Words from a Tortured Soul's World
"Using"

Carefully, I lean in to You
Adjusting my smile to fit the tone of conversation
Purposefully laughing at each joke You make...

Are You noticing me?

Warefully, I give to Your charm
Doubting myself in my own desparation
Questioning each comment You make...

Are You wanting me?

Discreetly, I cave in to my fears
Sceptical now of the choice I am making
Wondering where will I turn when its over...

Are You using me?

Silently, I concede to my wanting
Reaching for your touch, I am aching
Breathing Your body into my own

Are You done with me?

I am with You!