Saying Goodbye
By: Raziel a.k.a. Kris
Where as for thou
The golden days come
But for me
It has left
I am here
In the stillness
Thinking, alone
Confusion is coming
Together
With the feeling
Of great failing
I am here
In the stillness
Forever bleeding
I lost the chance
I do not blame anyone
I blame my self
It was an opportunity that came
But I like a child
Left it alone
Because I wanted something else
I thought I did
But what I wanted
Was already here
And stupid I am
I thought it not
Now I regret having said
That it was foolish
But a lesson learnt
Is a teaching taught?
Whatever happens to me now?
For sure
I will do my best
I am worth something
Something more
Not this!
Not this fall
It is not I
It was never
But who could tell now?
