TOOMA took Colin and myself to a Jazz thing that was at the High Museam yesterday. It was great fun. Although, terribly crowded around the musicians. *shiver* Crowds make me nervous. We walked through the galleries as the music played loud and pulsing around us. Museams should always be like that. Loud and alive. After the museam closed we meandered the streets of Atlanta for awhile until TOOMA decided he wanted to "have a sit" and we sought out a bench near a church. We sat there for awhile joking and talking... It was great fun. I don't deserve him. No matter what mood I leave my house in, he always improves it. I hope I can keep him. Today is the Juliana Theory concert. Eek! I'm exicited. So far my mom says I can go! Yay! Meanwhile, back at the ranch... It's so muggy here. I feel like I'm melting. Also, it makes me angry that every time I turn around my mother AND my brother are saying that I diet too much or that I never eat or that I'm turning anarexic(sp?). I EAT!! jesus. I know what eating disorders are and take pains to avoid them. I eat I eat I eat a lot! And I don't diet. *sigh* It just makes me so angry. When I don't have problems they're breathing down my neck and when I'm screaming for attention they're no where to be found. Janey, how has this happened? God, I miss you. So much. ...ended: 11am It's 3:41pm EST and my right wrist hurts. I've spent the last hour and a half watching a really stupid disney channel movie. Model Behavior. It was one of those trading places movies. But the girls looked like the sweet valley high girls. That was a fun show. I hate it how in movies the geeky outcast girls are never geeky. ugh. It makes me angry. Like in the tv show Popular (which I had the misfortune of seeing once) the unpopular people are as beautiful as the popular people and everyone is trendy. *sigh* I feel left out.... One day I'm going to be girly and glam.