FUCK THE WHOLE WORLD....DAMMIT....FUCK MY NEGHBOR TOO...FUCKEN WHORE!!!!!!!(there's 3holes on my door deer fren dear fren...errRRRrrrrRr.....WHORE U WHORE...!!!!
I DENNO WAT THE FUCK TO DO why don't u tell me since im fuken stupid anyways...like wat you said........FAH KET!!...
so today ate took me to her work for training and shit...it was okay.fun.. a lil...heheh anyways..after work..we went to mhariones pad...i was kinddo sad..coz shit load of memories just EEeeeeRRRrrr..so i just ignored ::well it was hard to ignore it but..i tried coz it hurts...:::fake smiles is wat chu call it...yup im very good at that...man............ i feel stupid.....for some reason i feel like im not enough......im fucken lost...
so one day i had a job and them after 4days it was gone.....hahahhah yeah dat's why i haven't written here coz i've been working....fuckman it was the boringest job ever..but it was kick back..it was just boring.... yeah...well nothings happening....or maybe i just can't remember right now... i'll tell you later...peace outi don;t kno anymore....
watever it was a bad day for me..coz someone told me that he didn't have any fucken plans that day so i made plans for him... then he said he was comming back in 2 hours...he never did..he always does this to me....so bahala ka sa buhay mo okay...
::THE DAY B4::: so like you kno first i walked with wilmer..can you believe he forgot my birthday..well he didn't forget he didn't kno at all how fucked up is dat...well it kinddo tripped me out...so when amboy showed up when i was at the bus stop already and he was with a bunch of girls in his car..... kinddo pissed me off coz he was really late.....but the girls were actually cool they call me ate tho...scary coz it sounds old...i was paranoid about the birthday thing..so i asked christian if he remembered my birthday...he did!!! wow...i fucked it up tho..wen he asked me if i remember his...i said oct 1 instead of oct2...ooppss..i didn't mean to do dat..i swear to god...i kno his birthday by heart!!...i love you christian!!! wooooh..sorry...and then..we all got drunk at my pad...shit i didn't kno it would actually hit me like dat..shit...i was fucked up and at the same time takin care of those fuckers....damn dey wer crawling on the floor goin to the bathroom...youngster coudn't even handle himself...man they were trowin up on my carpet...discussting man...hhehe we left b4 my mom got home..coz shit..im gonna get my ass wooped if she sees them on the floor all fucked up and shit....hahha i was red as fuck so i left with themm...we went to la...i met arnold..i trew up..right wen i we we're takin everyone home..already..shit...first time trowin up...it hurts....=(.and then we wnt to jc's pad and sleept there...i kinddo got in trouble...but it's okay...kay ...bye..
fuck face...he just pisses me off everyday now...i'll just keep it to myself arite...peace..2day is atilla's christening...im one of the god mothers...then proter ranch...
spend time with kat ... went to wax museum pinasyal namin sila tito botchok...i coundn't have that much fun tho...all i could think abou is amboy....i hope he's okay..coz he hasn't called yet....
OH MY GOD!!!...you are sooo joking right wilmer!!! geeezz...let me tell you something...I AM INLOVE..BUT okay!! BUT...not WITH YOU....okay...i don't wanna go through that anymore...dat's too much bull shit..at least now... i kno that im really loved!!!....and at least he know when my birthday is!!
I saw my baby yesterday....at least now ikno that he's okay...i don't really have to worry about anything..thursday.....today is mothers day....proter ranch... that's all.....
mah baby's court! didn't go that well ...he drew something for me...but the sheriff didn't give it to me....hmmm and to top it off he's not gon me here for my FUCKIN birthday...okay..i'll just not think about it...i don't have bday for this year!! i bought a cell phone 2day!
last night i slept over amboy's pad....coz he wanted to talk to me...his aunts and uncles were sooo nice to me..especially his dad...i was talkin to his aunt and she was just ...mahn...they love him soo much!....i love him too u kno....well yeah...they SPOILED him too much....man he's such a ErRRr...i just love him....
and then i said...woah...like shit dawg wat the fuck is dat?....just kidding..... im not goin to prom....concerts on my bday...i gotta get cracken on my community service....fuck life man....
wat a fuckin bad day..i miss my amboy only and shit...soo like u kno i went to skewl 2day...with mia....my teachers were bitchin at me...wat else...and then....at the concert...i had a blast but my cousin killed it for me...dragged my mom out of the concert.....mr harper put me on the spot..after the last song...he made everybody sing for me and the twins....yeah...oh shit...prom night was bombay!!!..well not really...coz i feel bad....
didn't go to skewl coz it's amboy's hearing...well that's what i thought...shit...3 more fuckin months...u think i can hang???....don't kno ..not sure...i can't do shit about it...im not worried about me...im worried about him... i loveyou beh..dont give up on me now...we can do this shit...okay...don't worry...more sex when you come back...promise!!!!..hahahah ILOVEYOU !!!
anyways....yeah...first it was kind of scary coz i thought my name wasn't gonna be there...and then heheh it was just fun...then after i ate at krua thai....just me!...just kidding...im not telling you....anyways...yeah...then i went to GRAN NITE!!!!!!!!....i had fun..kind of nervous!. but hey it was worth it...wat the hey~~
ish....mia's,stunner's , and eetmah's SPIRITUAL BITHDAY 2DAY!!!!...yay...GOD LOVES US!!!woot woot
tang nang yan....la nang nang yayari kung di kapekpekan...wat the fuck..i happy for him tho..really...SMILE!!...it's been fun...but we gotta move the fuck on....HIGH B!!...::I TALKIN TO SHIELA:: I SEE YOU LATER AH!...ANYWAYS ...2day ...is 2day...i didn't do wat i had to do..so u kno....i sick....bye
happy bday sa lola kong maganda!!...woot woot...i miss them....i wanna go back to pinas and be happy like b4....too much drama here
aniversary.....gosh...life sucks witout sex!....yes it does...i have a witness!!....(horay to mica and mia)....hahhaha so yesterday..i was with mica!!..we went to the phaking...malls!!! hahahhahah..and then we saw betty b gallor ah!!! fun...yes fun...
i hat3 my life.,....but im really happy tho......only wen im wit ...cutie......
2day was the day i was happy..dat's all i can say...w00tness....
*to my angel*
A hundred days have made me older, since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lies have made me colder and I dont think I can look at this the same But all the miles that separate They disappear now when Im dreaming of your face
Im here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time Im here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams And tonight, theres only you and me
"i miss you alot alot alot..."