date 093002
time 7:41pm
status alright
music warren g feat. nate dogg - regulators

10/12 8:00pm Just Java Cafe FarFetched, Happy Hour, Larger Than Life, Rochelle Rochelle??? (ALL AGES!!!) $5

date 092702
time 7:41pm
status alright
music the starting line - left coast envy

just came back from jesse's house. i havent been there in the longest. im glad i finally did go. the only thing was that i had to ride my bike there cuz my mom wouldnt give me a ride cuz she just got home from somewhere, its alright though. but jayson popped my back tire trying to do a freakin bunny hop! damn..haha it was funny though...kind of a lot of people were there, it was nice seeing them again, and i got to meet leo and rowel. theyre pretty good, some cool guys.. umm, the other people that were there were jay, jayson, gian, nick, matt, francis, jesse, felix, vince, jr, sean, johnny, jon, jen, and roann. i think.. well i heard there were a lot more people before i got there, but it was just some i.s. people or something..well that was fun, i need to go there more often. . before i left from jesse's i went to go visit her but her sister said she wasnt home, ehh, i just ended up going to big time (the liquor store) by myself and buying a soda, then i walked back to jesse's. i was suppose to mow the lawn when i got back home but my mom picked my up too late so i guess ill just be doing that tomorrow.. well, yeah..

today was another pretty good day..

Hh, farfetched and threefoot.
just java. oct 12th.
all ages. 7pm. $5.
BE THERE. or be [ ].

date 092602
time 9:45pm
status alright
music amerie - why dont we fall in love

well, my uncle just left from finishing hooking up my other computer to the internet and stuff. we got a router so we wouldnt have to buy another modem and now my sister and i can go online at the same time!

today was the final cuts for cg. i hope we dont have any quitters this year. ehh we always have some every year though. well i think overall the people we chose for primary were alright. i actually thought that tryouts were better this year than last year, except for the whole over lapping thing, but it was alright. i guess that's one improvment sgt major is actually contributing. ehh enough about ro stuff..

well after school i went home only to end up calling up joe and jaypee to pick me up so i could chill at open house. we stayed there just to watch the performances and chill for a whill after that. ohh yeah sorry karen about not staying to talk to you after school. i didnt know if you wanted me to. im sorry....after open house the everyone wanted to go get something to eat so me, joe, jaypee, and cris met up with tina, faye, josh, gladys, genie, mai, thanh, rox, james and his friend at jack in the box. when we got there we found out that no one had money except joe, jaypee, and josh so we just chilled there for a while. after a while gladys left with james and chris. we took some pictures and then mai and thanh left and than after after a while we left and joe dropped me off at my house. and that was my day.

today was alright

Hh, farfetched and threefoot.
just java. oct 12th.
all ages. 7pm. $5.
BE THERE. or be [ ].

date 092402
time 5:53pm
status alright
music happy hour - stay and miss me

Hh, farfetched and
threefoot.

just java. oct 12th.

all ages. 7pm. $5.
BE THERE. or be [ ].

date 092302
time 7:23pm
status ok
music hot rod circuit - the pharmacist

happy birthday danica!

well just got back from the gym, with allen this time. i havent been there for a long time. it was cool, got a good workout in. gotta do that more often. well gotta rest real quik then finish up my homework. .

date 092102
time 11:32pm
status eh
music inoj - time after time

well yesterday i went out with jaypee, joe, josh, and myka. first jaypee picked me up and we headed over to therese's house just to stop by. she had a little get together with some people and watched some movies. when jaypee and i got there they were finishing up 13 ghosts. joe and josh showed up a little later and we left with myka after the movie. our first stop was starbuck where we met up with tina, faye, and gladys. i think some other people were suppose to go with us but i dunno. after we got everything situated we went to bowling alley at the base to play some pool. joe and i teamed up and played some pool with tina and gladys. we let them win the first 1 game and in the next game joe messed up and scratched on the break. after that we took the last 3 games. they wanna challenge us next weekend so yeah, we'll just have to see what game they wanna play. but it doesnt really matter what the choose cuz me and joe are gonna beat them no matter what haha. well i got home at about 11 and my mom isnt use to me coming home that late i dont know why, i was only gone for like 3 hours. my parents dont let me go out much so i guess thats why. ehh whatever. well i had fun. .

