Turn Loose The Swans
So little of what we observe, is the girls herself
Elaborate, scented coiffers.
Adieu d'amour
Vast is the heirs ballroom
Let the rich give you presents
Heaven pours from her throat, as she sings and as she dances
The fumes of rich swine, honeyglazed and dripping, playing in the air
My mouth eager and wishing
But I return to this nightingale
Her hair all fiery red
Deep it is and wild
My weakness will be fed
Boys whipped on the alter of diana, somtimes until they died
The cunning wily merchant, and his four crippled horses
The storyteller by the fire
While musing deeply on this sight, the songster stirred my desire
You are sweet and fine to listen to
Long tresses about her neck
Yet much is false
This mighty evening, I've seen no face
This is crushing me
My quill it aches
Turn loose the swans that drew my poets craft
I'll dwell in desolate cities
You burned my wings
I leave this ode, splendid and victorious through the carnage
I wanted to touch them all
I wanted to touch them all
The Sexuality of Bereavement
In soothe I lend a gracious ear
Your sobbing, somehow sexual
Come to my bosom. The help I bring
Is all my pleasure you lonely, dear thing
Oh, cruel love, when held by you
My sanity does fly
You lie there mourning with looks of desire
'Tis beauty when you cry
Drink my grieving love
Desire and wine go well
Sleep, I'll watch over you
Relief? Time will tell
Secrecy fosters passion
You stay untouched
I know you are alone
With peace I care much
Sear Me MCMXCIII
Pour yourself, into me
Our time approaches
So near that I sigh
What danger in such an adorer?
We dance, and the music dies
We carry them all away
As we glide through their lost eyes
You lift me above myself
With the ghostly lake of your mind
Arise from your slumber in my arms
Your beauty took the strength from me
In the meadows of heaven
We run through the stars
Romantic in our tastes
We are without excuse
We burn in our lust
We die in our eyes
And drown in our arms
Sear Me III
Come to me
Comfort me
Take my hand
In your arms
In your eyes
I will be
Forever yours
Bring me down
To your bed
To your dreams
Take my life
Take everything
Through those meadows
Of heaven
Where we ran forevermore
I wish, oh, how I wish again
With you. Oh, to be with you
So lay me down
Close to you
Hold me now my lover
I kiss your tears
My sweet one
And kiss again, my love
The Angel and the Dark River
The Cry of Mankind
You can't expect to see him and survive
You'll swallow his tongue of thorns
His mouth, dripping with flies
In his glorious kingdom of fire
But I believe he wept
I will make them all lie down
Down where hope lies dying
With lust, you're kicking mankind to death
We live and die without hope
You tramp us down in a river of death
As I stand here now, my heart is black
I don't want to die a lonely man
This is a weary hour
This is a weary hour
From Darkest Skies
Take your own
Sick with fever
And cry out loud
to God
Your sorry own
Will be piled upon me
That I can't see
My God
I've cried for earth
More than once
But rivers still run
With reddest tears
Be lost in me
And I'll never need to ask
Who wants me? Who wants Me?
Be mine tonight. The sight of your light
I'll breathe in you. I'm a fool, just for you
I'm in pain
And I don't know why
Under heavy rain
From darkest skies
We're in pain
The two of us
And I no longer know
Which way to go
Open wide. Let me see
Your bleeding heart cries for me
Look straight up. Look at the sun
This song's for her. Her requiem
Open wide. Let me see
A poisoned soul in agony
Self pity strangles me
I'm lashed by grief
And I'm killing me
Don't fear. My fire is enough
For both of us
Black Voyage
Lie beside me on the grass
They're fighting for me thee
mistress of beauty, thine eyes do shine
Can we run forever? Does nightfall shine?
Angel of mercy, carry me away
Those black dogs tear at me
They hunger for the life of me
So lie beside me, neath the earth
Lost forever from the earth
Descending downwards. Is this our re-birth?
Can you feel it? His cruelty glows
This teribble journey, oh, that no-one knows
Down
Around here, I am
Ruler of Kings
Here
Everywhere I Am Heard
The Voice of me
Enters you
Now you're mine
A Sea to Suffer In
The field of blood I'd left
They mean nothing to you
That war left scars on me
Without you now, I'm free
I'd found out what you'd done to me, girl
I hate with as much passion as I love
And so now, your time's come, for me girl
The end. Your end. And my birth
Walk away. Laughing away
Remember you always, and wonder why?
