A Child You Have Lost

You'll separate the house
The furnature, the photos
You'll devide up the dishes
Cash in the rings
And then at last
You'll separate me

Ultimately in a year
You'll take me to choose
Be momma's little angel
Or daddies little girl

Go ahead
Take the house I love
The future I dreamed
Our family "Love"
Just wasn't what it seemed

You say this is what you need
but it is what I hate
Get married, have a child
Get devorced make her choose
You say this is what you want
but a child you will lose
Bottom of the Ocean

Drop me off in the middle of the ocean
No one would really care
Honestly you have my sister to be proud of
Truthfully you have your other friends
Believe me, you'd have fun with blonde bimbo
God knows I'd be happier
Drowning at the bottom of the ocean

Throw me in the middle of the ocean
You act like you don't care
Honestly I've tried to please you
Truthfully I'm just another aquaintence
Believe me, You really just want to be friends
God knows I'd be happier
Sinking to the bottom of the ocean

When I'm silent in the middle of the ocean
Don't pretend you care
Cause honestly my sister will repair my burdens
and Truthfully I was never your best friend
Believe me, you wouldn't have ever loved me
God knows I'm happier
Resting at the bottom of the ocean
Love is Bull Shit

It's everything I've never wanted
and everything I hide from

It's everything I fight against
and everything I ridicule

It's every lie and every tear
Everytime I've said goodbye

Every slowdance put on hold
and every empty touch

It's every time I look at you
and every time I look away

It's every counterfiet promise
taken away by every maybe

It's every time you smile at her
and every time she dares smile back

It's every time I catch that glance
and every time I pretend I didn't

It's every one of your disloyal thoughts
expossed with every hollow kiss

It's every lie I use to convince myself
and every other way I avoid the truth

It's every minute I pretend
and evvery minute I stick around

It's every reason why i should leave
and the only reason I stay
Me

I never push too hard
I achieve a little less
I sleep a little more
but I am a dreamer

I run far and fast
I hide way to much
I love way to little
But I am safe

So I'm a little different
I'm a little beyond the stars
I'm a leap short of happy
But I am me
Just as Friends

Drive me as fast as you can
while I hang out the window
Breathing in deaper than I've ever done
and I'll be smiling

Take me to the top of the mountain
where I'll lay down on the ground
Noticing more stars than usual
and I'll be content

Take me to the carnival
I'll hold tight to your hand
Pushing through the crowds
I'll be found

But don't get scared and walk away
I'll watch with silent pleas
Confusion running wild
I'll be sad, hurt, and lost

Tell me we are just friends
I'll agree as always
Hiding truths of desires
But I'll be ok...

...just as friends
A Walk Down Azusina

Nine PM on a cloudy night
we walked

No moon, no stars
a flash light and puddles

Faded jeans
and a white T-shirt

I looked up for an opening
in the clouds.
...... Riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight

It's about a specific place. The scene of a couple walking down a road in the middle of a damp night, and everything is wrong. They don't feel like a couple anymore. The main person is searching for the moon to guide her and her favorite star to inspire her, but she can't see anything through the dense cloud cover. Every once in a while he shines the flash light on the puddles to avoid accidents. Then he shines it on her face to study her... for the last time. (true story y'all)
Under the Stars

Here we lay on the hood of your car
Your hand resting on mine
Staring at the stars
You're there next to me
Yet my dreams remain so far

I'm just a friend here in your arms
Because that is what you want
People keep asking if we are...
We laugh and I think:
Only under the stars
Saving me

You've screwed up, I've had enough
You asked for time, your time is up

Walking away, leaving the disarray
I'm sick of talk, I want it my way

Don't deserve more than the slam of my door
Find a new hobby, can't hurt me no more

You're mistaken, it's been to long
You thought I'd wait, perseptions are wrong

It's my choice and I'm alright
I'm saving my sight, eyes for you isn't right

I'm saving my tears, prepaired from the start
Equipped with a guard, the strength of a heart

I'm saving my soul so you've got to go
You'll never be worth it, I'm already sold.
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