If you are a self harmer -
Click HERE for my poem about my past...
MY STORY
Things I haver carved into me -
WORDS in order -
KILL ME
DIE
HATE ME
UGLY BORE
LIFE IS HELL
G and D - first and only BF's Intial and Nickname
WHY
STOP THE TORMENTS
I HATE ME
KILL ME
Family and Friends -
My firends hate that I do it - but some of them do it themselves and so are just hypocrits. They just care for me... but I try to tell them that it's just a way of coping, but they never accept this.
My dad said that I wasn't 'normal' for doing it and told me mum, who was a lot more understanding, but hurt, upset, and felt to blame for reasons said. Although we are close though everything - I will never forgive her.
Now a days dad never mentions it and mum either mames me bad for doing it or tells me to stop...
** Click the purple writting at the top of the page for the links. **
