Well, a little over 22 years ago I was born in a town right out of Chicago. From birth I't didn't seem that my life was going to go in any sort of good direction. I was born with many disabilities, that till this day I still have to deal with. As it was at birth the doctors who delivered me told my parents that I had pretty much no chance of survival and that the best thing that my parents could do would be to stop feeding me and within a couple of days I would die. When my dad heard that he told all the doctors to leave me there and told them they wanted me to be under the care of an entire new staff of nurses and doctors. Well right away my life saving docs came to my rescue and they fixed me up. As best they could. I was born with a birth defect that caused me to be born with a hole in my back. The doctors fixed my back and they put a tube in my brain to my stomach to drain spinal fluid out because it was building up inside my head. That would have eventually lead to my death within days. I came through surgery on my spine and my head and stomach. I don't remember any of it at all obviously but I am alive Aside from that I have had other surgerys including a Hernia operation and surgery on both of my legs and feet. I Thank God everyday for every chance I get to be around.. I thank my grandparents for helping my parents raise me as I was younger. I thank everyone I know who prayed for me and Continues to do so to this day.
Aside from my disabilities. There was the divorce of my parents when I was 18. That was a point in my life that was very scary and I didn't deal with it. I hated it. And I did what I wanted to do even more so from then on. I got into drugs and the wrong crowds and doing things that now I have learned to regret. I was born and raised Catholic and That is where my influences come from as far as religion is concerned. I on my own took what I took from it and left the rest for the masses. I belive that Jesus has been there ever since my existance began for that reason and the potential that he saw in me i was allowed to be brought into this world. If it were up to my parents and if all could be taken back well whos to saw what would have happened. I just know that when Iu wake up with breath in my lungs and a thought of an awesome day to come I thank god. I am always wishy washy with my parents till this day. I am also easly taken off the right path but deep with in myself I know who I am and I know where I belong and that Is with Jesus Christ. I want to do my part to help everyone I possibly can with all my power to make everyone happy and show them that Jesus Is a miracle worker. And through Him ALL things ARE possible. With that I will be quiet now I think that's enough for now.
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