~*R.I.P*~
..."Jerry" Murray...
Got him: Easter 2002
Died: April 30, 2005
Time: 10:00 am
Todays date: April 31, 2005
Yesterday morning at around 10:0 am, the mate to my baby, Sinny, died. He got sick about two weeked before he passed away, so I knew since Sinny had died, I knew what was about to happen sooner or later. One morning I realized Jerry wasntup at night like he usually was. He was laying in the same spot he was and he wasn't eating as much as usual. I wa like Oh god don't tell me hes going to die too! But I'm not ogd I can't prolong an naimals life who has a short life span. Thats not my job, nor do I have that ability. So after I figured out he was sick I started to hold him more often cause I knew he didn't have much time left. Then I decided I should tkae him up into my living room for a few days, maybe that way he might get better and not die. But no it didnt work. HE started the same, not eating and not moving much. I could pick him up and he would move and all but not as much as he would normally. Then the day he passed away I had an urge to ply with him and I was hanging out in my room with my mom and my little sister Kaite, who was Jerrys name sake owner but I was the main caregiver. We played with him and fed him some bread balls. Then I was like " I need to take some pictures of him when my mom is playing with him." So I took about three to five quick pics with my shitty digial cam and then I was like ok lemme take him down stairs. Then I was like lemme put him in my hoddie pocket. My mom said can he breath and I was like then I was like NO I can't put him in there...Then it started to happen...I had to take his food outta my pocket that I put in ther with him so I sat him on the bed real fast. Then I picked him up..and he was like sayin in his little hamster mind PUT ME DOWN I DON'T WANT TO DIE IN YOU HANDS JAYME! So I just put him down the n i thrned to puck his food off my moms dresser then h looks and he was walking and then he started to fall over....I was like OH NO MOM LOOK, JERRYS DYING! She was like well Jayme you know hes old and stuff... I was like yeah I know...Then my little cousin came in and I started to cry hes like whats wrong Jayme? I said Micheal..Jerry diying...he almsot started to cry..he said well Jayme I'll go home and draw you a picture of him to make you feel better I said ok and gave him a hug and started to cry...I strted to ball and I looked at my mom and she was tearing up too..He went almost like Sinny but faster, but I'm happy he went faster then her...She suffered alot more then he did..So it took about 15 mins,,,Then he was gone...So o wraped him up and put him in a big shoe box with Sinny and burred them together since they were lovers and all...and they are now burred out back in my yeard, even thought its illegal, I don't care...
I love you Jerry, even tought I wasn't as good to you as I was with Sinny, Please know up there in heaven that I love you just as much as I love her even thuoght I didn't greave as long as I did with Sinny. I still miss you just as much! And I will always miss you baby! No one will take your place you were a very special hampster, My little lint ball!!
Love,
~Mommy~ |
