Chapter Nine

Justin's Point of View

"Mmm, those fries were delicious!" Vanessa said.

"You should try my fry." I muttered.

"What was that? I couldn't hear you; it's too loud in here."

"Oh, um, nothing. Lets go to Gap now; I need some new boxers."

"Ok," she replied, blushing slightly.

Inside Gap...

"Which pair do you like better?" I asked Vanessa. "These are silky, but these will look good on your bedroom floor." Oh shit, I said that out loud!

Her eyes widened, but she didn�t protest. "Well, which ones would look good on me?" She asked flirtatiously.

I grinned and pointed to a nearby rack of low-cut thongs. "These would look amazing on you."

She scooped up a pair of baby blue ones and handed them to me. "Can I get these?"

"Oh yeah." I replied.

Later that night...
"I had a lot of fun today. Thanks for all of the clothes." Vanessa told me.

"No problem. Um... do you wanna come to my room for a little bit?" Or all night, I added silently.

"Sure."

We walked in and set our things down, then we sat down on the king-sized bed.

"So..." We both said at the same time, and burst out laughing. Then I leaned over and kissed her.

It was just like our first kiss; magical and complete in every way. And then, when I had mustered up enough courage, I reached my hand up her shirt. I felt her tremble as I touched her breasts, then she pulled away suddenly.

"This isn't right. We just met yesterday. I- I can't do this. I gotta go. I'll see you tomorrow." She told me, her eyes downcast. Then she turned and quickly walked out the door.

I sighed and began to get ready for yet another shower.

Precious's Point of View

I stared up at my cracked bedroom ceiling. I felt like crying my miserable broken heart out, but no tears could come. I had cried all of last night and throughout the whole day.

How was I going to get by? With my meager paycheck, I could barely afford my small apartment. And with all the expenses of a baby, I would be in serious trouble. Plus there's the issue of daycare. I couldn't afford that, but who would watch the baby while I was at work?

I had already considered adoption. It was completely out of the picture. But it was just completely absurd that Josh wouldn't except his responsibilities of a child. He made love to me, and there are consequences to that sometimes. Oh, excuse me, did I say made love? I guess not, since he obviously never loved me. It was more like lying and then taking advantage of me.

I closed my puffy red eyes once more, willing sleep to come. I wanted to not have to think about my problems. But I knew one thing was certain.

I would have to confront Josh again.
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