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| ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Holy art thou name You scream in vain As I mutilate your prescious God Scream to your master it spurrs me onward Yes, dear one Hold to your precious religion Your comfort, your illusions, your fucking god Ignorance paints your mind Grafitis it with filth and lies Colors this perception you've got of me Maybe I'm the dirty sinner you say I am, maybe not I revel in your fear and hatred of me I've lived with your disgust and distrust You stab me in the back with your laughter Somehow I manage to hide the pain inside But you still haunt me A feeling of happiness still evades me In depression I shall fall, but you will fall with me Fall spinning from your pedestal of religious bigotry No one is here to save you from me now No on to hear your screams of agony As I wipe away your tears I'll help you forget all your hopes and dreams my child They'll never last You'll waste away chasing after illusions of mechanical happiness I shall be your saving grace Take you to sexual heights you've never imagined Live with me in the happiness of a human touch And with the passion and carnal desire Forget your sad vows of abstinance And take flight in a chariot made of earthly desires Earthly living is a stressful contest and godly living is a waste Pray to me. your unholy king I'll never lead you astray You'll never find a war fought in my name Or children starving in the streets I shall wipe away all your pain And leave you empty ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ |
| ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I've lost my identity Running in circles I still can't figure out where I'm going I stumble in the dark until I find a hint of light Pull my hand into view To find it dripping with blood The uncertainty wounds me and I'm left vulnerable Will these wounds ever heal? Just when I think I'm numb to the attack An old wound is savagely torn upen I find myself stumbling in pain Lost in the foggy battle Of something called the search for self-identity ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ |
| ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Staring out the window Staring at the moon I have no regrets Looking back to painful memories I never hated you for leaving Just wanted you to love me enough to stay You took your flight that night And left a massive black void where my heart used to be I still find your memories Left stray upon my hearth We talked on the phone And you promised grand plans that I knew could never happen I watched you fade away into the haze of better days I never hated you for leaving Just wanted you to love me enough to stay You took your flight that night And left me bleeding, sobbing into my pillow We've wandered so far apart now You wouldn't know me anymore and I can't stomach the changes in you The wind blows throughout the trees whistling your name With one more look at your shining face I close this picture book upon your memories And watch it burn in the fire of my new life ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ |
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