SCARED..
by GM Ileana

sleepless night..
nervous and shaky..
un-touch lit cigarettes..
half finished thrown butts.,.
what can you call this?! scared, I am..

restless mind,,
cold feet,,
weak pulses,,
what can you say?
half dead, yeah.. it's me..

scared to speak...
scared to move..
scared to sleep..
scared to cry..
what?
afraid to be alone..
it's me..
praying real hard..
losing appetite..
trying to think..
harder..
so scared..
I'm so scared.. to loose you..
total death waits me..