Sean T.
Sunday, June 3rd
My First full week of summer and No school...was spent doing absolutely jack nothing. even though roughly Monday, until Thursday evening, well...let's just say my stomach was not exactly cooperating with the rest of my body. Sunday Randy, Aaron, and Anthony (the 3 whom I went to Big Bend with at spring break) and I made our usual trip to Dinosaur valley, Glen Rose, Tx. and That was actually Fun..considering most of the time was spent at the blue hole (big swimming area) and I once again proved that after 18 years...I still can't comprehend the entire process of "Walking". anyway..we got back sun. evening, and i have pretty much lounged around since then.
I've been talking alot with Amanda the past few days...today she said that My friend, Lee, will be getting out of jail on the 11th (I'm surely going to hurt him for not going to his probation officer in the first place). but that will be good once he's out.
I also received a letter yesterday (Sat.) from the I.S.P...International Society of Poets. they apparently want me to attend their big convention in Washington D.C. this coming August..for some reason I've a feeling it involves "partners in Crime"...considering that's the only piece which I've actually made an attempt to publish. Now I would like to go...however the funds which are required...heh...are nowhere near what I'm able to get by then. The cost for the convention alone (Note; this does not include transportation or hotel costs) is damn near six hundred dollars. To think I would actually have that kind of money..is ludicrous. and again, that doesn't include a way up or anything. so We're looking at about A thousand bucks total. That just isn't happening, unless by some miracle...well...something REALLY good comes along that will make me enough cash to go. I'll keep ya posted.
Well, that's about it for now. it's about 8:00pm here, but I am quite tired...and considering I have to get up to the school for 4 hours starting at 8am for the next 3 days....well...I believe I'd best be heading out. sooo, that's all for this update...
'til Next time, folks.
Sean T.
Friday, May 25, 2001
Well...It's happened.
School has finally ended for the summer..and I've gotten credit for all my classes (cept for one..i just never went to it). not much else happened this week that was too horribly exciting..Today I ended up finally getting The Misfits' "American Psycho" CD....and it's just as good as I had hoped...ok..even better than i had hoped.
now that school's out, what's my plans? to relax a few days....then get a job. I need all the $ I can get...and I also need a car...so that way, I'll have a way of getting out to Carrollton to see Jessi...
I dun have much time at the moment..mainly because the hours of sleep which i have loathed for the past few days...are calling. So...I will update this a bit better the next time...
'Til next time, folks, 'asta
Sean T.
Monday, May 21, 2001
Ok...it's been about 2 weeks since I've gotten a chance to update this thing. well boo hoo to anyone who wants to cry about it. I've been busy with..uh..putting that computer together. (Which i finally have completed...and am currently using.) still some bugs in it I'm working on but it's pretty much good to go. well let's see....quite a bit has happened since I last spoke. Mothers Day turned out to be nothing special...just helped Randy rebuild a carburetor (Havent said "happy corporate excuse to make more money off of families day" to anyone.) But of course, then I had to start thinking...and decided to push the date for which i was to leave for OH back a bit...well one thing led to another (mommy dearest decided that WASNT what she wanted me to do) and so now I have no plans of moving to Ohio, nor do I have any plans of making an attempt at going up there this summer. oh well...Things are getting much better around here, anyway...I'm able to say that I'm not going to go nuts on everyone if i stay.
lets see...school...the past 2...2 1/2 weeks, I have not stepped foot into my geometry class and have spent each geometry class in either the (You REALLY think I'm that dumb, dont you?) with Lizzy, Joe, Sam, Marc (haha he's got an electronic ankle thing), & usually Zero..but..zero's actually been goin' to class...which I wont even try to find the logic in that. What else is there...oh...I have been spending a bit more time with my friend Amanda (Lee's G/f) because Lee has been in jail now for the past 3 weeks...for a probation violation (He shoulda checked in). we're not sure when he'll be out..but hopefully it will be soon. at any rate, Amanda's been preggers an is due on Jul 4....and if lee aint home by then..it'll be everybody's favorite Twisted person who gets to take the trip to the hospital.
Oh yeah, that reminds me..11 days ago (Thursday, May 10th for the morons) was tHe Eric Clapton concert. It was excellent, by all means....the man is still a guitar god. say what you will, but I've always admired clapton, and have always been a fan...and am not ashamed to admit that. anyone who has a problem with that, well....can get up close and personal with my boot. (An no it aint pointy on the end...it's steel.)
Over all things are going fairly well for me now. With school ending for the summer on Thursday, well..that will give me a lot more free time...a lot more...so mebbe you just may see ol' Twisted down at the local CD warehouse..saying "may I help you?"
'Til next time, folks, 'asta
Sean T.
