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I think- o5o8o1

I glanced
up at him
I had
to look twice
and I
wondered, 'damn,
wouldn't
it be nice
if I
could talk?"
but I was
speechless
and it's hard
to walk
up to someone
who intimidates
you with just
his smile
but in a
while, I
think
he helped me
collect the courage
to accept
the situation
I was attracted.
and infatuation
hit me
I thought
about him more
and more
always seemed
to be on my mind
and to think
it was easy
to find
someone
so damn luscious
he wasn't my type
he was too good for me
but I
got caught
up in the hype
and instantly
I think
I fell for him.

untitled-o422o1

spinning around
in a wolrd of our own
twirling, dancing
in a world all alone
imaginary music
provides us a tune
to remember the silvery
light shone by the moon
glittery magic
sprinkles our spark
enchanted moments
echo in the dark
one gentle touch
and I'll be gone
I dream too much
and yet, I've won
a reality with you
an eternity for you
eternally contented
to love and adore you
our eyes locked
our bodies intertwined
our lives tightly woven
into a moment in time…
the moment our
hearts met.

falling in love-o411o1

falling in love
is always the sweetest part
of the beginning
you get a head start
at a glimpse of heaven
and suddenly, you're winning
your whole life back again

everything fell into place
if not destined,
we made it work
gracefully passed each testing phase
although we'd hurt
we've healed…together

the distance fails us
we have a lifetime to wait for
we'll be there whenever-
we choose and if ever
we lose, then we'll try over again.

At first sight-1128oo

Gentle and yet-overwhelming…warmth
Conquered the cold and dark emptiness
Of my non-existant dream
I felt a tingly sensation
And I saw him, for the first time, a stranger…
(my soul-mate, I mean)
I never saw him before
But I knew every detail of his flawless personality
… a magnetic connection
and I wasn't assuming
I really knew who he was, what he feared and
What pleased him… and I sensed perfection
.at first sight
I knew I had a chance at making him happy
And make him feel the warmth that I felt too
.that one night
when our eyes locked into each others as if capturing
a memory that a melody could melt to
and in those few seconds
of feeling a familiar sense of security and dreamy,
heavenly awe and more…
a peaceful, careless breeze of memories from another lifetime..
repeated a scene of where we met before
and I wished with all my faith and unbridled
excitement that he felt the same indulgent emotion
I was trapped
Hypnotized in an enchanting,
Unrealistic love potion
And magically,
Instinctively, I ran up to him
And locked in one tight embrace
Suddenly my life was complete as I
Kissed his face
The perfect time
The perfect place
He kissed me too
And my heartbeat raced
With my whisper.
I whispered "I love you"
He heard me, and sang it back that night
He was my soulmate
I knew it
I knew it
At first sight.

teary eyed/perfection- 123o99-1116oo

finally…reality's sweeter than dreaming
now that I share my world with you
I long to see your smiles beaming
when limited joy remains a few
your optimistic views in life
a philosophy grown in time
how have I come to deserve you
you…a prince… known as mine
sometimes… I still believe I'm dreaming
it's been long since I've awaken
from the moment I fell in love
maybe mistaken…
my heart you've taken
and amazingly…cared for its every beat
scared to be disconnected
a wound in pain, when infected
afraid to let you know
dark secrets I kept too long
forgiven…your love was strong
and I'm still sorry…even though
you take out the best of me
and make it seem even better
loving, caring, trusting
displayed in every letter
you're so humble
humility you possess
you say sorry
sorrow expressed
even though its me at fault
you laugh and smile with ease
understanding every concept
always so eager to please
still not sure if I deserve you
I'd accept you without hesistating
because I cant live without you
if I did…every tear shed would be excruciating
one day…when I gain your trust again
I'll see a smile in my reflection
but as for now, I stand here, sorry
looking back at your perfection
the moon so bright
look up and see
forever teary-eyed
god's above you
watching over his gift to me
sweety, chester, I do love you.

more- o82o99

remember those times?
always together
friends forever
(wiping away each others tears)
I'd always love you
leaving you, never
kissing , if ever
(we'd stay as one, through all these years)
tried to run away
into a world unknown
place to be alone
(yet always coming back to you)
I had my own world
a world of my own
my pain was unshown
(but I had to face what was true)
the fact that I still…
thought of you at night
all the stars in sight
(never really faded before)
cant bring back the past
still, the light shines bright
memories that last
(each moment , making me love you more)

stay with me- o71299

I can look into your eyes
and see myself with you
(forever)
following magical dreams
sharing contagious smiles
(together)
I can look into your soul
and learn what love is for…
(it's for you)
because you deserve heaven
an angel I'll adore
(dreams come true)
and a picture could never
capture all the beauty
(of an angel)
nevertheless, of your smile
so bright, yet delicate
(careful, it's fragile)
shall it break into pieces
and start forming a frown
(I'll sympathize)
since your smile is so special
never shed tears of pain
(and realize)
the I love you.

Naturally- summer of 99

a scary thought
to know that
there's someone
out there who
knows me, maybe
more than I know
myself, and baby
though scary,
it's a comfort
to know that
I have someone
to care for
and with that
I can share more
and have a perfet
match of two
souls intertwined
like a rose attached
to a silver ribbon
with thorns so blind
and if I could
be a princess
with all the gold
in a better world
I'd turn down the
opportunity for you
to hold and stay in touch
with a bond called friendship
because I love you so much
and though you're an angel
and mortal insignificance match
I'd still love you and if
possible, I'd still catch a shooting
star from the sky
(maybe a place where
you once belonged)
just to see your sweet lips
curve a bit
forming the most sincere smile
with a love so strong
maybe not everlasting
but surely one of those stories
where memories stay unfaded
with love that might have waited
the way you did for me
sacrificing everything
and me thinking of you
a love came like sun rays…
naturally
naturally I'd respond
with unexplainable feelings
that probably you feel too
yet scared to admit
that maybe I've fallen
deeply in a dream with you
capturing all the fragile moments
that the smallest noise
may awake
but if awaken
maybe in reality
we can make it come true
gently taken
by all the wishes
of an unending joy
and keeping the presence
of our laughter caused casually
because it's a bond
that no one can keep from us
like rain drops
it falls, and comes to us,
naturally