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           Past-Bound

Ripples of memory scatter in the puddles of my life,
Forever lost in the rainstorm of oblivion.
But some memories can never seem to dissipate 
For they are like stains on white linen
Soiled into the fabric of mnemonic tissue
Sealed in a catacomb where air can't escape.
We are forever condemned to live with this agony. 
Where we are scarred with hate
Or burden with pain
And sometimes hate and pain become the same,
Intertwined and ridden with shame.
An itch that can never be scratched 
A bitter fruit that seems to far to reach
Content we must stay
With this weight 
Until selective amnesia
Whiffs us away 
From the omnipresent reality
That plagues us with sadness
Such convenience it would be
To chip off the tainted fragments
To lobotomise 
Or hypnotize into permanent forgetfulness
Such immense pleasure it would be.






    Crush

Worlds we are,
Revolving around the system of society,
Where your enigmatic flow of radiance
Pulsates with mesmerism
To shine brighter than any star
Where your beauty can encompass the night
And turn it to day.

We may be far apart for now,
But fate is my friend
And she tells me
Sweet and titillating destiny
Of you and me
Together and free
Unfolding the story of a beautiful epic
Where bliss is under rated
And my blood is saturated
With positive ions 
Charged beyond glorious ecstasy

You would be my world
And I would be yours
Sharing air 
In fresh atmospheres
And our bright lights
Would show the rest 
What love should be
The merger of hearts
To beat in harmony
Like a pulsar 
We would guide the rest 
To go with the flow
To feel our tantric rhythm at an apex
We would be 
Undeniably,
Blessed.




 Need

To be held by you
Is that what I want?
To let a fire grow within me
To feed off your taunt
To let it burn until all that remains
Is the ash of desire
That clings and stains 
The hollow of my heart

To be kissed
Is that what I need?
To wet my lips
To quench some thirst
To flood my soul
Drown my need 
And water log my greed
So that it sinks
To the abyss within me
Never to surface
Like a hidden gold.
No, buoyant it will always be
For the nature of lust is peculiar.
It pretends to be satiated
But is forever dehydrated 
And replenishment is unavoidable

To feel you from with in,
Is this what I need?
To meld with your soul
And anchor with your life force.
To seek an audience with emotions
That combust into the flames we never want to put out.
We get caught in a passionate m�l�e 
Where hate has no say
But the sword is power
And the object is to tower
Where we reach the pinnacle of desire
And we tame the fire.

Such sanctity we hold
And hide at times,
When we are not bold.
How easy it is to give in at times.
When we are down and out
Such need we find.



Southern Uprising

She is cruel to be so kind
To offer herself on a bed of roses.
Clothed she may be
But seductive in her every way
Like with her eyes deep brown
Deep enough for you to drown 
In her charm
In her vixen stare
In her. 

I will feel the thorns
When they pierce my skin
And the blood that flows
Is no sacrifice for sin.
Just the simple pleasure 
That I will receive 
By an army that awaits
To be plunged into a morbid destiny.

She awakens the soul
I have long sittered
And teases it,
To give in. 
To me, my life is her own, 
And as she pleases I'm hers alone.
Never near this have I seen
Such a sweet cosmic display
And to feel her touch
It's like bliss for all days.
I realize I'm helpless
To the atomic degree
When my head is dry
And my loins are primed
To seek release
And beg for time
To lease a moment
Even one more or two
To feel the soothing burn
When my seeds go through.
For a moment I'm one with you.


To The One I Love

Desperate moments pass without you,
For just as snow melts in the sun 
My heart thaws and unravels with your touch.

You are justification for my urgent need
And my healing force when I bleed.

You shine the brightest in a crowd of angels,
And the prince of lies would defect from his domain
To win your love from me.

You could make the Sahara skies cry
You could charm the world with one lie.

With you my dear I have no fear.
I just wish you were here with me.





Written for Helen FM's Valentines Day contest. (Winner)



To The One I Love (Part 2)


I wait patiently for that moment,
When our eyes would meet and relay a thousand feelings,
Where your overwhelming smile is my ray of hope
For my life, which seems to have none.

I dream of the days when I hold you in my arms
And all my sorrows, fears and pains are gone.

I pray for the time when we would be seen as one,
When our souls would meld,
And our lives would resonate,
Like, a beautiful song.

To you I'll give it all and this I swear
Cause a life without you is one I cannot bare.


Written for Helen FM's Valentines Day Contest (Grand Prize Winner)




Phasing
 


I want a "pick me up"
So that I could believe
I'm on top of the world.
And there I'd find
Truths and lies
Never heard
And I would be all right.
For the truth would cut,
And lies would cure me
And the scales,
Would share identical shadows
Where justice peeks
From her blindfold
While giving me the finger.
And that's okay with me.

I once had a "put me down"
When a little lot of luck
Got me through
A whole lot of load.
Blessed was my brain
For handling the pain,
And blessed were my knees
For supporting my brain.
For if it wasn't for the will
I let brew inside 
How could I grow,
To learn and live 
To dream, to give,
A little of myself to everyone.

I take "neutralizers"  now.
I'm a person who thinks all day,
Just to escape reality,
Hoping to find the way, 
To make my dreams fruitful.
If only time could be my ally,
And fight the war with me.
I'll slash all the hands,
That taketh life,
So longer I may be.

I just had a "shock me"
That the end is too, too near.
That the world I know,
Would wake me up,
Just to disappear.
So do I nose dive into unreality,
Or free fall into oblivion.
I would rather,
Climb back into the womb,
To regress,
To erase the unrest,
To recapture the moment of oneness
That I could never recall.
It seems so clear,
Yet me memory is hazy
And if this cannot happen for me,
Then death it shall be.




Mad Love 



Her name resonates,
In the chambers of my mind.

And in the chambers of my heart,
My life force rushes,
To quench every thrill.

And her lips,
They quench every facet of desire.
Lips, 
As sweet as wine,
Lips,
Under a complete moon.
She has the candy of love,
The filler and the coagulant, 
For the hole in my soul.

My soul once ached,
And ache it will again,
For mad love prevails,
And her candy of love,
Will melt away,
Only to leave a taint,
Calling me back for more,
Holding me on the shore,
While I'm drowning in the sand.

How cruel you be mad love,
The sands of time have sung,
And I can't bear to hear it's wail
Mad love,
Show me more.
Let me drown instead in the sea,
For that's the baptism for me.
Let me be complete again,
Mad love, 
Raise me from, 
This sorrow land.



For sorrow is all I knew,
My tamed feelings,
A world away,
From what I had with you.
So whip my steed,
Let them run wild again.
Let me rekindle the memory,
Of  your eyes,
Which would always be wild,
Which would hypnotize,
Which would remind me,
Of everything else about you.

About your touch,
Which could heal,
About your skin,
Which would feel,
Like satin.
And don't you dare speak,
For your voice,
Would only calm my confused mind.
Mad love,
You have truly, 
Made me mad.
For one thing 
Just seems to cling to me,
Like glue on my brain,
Like pleasure on pain,
Your name. 


Water 


I drink the water 
It keeps me alive
It soothes my throat 
When it is dry.

Water taste bad
But most times it's good
Better when chilled
It gives me a good mood.

I can't stop smiling 
Water's in me 
My bladder is full
So, I really need to pee.

I  love the water
Give me some more
My favorite drink 
In the fridge I do store.

They call my water
H2o too
This government juice 
Is there for you.

I need the water
Leave plenty for me
Sure, I guess I could share
But through a kiss it would be.