Senseless Thoughts

So many words
Spin in my head
But none cohere
And so, instead
They make no sense
They form no thought
And I am in
This temptest caught
No firm idea
To latch onto
No opinion
To follow through
And so, I wait
Upon my muse
Til she decides
My hand to use

    
Copyright � 4/13/2001 Terri Lyn Stanfield
          All Rights Reserved
Page 13
The Poetry of
Terri Lyn Stanfield
Love Hurts

I listen for the sound of your car in the driveway
As I lay alone in our bed
And when I hear it, I pretend to be asleep
I just can't bear to hear another of your excuses
You creep into our bedroom, and ease into our bed
And within minutes, you're fast asleep
And I lay awake throughout the night
Trying to decide if I can continue on like this
I'm still in love with you
And strangely enough, I believe you still love me
Is this just a phase you're going through
And what if itis
Does that make it any more accepable
Not to me, it doesn't
Regardless of your reasons why
This is slowly killing me
And yet, the thought of living without you is more than I can bear
Though if you were to stop this deceit today
I'm not sure I could find it in my heart to forgive you
And as the sun makes its appearance I am no closer to answers than before
When the alarm goes off, you reach over and take me in your arms
And I let you
And for a little while, it's just you and me
All of our troubles fade away
But they'll be back all too soon
And the answers will still be unknown

  
Copyright � 4/12/2001 Terri Lyn Stanfield
          All Rights Reserved
To email
Terri Lyn Stanfield
Poetry Page
To Terri's
Poetry List
Hosted by www.Geocities.ws

1