I'll suffer in your sea
Your ocean bleeds into me
I'll fall through your endless sky
But never, ever cry
Wounded by your cruelty
Yes, I'll suffer in your sea
The fields of blood I'd left
They mean nothing to you
That war left scars on me
Without you now, I'm free
Two Winters Only
What is it you hope for, even though you are dying?
And even though life is closing your tiny eyes
Why did I leave them all?
I should be with them to die in the same place
The pain I think, should go on forever. For always
But no. Not mine. Not now. My life now begins
Call me what you will, but I'll die for no man, at all
My limbs and the life that spreads from them
Cross my path and you'll suffer like no man before, at all
What I hunger for, is the trial of God
For just two winters only did we live for
My God. What have you become? Dear, dear lord
We could have changed the world, had you been here with me.
Right now
Held you in my arms. In my arms, my love
Jesus wept so man could live forever on earth. In peace
But my tears. They fall for you. Only you
Your Shameful Heaven
You, who stand there now
I will not tell you not to cry
Without fail my purpose
Will be fulfilled
I can crown you a God
And I'll suffer for your sins
Bound so tightly, pain is everything
Far from kindness. I am your king
Believe you're in Hell, but your's is Heaven
Cry to die. You'll love me forever
On a pale, teary cheek
Tears cascade to your feet
Whipped to the floor once again
Laughing and lashing you away
Burning pain scars through your skin
But it's 'more' you cry, for you are a sinner
We suffer in love, but you love to suffer
Your misery is your majesty
Though your skin may burn and your wounds, bleed
The only real ache is between your legs
You've learned well, through your Hell
Your pain was nothing. You longed for more.
Your shameful Heaven is full of devils
Just like me. Just for you
as the FLOwER wITHERS
Silent Dance
Instrumental
Sear Me
Incendere suus - Set her on fire
Damnare suus vita - Reject her life
Dare suus ad art ventus - Give her to the art of adversity
Capare suus - Take her
Et facere suus - And make her
Ferire suus persicum cutis - Kill her piercing the skin
Nudus, turpis, - Naked, deformed
Putridus, findere, - Rotten, split
Acerbus, crudus, - Unmature, raw
Raptus, contemptio, - Raped, contempt
Mordax, atterere, - Mordant, trample
Inficere, bilis, - Poison, gall
Nam tuus scelus - For your crime
Amabilis - Amiable
Tu licet perire - You let her die
Ad ante tu - Before you
Habere aequus sic - [...]
Dolor nil finis - Pain never ends
Ego liberare art ultimus - I free the ultimate art of
inuria.- of injustice
The Forever People
Read to me,
make your words as pictures.
Reveal to me,
the forever people.
Names become more,
more than words.
In forgien tongue,
universal doctorine.
Remember each one,
named even this day.
We'll never forget,
like it or not.
Their beloved is theirs,
and they are his.
Praise the Lord?
Hail the King?
This to me,
A figure of tragedy.
They are trivial,
they are forgettable.
A somber tale,
of mankinds hope.
Show me its' truth,
and with joy,
I will follow.
The Bitterness and the Bereavement
Adorn magnificent costume
For I come to judge the world
Be with me here in my dark place
Let yours be mine
Cut me and I do not bleed
Heat is my body
The poor and simple fools
Equal under my prescence
Lift up your head
Blessed is the womb that bare thee
Feed us with knowledge
Release us from atrocities
And shades of sinister figures
Bare witness to this orgy of glory
Groping at my naked privacy
Unleashing pure bitterness
And I did bleed over them
Hindered by savage plague
Offspring wasting away
Christ where is your mercy?
Do listen to me pray?
Cast upon us a prying eye
The baptism of such as is
Of riper years
Am I blind? Who are you?
He died that you might live
And lived only to cleanse you
From sin's polluting stain
If I had the chance to cut you
Believe me you would bleed
And the rest...
Vast Choirs
Burdens of grief that weigh against me
Aid my tired eyes in their search for pitch
Your kind heart now pines
For whom the gods love dies young
Wrapped and confounded in a thousand fears
The sadness I present, smiles with tears
Where once I'd loved now lies forlorn beauty
And wars abhorred by mothers
No man lives so poor as he was born
We don't remember pure sensations
Gaze peacefully into the past
I am dust, and to dust I shall return
Belial, Mephisto, both shall burn me up
Devour my sad whimperings
The cutting whip is mine to feel
No symphony in mind to colour my dreams
Poena damni
Sorrow everywhere
Please pray for me
When deep sleep falls on men
Father hold me
I am yours to bear
Ad te
In the play which he has written for the world
Night is the mother of sleep
Old age is a malady of which one dies
Augury of a better age
Sages as far as the beard
Their wounds smelled so sweetly
Temptation, the father of my lust
Chalcedony shines like the new born
Stricken I'd raise my dripping limbs
Splendid was the innocents fall
Laugh to scorn would our foe
Amid wars laws are silent
Drop by drop in sleep upon the heart
Falls the laborious memory of pain
In the rich upheavel of vast choirs
Death shall flee from me
Misericordium et judicium
Adhoest pavimento
Ad te levavi ocolus meos
Verba mea auribus
The RETURN of the BEAUTIFUL
The SILENCE.
