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| TOOL Wrapped in plastic, kept inside These thoughts of you linger, doesn�t subside I write in the planner Though expected to be done, it was not. I remember the times When I hugged you, I smell the peach of this love Our love has become fruitful Now, it was just a memory, in a roll of film I took before You used to put your make-up I know your favorite, it�s Maybelline Maybe you are so pretty I didn�t see what is beneath your beauty The transparent knife didn�t cut through your heart Take your pill so it won�t hurt so deep I know I am the fortune cookie After all said and done, you got what you want I suppose we were not really these things That were just meant for something I am not your precious jewelry I am not the used, the significant tool. TROUBLED PAST, AVOIDING FLAWS I am happy to be here with me again Lost and confused my world was Found my way through you But there�s no intentions of misleading Tried to break away from the chain I know there�s no going back Laugh at myself to see how much it could hurt There�s nothing in there to feel All I know is you didn�t stop there My fault, I�ve fallen somewhere But not tonight, I�m with care This heart has been crashed once But I�ll never let that happen again I wish there was no me and you Just me hoping this life will pray For all the mistakes, the scorn display Where have all my sanity gone I kept contemplating, no guessing Let�s make this forever, no friends You�re never there anyways, you fool! EVANESCENCE The sweet scent of January air Is the coldness I�ve felt since you�re gone While my mood keeps on changing, I�ll always be The same person I wanted to be Once I was happy, away no cupid Stupid love you are to me Broken heart, should it be astray? Where should I find satisfaction In the arms of another betrayer? In a world full of lies, I wander Stop believing, you should melt Once I never see myself fall again From now on all I have is conscience To know what is true, to feel what is real Eventually time flies like vapor Arising from the midst of the heat In intensity of coldness I�ve felt the sudden change Someday, I�ll fall again, not now Or never will I to the undeserving leech. DOWN MY EYES Over and over again you filter through me Can I just get you to disappear forever? But you can�t, I remember why Why did these tears fall? These tears I could have stopped The pain won�t subside So I tried everything Suicide could be the answer Why not, there�s nothing I can do There is a part of me It�s killing you, it�s avenging For the love I found, that was a lie When I thought at sight, it must be lust But how could you play with my heart I should have never met you Friends don�t� do that but you did Never thought of someone like you Who doesn�t deserve this love I have Falling down is not enough, you�re sorry These tears are not meant for your cruelty. LOVE YOU ME So this is how it goes? How I turned down my heart You succeeded on breaking it Now maybe I�m up for a new one Some things won�t go my way So I waited patiently Until all the stars fall down Until the sea is empty Until the world collides with mars Until I stop doing drugs Until the day you fuck them Until all our friends die Until we go to hell Until there�s nothing else Until there�s me and you Until I�m finished with these Until love finds me, until I love you. DELETE THE SYSTEM All of me integrated in circuits Connected as one, switch it off and on You will be the one to turn it But I am automatic There is a part of me That wants to die, that wants to love I wanna go somewhere else Anywhere but hell I hate my life, I don�t want to Say I hate my mom and dad They won�t just leave me alone They won�t stop reading my fuckin� diary How come they can read my thoughts I hope they will all stop bothering me I don�t know what to do anymore Maybe I�ll just shut down. |