Fourteen days pass
	before I can see your face
		before I can hear your voice
			even when I do I can't bear
				the overfilling joy 
					after only fourteen weeks
Several people have tried 
	please help me understand
		please write me a letter
			the sight of your words
				fills my mind and
					I start to cry
To tear me away
	you can be so much more
		and tell me swiftly
			even if it means 
				starring blankly, I see
					blood, flowing from my heart
But I refuse 
	for outward appearence
		should not love be (?),
			different thoughts with
				stars intertwined
					dripping with grief
Without force
	shinning frightfully destroys
		pain, yet joy
			free will 
				forever enjoy life
					into the deep grave.

8:47 PM 2/3/05