Oh beautiful earth,
for too long you've been silent.
Touch me once again,
the dark ground lies cold Et gladius hoc, Voluntas firmamentum..
Hark Yes it is I,
the fever of mankind.
Urges whorish as ever,
I am the new christ.
Silence yourself, Nanquam.
you are powerless here.
Pitiful one, Pity me not.
give back the sun.
Souls will mourn,
in this unending season of darkness.
Beware ravaged one,
mine is the might.
If you're feeble, turn away
No dagger glints in my hand
Technique is secret
She gave herself to me.
Liar.
The SADNESS.
Please leave,
I think I'll close my eyes now.
The first sunshine was mine,
look for me among the flowers.
Sleeping with the earth,
My dying bride.
The pity I fashion,
Through a reign of tears.
A tragic opus,
immeasurable loss.
Tearful I rest,
bask in my growing sorrow.
The LUST.
The female is such exquisite hell,
Lay my obscure hands upon you.
Macabre, Erotica, Passion,
Even in death beauty is with you.
I extol you with loud praise,
You will grace my procession.
Why shouldnt I indulge,
in my own desires?
Bare your breasts to slow kisses.
The BATTLE.
Away bastard dog, Nanquam
down from your throne. Nanquam
A dagger glints in my hand, Am I afraid?
You'll perish alone. Ha
Pray to me,
Blasphemy,
Cry on me,
Die on me,
Let me out
Let me out
Let me out
LET ME OUTtttttt t t t.
Suffer in your nakedness,
before your dark art.
The filth and the stench of you, I cry for you.
is hell in itself.
Your reign is now over,
the sunlight will return,
to this once petrified earth.
Ego deciere tu pereant.
The RETURN.
Make me faint, with unending kisses.
My passions have all returned.
Warm my trembling hands.
We're scope for the tragedians.
I can see from your smile,
You're not here for the sunset.
Oh beautiful earth,
for too long you've been silent.
Touch me once again,
the dark ground lies cold
the fever of mankind.
Urges whorish as ever,
I am the new christ.
Pitiful one,
Souls will mourn,
in this unending season of darkness.
Beware ravaged one,
mine is the might.
No dagger glints in my hand
Technique is secret
She gave herself to me.
The SADNESS.
Please leave,
I think I'll close my eyes now.
The first sunshine was mine,
look for me among the flowers.
Sleeping with the earth,
My dying bride.
The pity I fashion,
Through a reign of tears.
A tragic opus,
immeasurable loss.
Tearful I rest,
bask in my growing sorrow.
The LUST.
Lay my obscure hands upon you.
Macabre, Erotica, Passion,
Even in death beauty is with you.
I extol you with loud praise,
You will grace my procession.
Why shouldnt I indulge,
in my own desires?
Bare your breasts to slow kisses.
Away bastard dog,
Pray to me,
Blasphemy,
Cry on me,
Die on me,
Let me out
Let me out
Let me out
LET ME OUTtttttt t t t.
before your dark art.
The filth and the stench of you,
Your reign is now over,
the sunlight will return,
to this once petrified earth.
Ego deciere tu pereant.
The RETURN.
Make me faint, with unending kisses.
My passions have all returned.
Warm my trembling hands.
We're scope for the tragedians.
I can see from your smile,
You're not here for the sunset.
The fantastic weight of oceans
Cathedrals of immense awe
The brilliance of erotic literature
Enlightenment of the whore
Marvel at the hanging gardens
The liars, faint with greed
Sorrow at the wailing wall
The mindless on their knees
Lord, my flesh is tired
Almighty soothsayer
Lead me by the mind
Through halls so...
The truth of the lord endureth forever
Marvellous in our eyes
I cannot die
There is none to comfort me
Mine enemies have heard my trouble
Leave me in my misery
Enjoy the darkness
The fantastic weight of oceans
Cathedrals of immense awe
The brilliance of erotic literature
Enlightenment of the whore
Marvel at the hanging gardens
The liars, faint with greed
Sorrow at the wailing wall
The mindless on their knees
