Wrote this just now. It doesn't make sense and it doesn't follow a specific pattern and it doesn't flow. But that's because it's the words of the heart. And the heart never makes sense!

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I yearn to speak to you
I yearn to be with you
I need to embrace you
The want burns inside

But I cant get over
My shyness within
You make me so nervous
My head starts to spin

At night, my thoughts
Are only of you
And all the things
I wont be able to do

Maybe you like me
My friends say it's true
But the last time this happened
My heart broke in two

In school you look past me
Do you notice me there?
If you like me so much
Why haven't I caught your stare?

I want to be with you
I know it's so true!
But even so,
I'm afraid of you!

What I'm afraid of
I honestly don't know
To love you? To hurt you?
To feel pain and to grow?

Maybe because we won't be together
Maybe because we won't be forever
Maybe because I couldn't kiss you good-bye
Why am I so scared - just to try?

I know I confuse you
I confuse even myself
It's like I'm figuring out
Another's request

I try to make my decisions quick
Because you don't want to wait
Every time I'm about to say yes
Doubt floods me and I hesitate

I know it's not fair!
I don't like it either!
If only the burden inside
Was as light as a feather.

I can forget about you
But talking about you's the best!
Happiness washes over me
When I hear the kind words you've said

I can forget about you
When my energy's high
But as I calm down,
You fill up my mind

They say you don't deserve me
And maybe it's true
But they don't see, don't understand
What I see in you

You fit the description
Of all that I want
Sweet, kind, and funny
And someone to taunt

I could joke with you, I could speak to you
But that was when feelings weren't stirred
Now I try to hide, my attraction to you
Just so I could stay long enough to listen to your words

I try to pretend that we're only friends
And hope it will make things simple
But the awkwardness stands, it will stay here for long
Just like a blemish or pimple

And now, as I try to end thoughts that make no sense
I realize it will never be done
For even if you read this, you will never understand
The poem my heart's begun.

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My friends tell me what you say
And I do not doubt a word
Then I talk to you
And the whole situation seems absurd!

You seem detached; indifferent
You act like such a boy
How could it be you who spoke those words?
My mind is not a toy!

Would you remember me 
If we had not met?
Would you remember my face
If you had not seen me before?
Would you remember my name
If we had never been introduced?
Would you remember my voice
If we had not spoken?
Would you remember my touch
If we had not held hands?
Would you remember my taste
If we had not kissed?
Would you remember my hug
If we had not embraced?
If you could remember me,
Even though we had not met,
Would you remember me
If I was to die?

Unexpected, Different 
but special none the less
No one would have thought
That we could ever last

Awkward, Doubts
But we'll work through that
Look past moments of weirdness
And let trust take us ahead.

Difficult, Challenges
But through distances far,
And parents' protectivness,
We'll find our way to the stars

Happiness, Content
Amongst the many faces, seeing only you
My world stops spinning
And all there is, is you

Shifty, Forgetfulness
I can think of things to say
But when I see you, 
The whole world just falls away.

Joy, Light headed
Look at what you do to me
When I talk to you,
There is nothing else I see.

Pain, Hate
I hope you wont feel
Towards me or because of me
I don't want to play that deal.

So many emotions I could feel
All because of you
So lets make this last as long as it can
Cause people like you are very few.

There is an invisible link between
You and me.
What connects us may forever be
A Mystery.

But I can feel it there,
Can you?
It will hold us together
Strong and true.

Blood congealed
The truth revealed
Tell me how I'm supposed to feel

Love's forgotten
Hope has rot and
Maybe this time we'll hit rock bottom

War and bombs
What's going on?
How could the world turn out so wrong?

Kiss of Death
Has it no rest?
Or is this really for the best?