CRIMINAL SLEEP

By the break of day
the werewolf transformations
have regressed back
to my primordial cauldron inside

O, restless lonely nights!
What price could be paid
what jewel could be pawned
for sleepful, dreamless quiet?

“Turn back,” I say, to Hands of Time
so that all the mistakes
could be undone
and never done.

At what point
was it too late
To find mercy and forgiveness,
To embrace peace and contentment,
To slumber very still
Not ripping the blankets
from the bed

But stop, now, memories of night.
The new daybreak
blinds the past
and pushes me forward

I will start the day again
     but I will never sleep again
     I will never be at peace again
I can only weep
I can only criminal sleep.
--CRONIN DETZZ

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CRIMINAL SLEEP
written 3-23-96
by Cronin Detzz
Inspiration
This poem has some duality, and uses the differences between awake and sleep, and also night and day.  During the day, this person forgets about the sins of the night, just as a werewolf is human by day and an evil monster by night.

There is much regret in this poem ("at what point / was it too late / to find mercy and forgiveness").  Again with the duality theme, we see that in addition to regret there is also a desire to forget past sins and just accept one's own flaws:  "The new daybreak / blinds the past / and pushes me forward."





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