My Poetic Ramblings - Page 6


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I'll Be There - [Les Miz re-write]
Empty Means to Empty Causes - [Les Miz re-write]
Now & Then [the Cappuccino Coffee Bean Series] #3: THE MULBERRIES
The Lost Tofu
Toe-Nails
Wildberry Ramble
Star Light, Star Bright
Good Morning, Grey Sky!
Now & Then [the Cappuccino Coffee Bean Series] #2: THE TRAIN TICKET
Now & Then [the Cappuccino Coffee Bean Series] #1: THE RAIN

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This is a re-write (lyrics) of a song from the musical Les Miserables. Try singing it if you know the tune. Click on the link On My Own if you want a MIDI-accompanied version.

I'll Be There (August 12, 1999)
Copyright (c) 1999 Yifan Zhu. Deserved Rights Reserved. Copyrights of the original musical acknowledged.

- source: On My Own (Les Miserables)
- re-lyricked =D

Time goes by
The hours never stop to wait
Words run dry
Too much to say yet I hesitate
Stories fade
Into a whirl of shadows
When a thousand stars are watching from above
In silent shimmer	

I raise my hands
And touch the deep blue evening sky
Beneath the stars
Are ghosts of snowy butterflies
From a distance
I can hear the hush of moonlight
And I can see a silhouette
Admist the passing seasons	

Though it's cold
To tread on winter snow
Though it's darker than the moment
Before the dawn
Though it's hard
To walk against the wind
Still I say
It will worth the fight	

I'll be there
To separate the days and nights
And let the sun
Divide the clouds and shine its light
Inside me
There's a song from long ago
I won't give up and walk away
Without a proper struggle	

I'll be there
To stand beside you through the years
When you need
A friend to shatter all your fears
Remember
I promise you this tonight
I know it sounds impossible
But I will find a way
I'll be there
I'll be there
I'll be there
Although the time goes by

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4SP&tSPD (For Some People and the Some People Dilemma..) =) This is a re-write (lyrics) of a song from the musical Les Miserables. Click on the link Empty Chairs and Empty Tables if you want a MIDI-accompanied versopm.

Empty Means to Empty Causes (August 2, 1999)
Copyright (c) 1999 Yifan Zhu. Deserved Rights Reserved. Copyrights of the original musical acknowledged.

- source: Empty Chairs and Empty Tables (Les Miserables)
- re-lyricked =D

I don't understand it myself
Though I hope sometimes you would
Empty means to empty causes
I don't do the things I should

Every time I write a letter
Every time I hesitate
Should I start one for you also
And then throw it into the flames

Many times I want to give up
Writing letters all together
But many times I also wonder
What are we?  Are we just
Two strangers who once walked side by side
Who've chosen parallel paths
Ever since the silent storm at dawn?

Oh my friend, my friend, forgive me
But I give the best I could
I don't understand it myself
Though I hope sometimes you would

Phantom faces where I wander
Phantom shadows where I turn
Empty means to empty causes
Still the fire in my eyes would burn

Oh my friend, my friend, don't ask me
What the things we do are for
Empty means to empty causes
Contradictions grow more and more

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Now & Then
-- the Cappuccino Coffee Bean Series --
Copyright (c) 1999 Yifan Zhu. All Rights Reserved.

#3: THE MULBERRIES (July 30, 1999)

I used to call it crimson
     and stop dumb in my tracks
    at every flash of crimson and brown
     and ordinary denim and sneakers;
  too many times,
     when I later reflected upon the day's adventures
      I'd laugh it off again and again.
     And no I have not been overdosed with Crimson Tides.
 But now
     my roomie walks in with the exact same shade
    of overwhelming crimson,
     and when the setting sun silently saunters
                                          across
                                the western hills,
     and in the midst of its after-dinner stroll,
      generously streams in
     to merge its fierily blistering rays
            with the crimson mist already
                     stirriNG AND
                      whirLING AND
                       buBBLING AND
                        BURNING
            in a wild steaming carnival of frenzy inside.

 I decide to add Crimson Tides to my overdose-list
 when my roomie smiles knowingly and says,
 "It's mulberry."
 "Huh?"
 "I believe mulberry is the word you are looking for;
                    it's more mulberry than crimson."

I will probably spend the rest of the day
sitting and staring until the last bit of log flicks out
as the crimson tides across the mulberry field
                                        slowly
                                         melts
                                        into the serenity
                                    of silver moonbeams.

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The Lost Tofu (July 7, 1999)
Copyright (c) 1999 Yifan Zhu. All Rights Reserved.

It seems
that I ate some Tofu today
Without knowing how or when;
I cannot even recall the taste,
nor whether the Tofu I had was Greek style,
or Chinese.

It seems
that I am getting better and better each day
accomplishing things
without the slightest lifting of my hands.
I think I drifted through today
the way I drifted through yesterday,
and apparently,
I ate some Tofu along the way.

I think I would like to eat some more
of those mysterious Tofu again.

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Toe-Nails (May 19, 1999)
Copyright (c) 1999 Yifan Zhu. All Rights Reserved.

Wild geese
wading
through mulberry bushes
glide into some invisible amoeba
every other minute
on rainy &
chilly summer days

Time flies, n'est-ce pas?

mindlessly running through sheers of raindrops
 & splatting through multitudes of puddles
   like in mine-sweeper
except license plates blurred by rain
are extremely hard to read
without glasses
on foreign grounds

                 "Akqpea ta. . .
                  zpi qcpmg rcp iamm ta fvbqv eijia fa jla bd?"
                 "Daf Rclw (rcp bgbci)."
                 "Ivjdk."

the morning star was crawling up
to scare away monstrous dinosaurs
but people were at Tim Hortons then

Always remember time flies--
gazing at the Big Dipper
in the middle of the evening sky
is gazing into history--
the only other way yet to move back through time
because time flies, n'est-ce pas?