eh, slept for most of today. dont really update this site too much, but i will when/if i find the time to. was called her today on her cell but no answer. i didnt wanna leave a message cuz shes like sharing the cell with her sister, so yeah. well theres like some shit going on and i just wanted to make sure shes ok. hope to talk to her soon..

date 091802
time 7:45pm
status eh
music yellowcard - rough draft

happy birthday cris salamanca!

umm, today was the start of cg tryouts, eh disappointing. . i have nothing else to write about

date 091702
time 6:40pm
status eh
music the commercials - daedsiecniv

..couldnt take my eyes off you if i tried,
but why would i even want to..

date 091402
time 11:04pm
status ehhh
music the commercials - immediately

..one glance from you turns my heart on end.
the holes in my soul, i wish that you could mend.
i want to tell you that you make me feel this way.
but i cant form the words that i want to say..

date 091302
time 9:51pm
status eh
music penfold - tuesday

words like these won't help me now. save yourself,
and i'm sorry
if i told you how i felt and you couldn't take it.
if you change or stay the same,
i'm sorry if i told you how i felt and you couldn't take it.
but then i see her standing there and she's smiling
and i know that for a little while i'll be fine.

date 091302
time 9:21pm
status ok
music suicide machines - sos

damn. well today was ok. all my classes were pretty cool today, nothing really big. after school there were some fucker that messed with karen's friend or something, im not really sure. and she was really mad. so i didnt really talk to her since she seemed not in the mood to.

.. i just got back a few minutes ago from the mission valley mall. i was with joe, jaypee, and josh. before that we had to open the football game with color guard performance. so yeah, after that we decided to go to the mall and find so gifts for glady's and faye. oh yeah..

happy (belated) birthday faye iglesia!
&
happy birthday gladys villacorta!

tomorrow is sheila's birthday party and gladys & faye's birthday/bonfire/all day beach thing. im gonna be going to sheila's, but i also really want to go to gladys and faye's thing but i dont think i'll be able to since my parents are gonna be going to sheila's too since we're kinda like family friends now. man. im not saying i dont wanna be at sheila's cuz shes a good friend of mine, but i wouldnt mind being able to go to the beach with some other people..

date 091002
time 4:38pm
status happy
music simple plan - wont be there

oh yeah. .

happy birthday frida pineda!

i think, is it today?

date 091002
time 4:27pm
status whoo hoo!
music mest - on my mind

today was a good day.

date 090902
time 11:16pm
status ehhhhhh
music uninvited

im so sorry its all late man. .

well yeah today was ok. dont really wanna get into too much detail cuz i cant really remember much of it. well i saw her today. just said hi and gave her a hug like always but this time we didnt get to really talk. she was with her friends and i didnt wanna be one of those people that just stand there listening when you dont even know anyone in the group except one person so yeah, just said bye and stood in the shade cuz it was too hot to be standing in the sun after school.

eh, ::what was i gonna do just now??::

date 090702
time 11:25pm
status ok
music the promise ring - why did we ever meet

well i changed the song again to freakish by std. might change it again but for now ill just leave it. well this whole thing with 'her' is kinda weird i dont know anymore. dont get to see her too much at school. just after school sometimes, haha thanks to the rain. well ill just have to see in time. .

date 090702
time 11:25pm
status ok
music mxpx - tomorrow's another day

just got back from myka's catillion. it was pretty cool. we got there kinda late but they started late so it was alright. oh yeah no way out played there, cuz jesse is myka's cousin i think. that was the first time i ever saw them live so it was pretty cool. well the dance was alright. a lot of people just came for the dance. ehh but i didnt dance this time i just hung out with jesse and larry and them. either that or i was with the other people not dancing. ehh im sorry tina, jamie, jen, gladys, ginie, and whoever else for not dancing. oh yeah joe and jaypee, larry and jesse you too. well ill just write about this maybe later so yeah.

date 090702
time 1:48pm
status ehhhh
music mxpx - do your feet hurt

this morning i went volunteering with my sister for the first time in like 3 months. we already got our 100 hours so it doesnt really matter. well today there were like more people than usual. i met joy, frida, and danica. i kinda knew them already but wasnt really introduced to them so yeah. those girls are really nice people.

well today is myka's catillion. i still need to call jaypee or joe to ask if i could get a ride. i think ill got to sleep until then. so yeah. .

