death
-=(
I heard the quiver in your voice
the voice that once sounded so strong
you'd cry a river if it was your choice
to shed those tears for so long
tears the used to roll down your cheek
you can hold them in now
but for every second that you speak
I sense that any minute now,
you'd break down
but you curve that frown
into a smile
a façade
to hide your pain
and he's with God
but he's with you
and just the same
he's proud to be your father
so I'd hug you
if I could reach you
locked in one tight embrace
I'd try to teach you
while I kiss away tears from your face
and whenever
or if ever
you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll be here for you
and I'll even try on
a new perspective in life
just to make you happy
Ms. Saunders
"she had curly hair"
is that all we remember?
she smiled a lot
she was late a lot
she talked a lot
because she was sarcastic
she made me cry
she made my friend cry
she was irresponsible and forgetful
shwe was pessimisstic about the
average people who lived their
lives blindly
she'd pierce your heart with words
and then say "sorry" kindly
she was a teacher
"she had curly hair"
she casually said her husband died
she followed that up with her dead son
her uncle and cousin died
we never knew she was the next one
I hated her
we hated her
she smiled at us
she killed herself
"she had curly hair"
-that guy with a gun-o3o6o1
you saw him disappointed
and ignored his every sigh
you witnessed every failure
that caused his love to die
you traced his fallen tear drops
and covered them with laughter
you heard the quiver in his voice
when he caught what he ran after
he screamed for concern
but you left him with regret
he yearned to feel significant
but all he felt was neglect
and all you see is sunshine
even throught the countless rain drops
he drowned in blood of internal wounds
wondering when the pain stops
now he gained popularity
pity,love and attention
controversy revolves around him
the wounded aren't even mentioned
so when he walks by you again
make him feel admired
he'll try to intimidate you
but he already got what he desired
and maybe,
just maybe
with him smiling that way
then there would be
one more happy
person in this world
today.
dedicated to krystal-o221o1
I saw your tears roll down your cheeks
I caught each one that fell through
almost as precious as your smile,
and I wish I was there to tell you
that I know you miss me every second
but all you need is time to heal
your pain will eventually fade away
with every scar you feel
and I'll watch over you, below the clouds
that keep us separated
I'll help to guide you through each
problem that you've contemplated
and each time you break down again
I'll hug you but you just won't feel it
and when I haunt your dreams at night
you're not obliged to reveal it
I hope you know you're special
and I see the love inside you
so when you reach out for me
and feel disappointed
don't worry because I'm right beside you.
-love, david
(rip)
a date in heaven-112599
I will always be here for you
no matter what happens through time
I will be waiting here for you
until you're in these arms of mine
I wish I could watch you sleeping
wiping away tears from your eyes
I'll wait for my eternity
until my heart stops beating and dies
and when my soul leaves my body
I'll wait for you on the first step
and if the gates to heaven close
I'll still be waiting where we met
the thin line between life and death
something I'll help you cross one day
come close, hold my hand and trust me
follow me and I'll guide your way
sweety, I'd never let you fall
and I would keep you from the cold
your dear smile should last forever
with you, my dreams unfold
lets walk to heaven together
so we wont be lonely or sad
coz I love you with all my heart
and I cherish every moment we had
RIP-1o1599
remember? …we went to a funeral together
as you taught me about heaven's golden doors
taught me the lesson of a person's soul departure
and sad to say, its time for yours
we didn't spend much time together
nevertheless, you'be taught me well
one day, we'll see each other again
in a place where angels dwell
you were a queen of royalty
and lived in a world of your own
I saw the warmth in your love
through that heart of stone
you never learned who I really was
and I didn't give you the chance to
but still, you loved me most
and I never even said "I love you"
I remebmer waking up to your coughing
inhaling another cigarette
I remember the aroma of your room
tiny memories I promise I wont forget
are you watching over me now with
whispers I can not hear?
im sorry I wasn't there for you
to wipe away your tear
is it true, what I've heard?
that as you died, you said my name
I wish I could've heard you
but now its not the same
when I heard you were in heaven now
I forced a smile (and cried inside)
because you taught me to rejoice
whenever a loved one died
for some unknown reason, you treated me the best
I was never the least
lola luding, I love you so much
lola luding, rest in peace
faded memories slowly vanishing
like the tiny details of your face
please come back, come back to me
and give me one tight embrace