date:063002
time:9:25 pm
feeling..:thankful
music:trust company - drop to zero

thank god chris is alright. its cool he didnt have any broken bones or anything. just his teeth. i dont even know what happened. we were just on our way back home from jogging crossing woodman to get the the other side of bullock and a white civic just came turning left from bullock and hit chirs. first the tire of the car scraped my sisters leg and before i knew it the car clipped his leg and he flipped on top of hood and the windshield was broken. dude i was surprised chris got up and ran to the sidewalk after he got hit. man, some crazy shit, like something out of a freakin movie. those guys better get what they freakin deserve. man chris is hardcore. getting out of that accident without any broken bones. he could have gotten killed, the 3 of us could have all gotten killed.....

dude. fuck those guys. sorry for all this cussing. especially from my previous entry. i dont usually do a lot of cussing, if any, but this kind of stuff makes me mad, so excuse me. thank god we're all safe.

thank god..

date:62902
time:9:42pm
feeling:FUCK..HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSE TO FEEL AFTER THIS SHIT..
music:

F THOSE GUYS

(original entry edited)

date:62902
time:7:21pm
feeling:tired
music:dashboard confessional - jamie(weezer cover)

i was about to write something but my sister wants to jog now. ill continue this thing later, if i remember to...

date:062902
time:3:41pm
feeling:tired
music:goldfinger - this lonely place

man. i just got back from driving school. not budget, 'worldwide driving school' in lemon grove. i have 3 more days to go plus my 6 hours. man trisa already started her 6 hours an hour before our first class ended. dude shes gonna be finished before me. ohh well i bet shes scared.

anyway i just got home like 15-20 mins ago. im gonna go now and watch tv. later.

date:062802
time:8:29pm
feeling:eh..
music:the mr. t experience - who needs happiness (id rather have you)

what was i gonna write? ehh,i forgot. ohh well, maybe ill remember later...

date:062802
time:2:03pm
feeling:..restless
music:astoria - electricity

today's physics notes were hardcore. i didnt really understand them. i think it was because for most of the class i was playing games on my calculator and talking to fran and jon. oh well. ohh yeah heres some calculator art by fran this time..

bleh. i wanna go out and do something..

date:062702
time:11:05pm
feeling:..
music:the weakerthans - aside

today was alright.

in physics class we had a test and our teacher got them graded the same day so we found out our scores. surprisingly i got an a, i only missed 2 out of 50, considering i didnt study for it. i tried to last night but i fell asleep before i could open my backpack. heh oh well. i got an a!

after school i went to the mall with my mom and my sister. i just walked aroung by myself like a loser then eventually bought a cd. after that we went to taco fiesta. my mom and my sister got some rolled tacos and i got a carne asada burrito, it was good.. right when we got home my mom told me i had to go with her to this one lady' house so i could get my measurements for a barong we were going to get. and so yeah..

later in the afternoon i went jogging with my sister. we stopped by at chris' house and invited him to jog with us and he came. the 3 of us went to the other side of bullock then back. trisa was getting tired and was scared of the dogs so when we got back to our house the said shed just stay, so chris and i continued to go to the other, other side of bullock, where the park is. and now im tired. so i think ill stop right now and listen to some music in my room. later

today was alright..

date:062702
time:7:25pm
feeling:bored
music:digger - the ninja, the pinto, the dan marino

more calculator art by jon

date:062602
time:4:09 pm
feeling:hot
music:feeling left out - the best of both worlds

date:062502
time:8:09 pm
feeling:bored..really bored
music:astoria - the stars are restless alone

date:062302
time:7:56 pm
feeling:full
music:unsung zeros - youll never know who she is

mmmmm. california burrito=good. my family and i just came back from office depot because we had to buy some envelopes for invitions for my lolo and lola's 70th anniversary surprise party thing. man, thats a long time being married. right before we went home we stopped by taco fiesta to pick up some food. we got some carne asada fries and i got a california burrito for myself. it was pretty good, but maybe next time ill just get a regular carned asada burrito.

i wanna start driving now..

date:062202
time:1013 pm
feeling:left out
music:feeling left out - most accidents occur 10 miles from your house

"youre runing free at record speed / my legs are crushed, my arms they bleed / inside of me turns like a washing machine / while outside i form a smoke screen / what happened to that girl i knew / you look like her, but this cant be you / youre traveling to the upper east side / make sure you enjoy the skyline / the rain comes down and hits my window / proves to be / the rain is knocking at my window / source of company / what if i died? / would it make any difference now / i know ill feel better in the morning / but this is how i feel right now / if you need anything just call / the understatement of the year / waving to an empty window / once filled by your shadow / disappear before my eyes / before my eyes have time to cry / help myself to a plate of / dissatisfaction.."

date:062102
time:12:05 am
feeling:numb
music:counterfit - from finish to starting line

today was an ok day. we ended our first week of summer school and starting next monday the other classes start so that means that there will be more people and thats cool. class was kinda boring today though. we took some hardcore notes that i didnt understand until the notes. but surprisingly the day went by pretty fast.

anyway i got home about 30 mins ago from the movies at the base. i went with my auntie and uncle and my cousins. its cool cuz we go there every friday, to the naval station at coronado, and watch like 2 movies and its free! the movies we watched were spiderman and changing lane. both movies were pretty cool. after we got home me and my cousin started playing video games. my uncle and auntie said they were going to leave so we stopped but that was like 15 minutes ago. and my dad just came from work right now. so now theyre talking. heh. typical true filipinos. i dont think my cousins will be leaving anytime soon.

man i think tomorrow ill have to do another color guard performance for deri's eagle scout thing i think. maybe ill get out of it and go to the swap meet to look for some stuff, maybe buy a long board if i could find one.

bleh.. later..

date:062002
time:9:25 pm
feeling:tired
music:audio karate - senior year

i just got home from jogging and im kinda tired right now. i think ill start earlier tomorrow cuz it all late and i wont lie, its scary jogging on dark streets where no ones out and your by yourself. well at least i didnt get chased by a dog..

date:062002
time:7:15 pm
feeling..:reminiscent
music:saved by the bell - how am i suppose to live without you

man. anything saved by the bell just makes you reminiscent. reminiscent about how it was back in the day, old friends, relationships that ended or that never even got started.. just brings back old memories.

anyway. 2 days of summer school over! just 6 weeks and 3 days left to go..bleh..atleast there was no homework for physics today so thats cool. i hope i get an A. man i just dislike school. especially during the regular school year. it sucks so much. so much freakin stress. i think it would help if my parents let me go out more. theyre so over protective. at least thats what i think it is. i hope my dad lets me go to the warped tour. that would really help me release a lot of stress. but i doubt that my dad will let me. considering that he only lets me go out for a few hours most of the time and the fact that he thinks that the tickets are too expensive. ehh. i guess ill just have to wait until next summer. maybe ill just buy a gravity board or something with the money ive been trying to save up.

i think ill play some guitar now..

date:061902
time:11:22 pm
feeling:bored
music:bouncing souls - hopeless romantic

man im so bored right now. i think ill go to sleep..maybe..

date:061902
time:7:30 pm
feeling:whatever..
music:astoria - say anything new