Spinning

I had a bad dream last night
I saw you, but could not reach
A mile away over glass
The shards laid down like a forever beach
I called to you but you didn�t answer
Or you did, but with another name
And I couldn�t understand why I felt no pain
I just fell into a pit of hate and blame...

And I keep spinning and spinning and spinning inside my head
I keep thinking about all of the things that you had said
And I can�t wait for this anger that only you should know
To push me, to push me to let you go

I had a nightmare last night
I could barely see, nothing was clear
I was driving my car on the Autobahn
My hands were tied, I could not steer
I turned and saw you in the back seat
I asked you for help, you gave me a smile
I started to sway and I was very scared
But I knew it would be over in a little while...

And I keep spinning and spinning and spinning inside my head
I keep thinking about all of the things that you had said
And I can�t wait for this suffering that only you should know
To push me, to push me to let you go

I woke up screaming last night
Turned on the light, wished you were there
My warm tears in a stream around me
And I ask myself do you even care?
I got down on my knees and fell to the floor
Begged the forgiveness of some idealistic fake
I asked out loud, �why am I tortured so?
Just how much more before I break?�

And I keep spinning and spinning and spinning inside my head
I keep thinking about all of the things that you had said
And I can�t wait for this torment that only you should know
To push me, to push me to let you go
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