From: gemisa tan
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05-27-07 02:00am Quezon City, Philippines Hi, you must be awake right now.. I'm sure about it. There's always someone who keeps you awake even on the latest hours. Its sad to say that I was once that "someone." I wonder how many people had already made their special greetings on this special day. I'm not wishing you a happy one anymore. You always had happy ones.. You always had a very happy birthday. Besides, what worth will my greeting be to you now? I do not know how to contact you nor do I know if you'd even accept one. I guess things turned a lil bit rough since "that" day came.. I'm not blaming you though.. I hope you don't blame me either. So, that's that huh? I am just wondering how you are feeling right now. Are you really happy? Like your picture on my mind? Or are you sad? Coz someone forgot to greet you at the exact hour when your grandpa clock ticks an earie tune? I'm also wonderin if somehow.. you still think of me. Or, if you ever wonder what surprise you'd have this same day.. Knowing me and all my foolish sweetness towards you. That I will never know. Ohh.. How will I ever react on the day I set my eyes on you again. I am still enraged by what you did to me.. Though sometimes, I can make believe I'm not.. I have always been poor about lying.. and I can never do that to myself.. So I'll leave that future to the future.. or destiny.. or whatever or whoever is responsible for that. I just want to say something to you.. On this special day.. On your special day.. Ahh.. In the end, I am out of words.. So i guess I will be forced to say this to you.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY.. good day for you.. sad day for me.. |