |
| If we were in this city overflowing with people, would you listen to me? Will this neverending shout reach anyone? |
| While you know that you'll wither eventually, you're loved, still beautifully. What kind of bravery do you need to grow straight and tall? Becoming an adult, or staying an innocent child; which one is worse? Let's stop asking those questions. If you bloom. |
| While you know that you'll be scattered sometime, even if you're stepped on you're still proud. What kind of strength do you need to grow straight and tall? |
| Looking back at the days past, or having hope for tomorrow, which one is scarier? Let's stop asking those questions. If you bloom. |
| 3.Friend |
| When I was filled with laughter from the heart I didn't even notice my own happiness. I can't go back, no matter how much I miss that summer. That slender yet strong hand. Because I pulled away. |
| Because you're important to me I feel like I'll lose you without noticing it, but again, again I tell you that "In this whole world, there's only one of you." |
| A wind that tells the changing of the seasons blows I'm afraid of feeling that you're far away. When we were still together, I truly loved you and cried. I was easier to hurt than now, but I certainly shined. |
| If you find something you can believe in, I'll certainly give you a hand. Again, again I tell you that, "Even if we're separated, in our hearts we're still friends." While I look up at the blue sky on a clear day, I kick puddles on a rainy day. Again, again I know why I was born, the meaning of life. |
| Even on painful days, even if I want to flee into the night, again, again, I remember my days with you and use them as support. |
| 4.Friend II |
| What I've finally realized is that It's not that you were kind to me, It's not that you thought I was important... |
| The truth is, there were hard days too. Before I was crushed by my insecurities I sent myself an SOS. |
| I thought I understood you completely. |
| I made you wait a long time. You continued to believe in me without even knowing when I'd return, even when morning came. I'm sorry for not feeling your pain. |
| Then, even once was anything done for you? About that I'm endlessly regretful. |
| Even though I thought I understood you completely... You've waited for me a long time. You believed in me even though you didn't know if I'd ever return. I'm sorry for not understanding your feelings. |
| The days when your happy face was smiling will surely come again. |
| Even though I made you wait for me a long time, if enough time has passed I want to be in a great relationship with you, that can be broken by no one else. I pray that we can be closer. |
| 5.Poker Face |
| It's always so simple I could cry, but I want to smile. I want your love. |
| My true form begins to dim little by little. From inside the surging crowd I push aside, as long as I can't get answers I've been searching. The better I become at telling lies and excuses, the more I feel afraid in the emptiness. |
| It's always so simple I could cry, but I want to smile. If I become stronger I'll forget even your kindness, so I want to stay weak. I want your love. |
| People are always solitary beings. So I need someone. I want to be suported and I want to be supporting. Nothing is certain, but in my heart I still believe. |
| If an important thing is found let's protect it to the end. If I hit a wall that's too high and get hurt, I should stand up again. I don't wish for anything else, just that one is enough. I want your love. |
| 6.Wishing |
| I've never tried to count how long it's been since we met but I feel like spending more time with you. In a day that will soon give in to nightfall, you always finally call "Let's meet over there now," I am saved by those words. Maybe it's because I've had a lot of experience with this kind of thing. So much that it's mysterious, I can feel you near me. |
| I'm sorry for always relying on you, it's just that I can't do anything myself... More than anyone else, I'm praying that the dream you drew in your heart comes true. That you can be happy together with that person you love so much. |
| When the things I've been storing up for so long suddenly come flowing out, you cried with me by my side, and we lauged. Countless as the stars, again and again we meet and break up. At that time I lost more than I gained, but it's different now. |
| I'm always relying on you but, this time I'll do it myself. You're really not that strong, and I know I can't be alone. I hope that you can laugh together with that person you love so much. |
| 7.You |
| Your face is more beautiful when you're sad. I couldn't say even one word, When I noticed, you had brimmed over with tears. That must have hurt much more than I thought. I'm tired. I'm sorry that I didn't notice. |
| The spring wind rolls by, it draws a far off dream. The break in the summer clouds disappeared. The autumn sky is painful, the winter sea is cold The more I fall into a trance the more time passes. |
| Many events have slipped by. And you, here, now, I'm proud of you, always. People are not memories that you can put into words. They live holding onto their feelings. Sometimes you take only the roundabout way and get tired. But the place I finally get to is just by your side, and my heart is healed. I want to be that kind of support someday. |
| 8.As If... |
| For instance, even if we don't meet anymore, will you say there's nothing to be done, and give up? |
| I've quickly tired of continuing these false days, but if we can be together then there's nothing to be done about it. I want to hold hands and walk the city like normal. That's what I dream about. That's it, but... |
| For instance, even if we don't meet anymore, will you say there's nothing to be done, and give up? |
| I reconsidered who I'm living for. I felt like a new door had opened a little, but you're too kind, so I'm scared when I think that I can't tell you my true feelings. For instance, even if we can't meet anymore, will you say there's nothing to be done, and give up? For instance, if we can't meet anymore, before long will time let me forget everything? |
| For instance, even if we can't meet anymore, will you say there's nothing to be done, and give up? Unlike me, who sees only now, do you get nervous thinking about what comes after this? |