Four years & eight seasons it must be
so maybe until then
or maybe until the end of time
time flies. . .
look--it still does, n'est-ce pas?

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Wildberry Ramble (May 9, 1999)
Copyright (c) 1999 Yifan Zhu. All Rights Reserved.

A forbidding dawn
Strings of clouds
Weightless & thoughtless & shapeless
Shifting & stirring lazily
At the ambiguity of the horizon
  That uncertain boundary
  Between the conscious
  & the subconscious
At times floating above
At times sinking below
At times surrounding everything
At times slumbering in a disant corner

Beneath the horizon
The cotton-candy creatures can neither seep
                                  Nor creep
No matter how much the sun shines
Or the rain rallies
At & above the surface of the water
Gold & steel have to be dug for to be mined
A song has to be sung to be heard
What lies inside has to be searched for to be found

The truth is out there.

Every dawn will break
But before it does
The darkest & the most difficult
Must reign the air
Although the water is clear
It is not often seen
Because it is especially harder to see
In the darkest before dawn

Only gazing into the pond deep within
Will remind you who you are
& where you came from

Otherwise dreams will go on forever
& forever is not /just a word/
It is a long time

Wake up
Sleepy-heads
Wake up
Dream-bounds

Yes
Roses are red
Violets are blue
If you don't wake up yet
How can you say you know what is black
& what is white
If you don't look with your own eyes
How can you say you see things through
At the click of your fingertips
If you don't walk your own ways
But parade along someone else's path
With half-closed eyes & hearts
How can you say you are living your life
As a firm & correct human being

Wake up
& lend an ear
To the wildberry rambler

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Star Light, Star Bright (April 30, 1999)
Copyright (c) 1999 Yifan Zhu. All Rights Reserved.

Scattered
amongst a zillion light-houses
in the middle of the night sky
are all of those wishes we ever so solemnly spoke,
as well as those which we never shared
 but kept to ourselves intead--
             past wishes,
              present ones,
 sincere ones, playful ones, sweet ones,
        or even painful ones
--every single wish
 every one of us
        has ever wished
 ever
  end up quite Scattered
               amongst a zillion light-houses
               in the middle of the night sky.

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Good Morning, Grey Sky! (April 23, 1999)
Copyright (c) 1999 Yifan Zhu. All Rights Reserved.

My first conscious stir
out of dreamland
at 6 A.M.
opened my eyes
to a chilly Napoleon-fall morning
in Ottawa;
darkness is 20,000 kilometers away,
but the sky is lifelessly grey,
anyway.

The craziest ideas
usually would flash and pierce through
my tangling electrical neuron webs
in times like this--
  no, examples are better left
  unsaid, unheard
--reminding me of thunder storms
or the clashing and grinding 
of metal on a battle field full
of noisy soldiers and horses and chariots.

  The other day I looked up
  "Lucifer" in the dictionary, troubled
  why the godfather of all evil
  was given the honour and nobility
  to fall in flame and swords.
  Well what do you know?

  Did you know that it had a fair poetic meaning
  on top of the proper one?

  I certainly didn't.

Anyway, so I went back to sleep again.
(What?!  Did you think that I would go to work
at 6 o'clock in the morning?!  Forget it!!)
I ended up sleeping away 12 hours that day.
Really.

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Now & Then
-- the Cappuccino Coffee Bean Series --
Copyright (c) 1999 Yifan Zhu. All Rights Reserved.

#2: THE TRAIN TICKET (April 14, 1999)

I used to keep a train ticket
     of a train I took from one city to another
    just casually along the portraits of past friends
     and present ones;
  time skipped by,
     every memory reached out their eager hands to touch
      that jovial, impatient creature; some held on, skipped away,
     and some got glued onto that train ticket of long ago,
                                            left behind, immobile.
 But now
     every time I see a green, giant truck proudly named
    Canadian Waste System
     drive by, or catch the pleasantly
    triangular symbol of three equally green
                                       crooked arrows
                                       chasing one another's tail,
     I cannot help
                   but surrender to the gust of gentle wind
                                                            that treads
    across the surface of the creeks and the lakes and the rivers
     that dance inside my veins.
                                   What was hushed asleep
                                    now lies disturbed;
                                   What was a train ticket I kept
                                    now haunts
                                        with sixteen smaller pieces,
          missing
     from the neatly-arranged stack of portraits
                                 of past friends. . .
                        . . .and present ones.

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Now & Then
-- the Cappuccino Coffee Bean Series --
Copyright (c) 1999 Yifan Zhu. All Rights Reserved.

#1: THE RAIN (April 8, 1999)

I used to frown at the sight
     of the raindrops inconsiderately invading
    the what was previously spotless window glasses
     in my bedroom;
  for one thing,
     it was wet and drippy, and especially a pain
      when you wanted to go outside and play.
     The stupid rain clouded up the sky and kept the sun away!
 But now
     I've begun to grow fond of these silent, solitary,
    rainy strolls--you know, being able to hear
     the click-cluck's of your own heels
                          bouncing up and down the pavement
                           and
                          echoing off the tree-tops,
              or. . .                  the roof-tops
              of the row of street-side houses
              one after another
     or. . .
        the grandious, the graceful, the slight
         arching in the windshields
     of the cars parked in simultaneous mute along the way
     admist
      the trickles
     of spring showers
      and summer drizzles.
 It helps me remember things. . .
                         . . .you know.

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Copyrighted (c) 1999 Yifan Zhu. All Rights Reserved.

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