| Spinning I had a bad dream last night I saw you, but could not reach A mile away over glass The shards laid down like a forever beach I called to you but you didn�t answer Or you did, but with another name And I couldn�t understand why I felt no pain I just fell into a pit of hate and blame... And I keep spinning and spinning and spinning inside my head I keep thinking about all of the things that you had said And I can�t wait for this anger that only you should know To push me, to push me to let you go I had a nightmare last night I could barely see, nothing was clear I was driving my car on the Autobahn My hands were tied, I could not steer I turned and saw you in the back seat I asked you for help, you gave me a smile I started to sway and I was very scared But I knew it would be over in a little while... And I keep spinning and spinning and spinning inside my head I keep thinking about all of the things that you had said And I can�t wait for this suffering that only you should know To push me, to push me to let you go I woke up screaming last night Turned on the light, wished you were there My warm tears in a stream around me And I ask myself do you even care? I got down on my knees and fell to the floor Begged the forgiveness of some idealistic fake I asked out loud, �why am I tortured so? Just how much more before I break?� And I keep spinning and spinning and spinning inside my head I keep thinking about all of the things that you had said And I can�t wait for this torment that only you should know To push me, to push me to let you go |