date 090602
time 9:35pm
status yay
music dashboard - remember to breathe

it rained today. yay.

date 090502
time 9:35pm
status ehhhh
music larger than life - time spent sick

ehh dont feel like writing anything anymore now that im here. .
maybe later

man i wish it would rain.

date 090502
time 5:00am
status ehhh
music aaliyah - four page letter

people always sayin that i play myself for you.
they say that you eont even motice me
maybe when i get the nerve to come to you.
promise me that you wont diss me.

please dont diss me. .
heh.

date 090402
time 9:25pm
status ehhh
music american idol

damn i lost my entries for the month of august. . that was a lot of stuff. dammit! and whats up with all these people using adobe and stuff on their webpages. man im feeling left out. but i think ill just stick to my layout for now. maybe ill change my mind and download it off kazaa. ehh whatever. .

i want kelly to win

date 090402
time 5:56pm
status eeh
music mest - wasting my time

theres too much time and all i know
im in a fucked state of mind, i cant let go. .

date 090302
time 7:53am
status eh
music audio karate - one day

first day of school. ehh, no big deal. it was pretty boring. got to see a lot of people i havent seen in a while though so thats cool. 1st period was RO and it was pretty much what i expected and not what i hoped for. i think this year's gonna be disappionting for our battalion but eh. .who didnt see it coming. man.. well 2nd period was precal with ahlgren and she seems kinda hard. i had to walk like across the whole freakin school to get there and then after that i had to walk back across to get to my 3rd period adv. us history class in the relo's. ms skalman's teaching it so i dunno. i had her for 9th grade adv. world history and there was some hardcore note taking but it was a pretty cool class. the only thing that sucked about her class today was that there werent enough chairs so i had to freaking stand or sit on the floor. heh. well after that i had orchestra and im looking forward to that class this year. there a lot more people and even jon and jesse are in there with me. so thats cool. theyre gonna be playing bass i think. after that, i had spanish with leon. that class seems pretty hard too, but she seems nice i guess and im in there with matt, jayson, and jay. so thats really cool. my last period is adv american lit is with mr. keith and he seems really cool. very funny guy, kinda.

well, i saw her during a passing period. eh i dunno what to do. she still needs to register so she doesnt have her classes yet. ill just have to see if i got any classes with her so i can at least talk to her at school since she never seems to be home. i guess ive kinda given up on the phone thing eh if she was only home like during the first few times she told me to call i would of had the confidence to talk to her but now my confidence is like at a negative level with her. ehh. . i dunno. ill figure it out. i hope . .

date 090202
time 7:40am
status so freakin hot
music green day - waiting

this past weekend was pretty busy. but i cant really remember most of it. heh. well on saturday was my 'kuya' arcy and now my 'ate' liza's wedding. it was pretty cool. but that took up like the whole day. first was the wedding ceremony at the iglesia ni cristo, i guess arcy had to convert. well after the ceremony were the 2 receptions. man, they had to have 2 receptions cuz all the guests. and my family went to both, haha. well in my opinion i think that was a real waste of money, no offense arcy and liza if somehow you happen to find this website, i think they should of had just one big one instead of renting out 2 different places. cuz that stuff's a lot of money man. they could have used all that for a down payment on a house or a new car or something. eh, oh well. that's their business.

well the next day (yesterday) my cousin's from long beach came over with my lolo and lola. that was cool too and we did a lot of stuff. mostly skate and play around with our guitars. but damn, yesteday was so freakin hot!

umm. . this morning jaypee and all the other guys and girls came over to pick me up so we could surprise myka cuz it was her birthday today. we all crammed into jaypee's little van, haha, there was like 11 of us, im surprised we all fit. well after surprising myka at her house we all went to michelle's house for brunch cuz i guess she was having this thing with her family and we were invited too, so it all worked out. after that i me and cris had to go so jaypee and the guys dropped us off at our houses and i guess the rest of the guys hung out some more or went out somewhere or something.

when i got home after that i just slept for most of the day, or tried i mean, cuz it was so freakin hot i could really sleep. after i woke up i went out with my family to buy some pants for me. i just ended up buying 1 pair of jeans and thats it. then when i got home i started shoveling the dirt on the top of the hill behind my house, eh just for some thing my dad's doing, im not really sure what though. . and i guess thats pretty much it. dont really wanna get into too much detail with all that stuff, maybe later so thats it for now. .