| Chapter Nineteen Vanessa�s Point of View Lance walked out of the hospital room and beckoned to me. �Go on, Vanessa. It�s your turn to see him.� I nodded, my face expressionless, and entered the room, shutting the door carefully behind me. I crossed the white tiled floor and kneeled next to Justin�s bed. Stroking his perfect curls, a single tear ran down my face. �Justin, please don�t leave me.� I whispered, choking back a sob. I hated to see him like this. There were tubes going into his nose and mouth, and tons of machines and needles stuck in him. All of a sudden, the machines began to beep loudly. I began to cry harder as a team of doctors rushed in and tried to save him. Then there was silence. The doctors began to shuffle out grimly, and I looked at the machine showing Justin�s heartbeat, not wanting to see what I knew would be there. A flat line. Precious�s Point of View I entered the padded room where Josh was and sat down on a padded chair. Josh didn�t look at me. �How�s Justin?� He asked. �He�s dead.� I replied. �You killed him, Josh.� He didn�t glance at me. �Oh.� �Oh? OH? JOSHUA SCOTT CHASEZ, YOU KILLED YOUR BEST FRIEND, AND ALL YOU CAN SAY IS �OH?!�� �Yeah.� �What is wrong with you, Josh? What the FUCK is wrong with you?!� �Nothing.� Josh turned away from me and faced the colorless wall. �You make me sick.� I muttered, and walked out of the room. Amanda�s Point of View I stood up as Precious came back out of the room. �How did it go?� I asked her. She just shook her head, and collapsed into sobs. I hugged her until she had calmed down a bit. �Josh just doesn�t care.� Precious told me. �I told him about Justin, and all he said was �Oh.�� �Figures.� I muttered, sighing. �Now, let�s go find Vanessa. I have a feeling she won�t be taking this very well.� Sara�s Point of View Lance and I entered Justin�s hospital room. We had been told he was dead, but Vanessa was still there. We walked in and saw that she was still kneeling by Justin�s bed. She didn�t seem to take notice of our presence. And when I realized what she was doing, I began to cry. For her, for Justin, and for Josh�s sanity. Vanessa�s was singing to him. She was singing �Gone.� �Vanessa,� I said softly. �Let�s go.� But she didn�t seem to hear me. She kept stroking his hair and held onto his hand tightly, as if she just wasn�t strong enough to let him go. She stopped singing and looked at Justin mournfully, her eyes filling with tears, and asked, �Why did you leave me?" |
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