| Ever since I was little, I always knew fear. I just never knew it would, ruin my future, my dream and my love, or maybe it's just an illusion, maybe it won't determine the conclusion. Ever since I was little, I wasn't sure how to conquer fear, always trembling, hiding under the covers. I could run, but I could never hide. Now running, just brings me further, away from what I'm being denied. Ever since I was little, I lived by fear. Now it lives inside me, Devouring my need to hide or run. It makes the world seem pointless. I've never been able to believe, I won't let it keep away what I want to retrieve. Ever since I was little, love equaled fear. The closer I got, the more it showed. Pale face, bloodshot eyes, neverending lies. I always gave in. I'm sick of always letting it win. Ever since I found what keeps me alive, it's been a battle. Between what's true, and what controls. I'm not what I used to be. I don't want to be scared. The love will take over, and my insides repaired. |
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