| La la la la la... |
| Someday, someday, surely we can be together... |
| 9.Powder Snow |
| I want to be left alone. I want to escape to a place where no one knows me. That I'm wrong about that, that it's my fault, is all my heart has. I don't need tomorrow. |
| Can I cry as much as I want to? Until my tears wither away. The white snow flows and muffles my tears. Please help me. |
| I don't have even one regret. I've always been living in the present So that I don't leave even a single trace or footprint, The candle melts down, this light is extinguished. |
| Can I scream at the top of my lungs? Until my voice withers away. The white snow will forgive me for everything. Please. I spread my arms wide. I just want to gather the shining snow. But why? It's so fleeting... |
| Can I cry as much as I want to? Until my tears wither away. The white snow flows and muffles my tears. |
| Can I scream at the top of my lungs? Until my voice withers away. The white snow will forgive me for everything. |
| Can I cry as much as I want to? Until my tears wither away. Can I shout loudly? Until my voice withers away. |
| Can I cry as much as I want to? Can I scream at the top of my lungs? Until the snow stops. |
| 10.Trust |
| I've never believed in the red thread. I thought fate was something to grab. At an incredible speed it winds around. I've become tired of this world, even though I've searched for the hand that will save love. |
| I want it to arrive. Sometime, when I found myself through you, from that day I felt like I could get much stronger. Because I can be proud of myself, I don't want to give up and I waved goodbye at my troubling past. I've learned for the first time what is most important. |
| I feel like I've hurt you by being lost about being by your side. Somewhere I falsely learned what true happiness is. I'm going to stop paying attention to what others say. The eternity in which I move closer to your lips is something i've never seen, but if it's us two, I think we can believe it because we're not alone anymore. Love doesn't have to end for everyone like a long night finally breaking into dawn I believe in myself, take one step forward, and I feel like I can go anywhere |
| 11.Depend on You |
| If you go on a trip, If that day comes, let's start together from there. |
| When you thought you'd reach your goal did you notice it was really still far away? How far should you go? What will you do on the endless days? |
| You fly on and on. If you're tired you can rest your wings, so I'll be here. |
| If you go on a trip, if that day comes, let's start together from there. |
| Will you try to blindly believe in the light, or will you fear the darkness? If your ever-flying wings can flap no longer, I'll warm them. |
| There must be someone who needs you. That person is surely always smiling by your side. |
| You fly on and on. If you're tired You can rest your wings, so I'll be here. |
| Sometime everyone goes on a trip, and that day will surely come. As much as we can throw everything out, the tale of two people that begins here is filled with anxiety and hope. |
| 12.Signal |
| I open a new door into a place I don't know. Even if I close it I'm still myself, so no matter what kind of place it is, I'll show you that I can survive. To have a once in a lifetime challenge. |
| The past isn't something you compare to the present. But the future can't beat the present either. |
| I've decided to zoom off when the next light turns green. It turns yellow, and stops at red. Am I ready for this? |
| I'm tired of hearing the noise around me. Even if only one person understands it's ok. Let's eat all the things we like, leaving none behind, and throw away the things we hate. |
| It was fun. It's an old story, but memories are always remembered in a good light, right? |
| I take a deep breath, my chest rises. I puff out my chest; I'm confident. Now I can say that I don't have time to stop. I have no time. |
| 13.From Your Letter |
| If you become nervous, remember well "I should look at all my actions." There were various obstacles, but I cleared them all. You know that, right? |
| It's not that I thought you needed me. The reason I'm by your side is that I need you. That's it. That's all. |
| I'm not hoping for a lot. I don't want to repeat things again. |
| When I move on to my next love, sometimes I hurt people, but we met anyway. |
| It's not that I thought you needed me. The reason I'm by your side is that I need you. I get the feeling that someday you'll be gone; I'm very scared. There's still the night, but I'll believe you. That's right. This is a gamble. |
| 14.From My Dear |
| Maybe I'm singing this song because I can't say the words I want to say the most. |
| The happiness I've dreamed of is best before it's realized because If I finally achieve it, I'll be attacked by my fear of losing it. |
| So people aren't simple enough to satisfy me. |
| Everyone has their wounds, but sometimes kindness soaks in. It hurts a lot; so much that they being to cry. |
| I'm healed by my loneliness. I don't want to be alone, I have you, so I want to sleep peacefully. Maybe because someday I'll be able to say the words I want to, I sing on and on. |
| Maybe I've come to like this person because I can't hear the words I want to hear the most. |
| 15.Present |
| Because I could hear everyone's voice I was able to come to this place. Because I was wrapped up in everyone's love my voice can now reach you. |
| There are people who must be tired, but always smile for me; who despite their full schedules come running after me. |
| And thanks to you, who scolded me when I was wrong. |
| Because I could hear everyone's voice I was able to come to this place. Because I was wrapped up in everyone's love my voice can now reach you. If I miss completely, I appreciate the bravery that the words "keep at it!" give me and I am encouraged. |
| Fate and coincidence pile up, now to my wonderful encounter, thank you. |
| Because I could hear everyone's voice I was able to come to this place. Because I was wrapped up in everyone's love my voice can now reach you. |
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