| Too Many Questions.. All i know is what i feel i dont think much honestly and when i do i have a hard time with verbal expression Do i suffer Anxiety or do i Suffer Depression? i'm in constant turmoil do i wish to live longer unhappily or shorten my exsitence to be in love with such little time to decide Do you think i should try or just committ suicide? i feel like i am sick i love someone so much i gave and give all of myself but i only have so much am i honestly that generous or am i just starved for human touch? as time progresses and i become routine i wonder if my compassion grows a nussance Do you think my lover will put up a resistance? Most people like to seek change Maybe find something new I feel like my love life could be destroyed Am i justified in my fears or am i just paranoid? Whether the case i ask to many questions and fear getting the answers, im afraid of what one might say so i will just remain curious, do you think its better that way? |