| Why is it that whenever I'm mad, I try so hard to runaway from the situation? I never stick around to find out If the other person ever apologizes or not. I always just drop everything and leave it all behind Without knowing and it bugs me that I do that. How come I'm so afraid To tell someone I care about them? Is it because they might laugh at me? I shouldn't care, it's a feeling, I can't help it. I think it's because every female says they've been hurt a lot, And just because I'm a female, I should feel that way too. That's why it takes a while for me to trust someone. If I say I care about them too soon, then I've given away my secret. It feels like I just sit at my computer, Day by day, night by night. Why don't I go out with the rest of my friends like a normal person? On a friday night, I'm watching movies with my parents. I hope I don't turn out to be a lesbian. I don't think I could handle it. Or a hermit. Then I'd be wasting my life away on something I always got in trouble for. Maybe, I should become a camp counsler at a girls camp. If there's someone for everyone, How come some people never get married or never fall in love? Is that just a myth that help those people feel better? No, I think what makes those people feel better is their friends. Everyone always says that, "You'll find someone someday, I promise." If someone ever said that to me, I'd draw up a contract in case they lied. Then I could get something out of it, Instead of just pain. |