Favorite Conversation (for Seth) By: Michael Dykhoff 9/9/05 As this winds down, inevitable as it seems. Will you start to fade from my dreams? Of all the things I thought I knew. I never wanted to know I was in love with you. Avoiding all the pain to keep things real, You kiss my mouth and resist what you feel. Just fight the feeling, it�s all chemicals anyway. These chemicals get to me more every day. Leave me alone in this haze of discontent. The place looks nice but you can�t make the rent. I look at you and open my mouth to speak, Something holds me back; I must look like a freak. I close my mouth and watch as the moment slowly passes away. Watch your hand drift from mine and hope it comes back someday. So take all this information and break it down. And numb all infatuation, tear it to the ground. I see you, I want you, I love you, but I can�t touch. It�s all up to you. Have I said too much? I never knew what to talk about when it came to you. Because the only words on my tongue were �I love you�. So quiet I sat there just taking you in. Quiet I sit here wondering what could have been. You keep saying that you're not my kind. I wish it were that easy to make up my mind. It didn�t matter as long as I could get next to you. It didn�t matter what we did or what we didn�t do. I�d jump mountains with you if you asked me to. Break my own heart and give it to you. So take all this information and break it down. And numb all infatuation, tear it to the ground. I see you, I want you, I love you, but I can�t touch. It�s all up to you. Have I said too much? There was no way to break through, hard as I may try. It was always up to you and I always wondered why, I can�t save anyone who doesn�t want to be saved. Why fix a road when it�s already paved? Hard as I try it�s still up to you when all this ends. All I can do is hold on to you as this transcends. Even though I�ve done everything I ever thought I could do, I still find myself wanting to do even more for you. It�s so hard to let go, so hard to displace, Knowing in one split second this all could erase. So take all this information, and break it down. And numb all infatuation, tear it to the ground. I see you, I want you, I love you, but I can�t touch. It�s all up to you, have I said too much? Of all the things I ever wanted to be... �the greatest one was you and me. So take all this contemplation, it�s my greatest fear. It�s my favorite conversation, something you were never meant to hear. I see you, I want you, I love you, but I can�t touch. It�s all up to you and I�ve said too much. I�ve said too much.
