| FOR YOU Why do you hate me? I've done so much for you. Everything I've been doing, it's been for you. I still remember the first time I saw you, it had to be love at first sight, I couldn't get over you. I tried to talk to you, but I was a bumbling idiot. I knew I would be, but I did it for you. At first you thought it was fun making me do things for you, you made me do funny things, like catching a squirrel for a pet. You didn't think I would do it, but I did. I did it for you. I remember that squirrel biting me, and I had to go to the doctor's office for a shot. They didn't want me to get infected with something. But I would get bitten again for you in a heartbeat. You loved how I would do anything for you. I would defend you anytime and everytime you needed it. I worked hard with your father to get your car running again. Your father's a good man, but I did it for you. I wanted you to love me, because by then, I loved you. I stood by your side when your father passed away. I cried with you, and held you, doing my best to comfort you in your time of need. I couldn't have done it for anyone else but you. I think that's when you started to love me too. When you were going through hard times, I was there with you. The whole way. I was there for you. I couldn't help but be there for you. You were the broken link in my life, and I needed the connection. When that man tried to mug you, he didn't know I was there. I took his gun right from his hands, and we waited for the police to arrive. I did that for you. I couldn't watch you get hurt like that. Although we grew apart, I still did everything for you. Everything I could. You told me you just wanted to be friends, but I loved you. My heart ached at the thought of you not loving me... Why would you leave me? I do everything I can for you. When you met the other man, I stood by as a friend, though I knew you were starting to hate me. Even still, I loved you and would do anything for you. I couldn't help it, I needed you to love me again. I beat the other man up pretty bad. He was in the hospital for a couple of weeks. But I did it for you, why didn't you understand that I did it for you? You were scared of me, you avoided me, and threatned to hurt me. I couldn't have been any more hurt than knowing you hated me. It hurt more than any kind of pysical pain. But I would go through it all again for you. You called the police on me, and I couldn't help it... I killed you. I felt I had to immortalize the moment, because I knew I would never see you again. I've done so much for you. I can't belive you didn't love me. There was only one more thing I could do for you, the only thing I can think of to take away the hatred you have of me... And you know I would do it again if I needed to. I would kill myself again for you... |