Many choices lie ahead,
The answers are unclear.
I do not know which way to go,
Held back at times by fear.
There's a place that I once wanted to go,
Though there never seemed much hope.
But now that doors are opening,
With these choices i cannot cope.
Would it have been easier to give up on my dreams,
Then to get here to find this choice,
Or is this door that's opening,
The volume to my voice.
Before I would have given anything,
To be here in this place.
But now I feel it crowding in,
Invading all my space.
Maybe dreams are meant for dreams,
And not for reality at all.
Are they waiting for me to take this leap,
Or waiting to watch me fall?
But if I let go of this dream,
Will I dare to dream again someday?
Will I ever be able to forgive myself,
If I choose another way?
I know He knows all the answers,
And that should satisfy me.
But what if I don't hear His voice,
His visions I don't see?
And so I think that I must try,
Whether I succeed or fail,
And allow His love to flow through me,
So that His truth may avail.
And if I make the choice to try
To live up to all my dreams,
I hope that it will glorify God,
As darkened as that place seems.
And though I cannot see at times,
Where it is that I am going,
You are a light unto my path,
A God who's ever-knowing.
You say you are indeed the way,
The truth, and the light.
Lord please be my everything,
My vision, and my sight.
So it seems all I have to do,
Is follow what you say,
And I'll end up where I'm supposed to be,
In your will, and that's where I'll stay.