Sunday, May 6, 2001
Well...So sue me for bein a lil' late on the update. I've had a hellacious weekend...in a bad way. Everything started Thursday night...when my computer decided to die out on me. oh well, fine..yadda yadda. Friday comes along. Me, Zero, Sam, James, Some black guy named Jose, Lizzy an her "boy toy" (I honestly couldnt tell you his name....actually..n/m that...his name's Joe.) all left school in search of a sack...can somebody tell me how the hell we go around for THREE hours and not find a god damn thing?!? oh well...we left at about 11:30am...Sam an I returned to the school at about 2:50pm...just in time to make the bus. nothin else happened that day. Then Saturday. ohh...you want to talk about FUN? blah...I ended up goin with LaDonna & her ex-husband, Randy, to an electric/computer/ect flea market known only as "First Saturday". well she ended up spending a good $92 since I've decided to build a comp. from bottom up. Bought a Motherboard (233mhz processor), a tower, an internal zip drive and some other stuff for it. well i get home and come to find that just about everything i was using on my other comp. won't work. (PCI card, RAM chips). so now I'm needin to get that worked out before i do anything else. well that wasn't the highlight of my day. oh no..that didn't come until roughly 2:30 in the morning. I get woken up by the damn phone ringin. guess who it is? LaDonna and My father...who are stranded about 1/2 a mile from the house..now I had said something about gettin gas for the car earlier when we were goin to first saturday. but oh no it would be fine, according to ladonna. so I end up having to bring them a 5 gallon can of Gasoline because they finally ran out of gas. well i get down there, am bitched out for taking so long (a whole 15 minutes)...for cryin' out loud...it was 2:30 in the morning..ok..almost 3:00.but oh well. Well I walked back to the house...and not 5 minutes after i start walking, it starts to fucking rain.this has not been my day...for the past 5 days. and today...well I get to replace the CV boot on our car....and that's going to suck...oh well. I suppose that's all for now...except for one last piece of advice for you all....NEVER...EVER buy a webtv...they are quite worthless...but that's what I am being forced to use now 'til I have a working computer again.
'til next time, folks.
Sean T
Friday, April 27th, 2001
Heh....3rd week in a row that I'm actually updatin' this thing...not too shabby for me. Well, once again, I led a boring life this week. 'cept on tuesday...which just involved some..hmm..how should i say..."Post-4:20" celebration with Zero and Sam.. First time in 'bout 2 and 1/2 weeks. Lets see what else happened...Wednesday ended up hangin' out with Lee and friends...for about 2 hours total. considering a certain FATHER figure of mine was intent on getting the car so he could go to Lowe's or Home Depot.....somethin like that. Hmm....Ended up gettin' a burnt copy of StarCraft from my friend, Roger. Other than that nothing too exciting happened. I've been writing on and off again...been working on some of the untitled stuff and adding even more to my folder....i'm at about 40 poems/lyrics which i have written in the past.....uh...since April of 1999. OHHHHH....That reminds me...heh....Remember last week how i ranted about the parents who wouldn't find out about me moving and such? well..They've said not a bloody thing to me, which I find is rather odd considering they "like my page so much" and "Are always checking it out"... It Still stands for me to Leave on Sunday the 27th of May..condsidering Zero & several other friends are throwing an "End of school" party on the 26th...we get out of school on the 24th. You know..I'm goin to dedicate an entire page for my rants and such......ok...the ongoings of my life. If you dont like it...tough...noone is making you read this...and if you want to bitch, moan or cry...go right ahead because it will get you absolutely nowhere. the only way i'll stop writing here...is if either my page is threatened to be shut down or...well...that's it. Well..I'm actually not in a lousy mood now (thank the gods)...so I suppose I will keep ya posted.
'Til Next Time..'asta..ST
Friday, April 20, 2001
well..I've decided to make this section a weekly thing...so lets get started, shall we? nothin TOO drastic has happened this week...mainly just problems w/my father and stepmom...and me wantin to move. Do they know yet? no...will they soon? if they ever look at this page...yeah. That's 'bout the only way they'll find out. Plans are right now hopefully for me to be leavin' the 2nd week of June..if not sooner. btw...I found out that School lets out on May 24th. yippe ki yay. OHH...somethin DID happen this week. I almost forgot. Wednesday evenin ('bout 4-5 pm) I was out drivin my parent's Geo Metro...after the bitchin my father gave me about missing school...anyway, I had to get some shyt straightened out w/"Big" Sean...and no it ain't the obvious reason he would be called that....he's just...bigger..than me. anyhow, I left his place and went the back way home 'cos there usually arent any cops back there. Well for once in my life I was WRONG. I accidently ran a stop sign that only a fuckin BLIND MAN could see. and lo-an behold, there was a friendly little piggie who saw that..so i get pulled over. yadda yadda yadda make a long story short, I got outta the tick. 'cos I showed him my insurance card the next day. That's 'bout the most exciting thing that happened this week..and im not in too pissed off of a mood..just waitin' for the year to end so i can move. oh before I forget....
Happy Fuckin 4/20!!!!
'til next time, folks..'asta.ST
Friday, April 13, 2001
Ok...what's this about? eh...who knows. just going to get some shyt off my chest. Even though right now, I am in a rather good mood (considering). Let's see...what has happened today? nothing much..oh, I did receive a letter from poetry.com about a poem i had entered ("Partners in Crime") several weeks ago onto their site. BUT, according to my "Friend"/"Druggie" "Zero", it's no big deal. eh...It may not be, but I would honestly rather find out for my own damned self. she couldn't say "oh well that's cool". no no...she had to go on about how she's sent in poems of hers before and she's gotten the same thing "thousands" of times. Go figure, right? Did i mention she happens to have an ego from HELL? but I'm not going to get bent out of shape about her. even though she has probably stabbed me in the back and lied to me so many times it's not even funny anymore. but aside from that..what else is there that i could rant about? um...the government? nah...too popular. How my life Sucks? Eh...tempting, but too many people get to hear about that already. Oh well i guess there really isn't that much more to go on about now, is there? now if you don't like anything I've had to say, you can kindly kiss my @$$. YOU don't live my life. YOU don't have to put up with the shyt I do every damn day. Do I think I have it harder than everyone? Hell no. I just think that I have a right to b*tch every once in a while, and let everyone hear about it, without anyone complaining to me. Now...enjoy the rest of your life while I try to enjoy mine. Thank you.
and you know what really sucks? I ain't the happiest camper around anymore...blah
