| 2001, October 24, Wednesday 4AM, Miguel finally come all drugged up! I have never saw Miguel like this before. He was on high energy, flewing all over the apartment over an hour or more! He wouldn't shut up for the longest time. He kept on repeating, "I need a smoke, do we have some cigerette, play some music, I need a drink, where is the bottle." I did my best to go to sleep. From his talking to driving me up the wall to the loud music, I explained that I drank the rest of the bottle, we have none cigs. I hope I could go back to sleep. Miguel became a broken record! I turned of the front light and the computer light. I jumped back in bed. I wished I reamined being silent. A few times, he pulled the covers off me. I repeated told him that I am tired and I want to sleep! The kitchen light was on. I got up to turn them off. Miguel followed me; still wanting a drink! Much to my surprised, all cabinets doors were open. Dear Lord, He tore up the kitchen. I closed all the doors. Miguel bend over and put his head on the oven. He didn't do anything stupid, "I want a drink. I want a drink." I close the door behind me. I went back to bed. He sat down and cried a little; claiming nobody cares about him! Hmm, I wondered why! LOL. After a while, I face the other way to the door on my side. Miguel tried to take off my underwear. I heard it ripped. No, guys, it wasn't rape. I didn't feel threatened in anyway! If I was, I would have call the police on his ass. He sammed me to get a drink out of me! Miguel thought I threw the bottle out. I lied, I drank it. He was slowing falling asleep! About time too!! Thank God that I went to bed early last night about 10:50PM. I might as well go to bed early from now on. I wouldn't be so tire drained every day. It may cut down the exhaustion in half! I looked at the time, 5:10AM. I couldn't went back to sleep! Thanx to him, I was wide awake. I turned on the TV, there was nothing on. I went online to start today's date for the jounral! God, it was too quite. I litened to The Pet Shops Boys CD. As I do the journal, I was getting tired. Miguel was still sleeping. I was getting to sleep mode as it was nearing 7AM, 15 till 7. I may turn in right about now! I don't think Miguel would wake up for a while. I could get some sleep. I was hungry too. The only thing I had yester was the bowl of cereal for dinner. I would wait till I woke up. I may cook some scramle eggs for breakfest. Just a minute ago, I had a big yawn! Talk to u laters, guys! Journal Dates HOME |
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| I am an artist The paintings with words suits me I would be famous |
| Greetings, Earthlings! Don't worry. I won't probe you - not yet anyway! LOL I came in this world in 1969 I was, somehow, born to human beings! I don't have the slightest ideal how that happen. Then again, I should know. I am an alien. hehe I travelled through many miles to comfortable place. Some humans just don't treat me right. I left home to find my own kind of aliens. I am a gentle soul with love to offer. I got to go now. Till the next time, I seek out love, peace and understanding among the humans. |
| What I am looking for? warmth, love, open minded, friendly, caring, special times, thoughtfulness, happiness, good listener, my own person, nice, outgoing, trustworthy, str8forwarding, sweet, sincere, mature, charming, understanding, wise, motivated, responsiable, huggable, people`s person, observe, strong, faith in God, smiles, optimism and no crap from anyone. I know we're not PERFECT. Hey, I could dream for the most perfect guy out there. The truth is I know it's unrealistic for all the things I listed!! So, I would settle for 90%. Nothing more, nothing less! I'm looking for friends. Lovers comes and goes, friends are hard to come by! |
| Michael Alig's Prison Address I have such FAGULOUS NEWS to share! Some of you already know from my updated profile! LOL. I find a club kids group; Michael's best friend, Tamkees, put his prison address in the post! Whoopie! I was so darn happy that I finally got the address. I searched all day and finally found it tonight. That shows us that we could do anything on the web! Michael Alig 97A6595 Attica Correctional Facility P. O. Box 149 Attica, NY 14011 Any Michael Alig fan can write to him in prison. Sure, I will sent him a very indept letter about my so called life. I will keep on writing till he agreed to visit me in Los Angeles. I just can't wait to see him in person. After a week with me, Michael would probably take me away from my boredom and teach me how to be a club kid! I sent Tamkees an email, "Hello, sweetness! Did u know when Michael will get out of prison? I will love to have him to visit me for a week in Los Angeles. I always wanted to meet Michael. Laters" I hoped Tamkee respond to me soon, I'm dying to know when Michael gets out of prison! I bet he can't wait either! I read that he read all his mail and even respond to all of them. Hey, he will write back! These days, he took up art to pass up time. I have never saw his art yet. Wouldn't you know? Michael and I has something else in common; we are both artists! For sure, when he gets out of prison, he would be a full time artist. He should be. I bet he had gotten quite good in prison. Sure, lots of people want to buy his art; that's will be a nice living for him. Maybe, he probably stay in NYC to be an artist. LA has nothing much going on for artists. I have been here for 8 years. So far, nothing at all. Oh well, I will always have the web for my art. I was in no hurry to be famous! Michael Alig Club Kids |
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