"god am soooo excited i cant wait to get there and soak up the sun" yelled "how bout you?" she asked
"hmm" i hummed
"aww come on forget about Phil we are going for you're 18th and we booked it wayyyyyyy before he came on the scene" she reassured me
"yeh i know but he told me if i go we split up and he told me its over when i got out of the cab" i replied sadly
"hey come on babe your a single woman now we have paid thousands of pounds to go on holiday and we are gonna be in the same hotel as them sexy blue lads so forget about him and chat one of them up, now come on lets get checked it" grabbed her suitcases and headed for the check in desk she always knew how to cheer me up but somehow not this time.
"oh wow come in and look at this" screeched as she opened the door to our hotel room in Italy
"what you expect for a 5* hotel a box room?" i told her
" am getting sick of you now cheer up you miserable cow" she said angrily
"SHUT UP IF I WANNA BE MISERABLE THEN I WILL BE I KNEW IT WAS A BAD MISTAKE COMMING ON HOLIDAY WITH YOU!!" i screamed at her, dropped my bags and ran out of the room.

"you ok?" i looked up and saw the bartender looking at me
"yeh am fine can i have a large baylies please" i asked
"sure but there must be somthing wrong if you want a large" he replied
"how do you know i'm not an alcoholic?" i looked at him, he laughed a little
"well are you?" he questioned, i squinted to read his name tag
"no greg i'm not" i smiled, he looked at his name tag and laughed
"you dont have a name tag so" before he could finish
" my names " i told him
"ohh nice name so what brings you here you must be rich to stay here" he said
"nah me and my mate have come to see the band blue they are staying here so we thought we would come for a laugh" i responded
"so you get snobs in here yeh" i took a sip if my baylies
"oh how much by the way?" i asked
"nah its on the house" he smiled again. He had the most stunning smile ever perfect teeth all white and sparkling
"thanks so come on what kind of people come here" i took another sip out of my glass
"well the people who come here spend money like water must admit though you do get some brillient tips" we both laughed a little together.
Me and Greg chatted for ages i got to know a lot about him, he was seperated and he had a son, he had emigrated from england to italy 3 years ago his son comes visiting every summer holidays. He was a really nice guy i told him what had gone on between me and my mate and why we had fallen ouit
"maybe you should apologise" he suggested
"WHAT NO it isnt my fault" i denied
" you got to spend a week with her go on go say sorry" he smiled. That was it that smile again it wasway to hard to resist
"ok i will thanks for the drink greg" i got up from the bar stool and walked out of the bar back up to mine and Joanna's room.

"i'm sorry" i apologised as i entered the room
"iam too come here" we gave each other a big hug
"i should of been more polite and yeh i agree you need time to get over phil so i'll understand if you need some space" she told me
"nah! i met this really great guy in the bar well he works behind it, his name is Greg and hes georgous come on i'll show you him" i said dragging out of the room
"hang on i need to check my hair" she said
"you hair is fine now come on" i laughed and we made our way down to the bar.
"oh shit look!" nudged me in excitement as we sat at a table in the bar
"what?" i asked confused
"look behind you oh my god, oh my god dont look they are looking" said nervously
"what? who you talking about" i asked still confused as i turned around in my seat and saw two of the lads from blue. Just as i was about to turn back round in my seat i got caught in a gaze with , he smiled a little and carried on looking at me i smiled back and then broke the gaze by turning back round in my seat "holy shit i just been locked in a gaze with " i said dreamily
" come back to earth what we gonna do? shall we just get up and walk over to them and say hi or go to the bar then shout over to them if they want a drink so which will it be plan A or plan B?" suggested
"what?" i asked still locked in a dream
"oh forget it just go along with me and follow" replied standing up. I got up and walked behind her what was she doing? i wondered. walked over to the bar, got up on to a stool and ordered us some drinks, i sat on the stool next to her
"hi greg" i said as i sat down
"oh hi nice to see you again i see you made up" he smiled
"yeh we are the best of mates again" i smiled back
"here you go that will be 6 euros and 32 cents please" Greg said putting the drinks in front of us
"we'll get these" a voice shouted we turned around in shock to see and stood next to us
"and can we have 2 bottles of budweiser aswell please" told Greg
"yeh sure" Greg turned around and went to get the bottles he winked at me as he walked past
"there you go sir that now brings the total to 10 euros and 32 cents please, thank you" he said as handed over a 20 euro note, he walked to the till and got 's change "thats 9 euros and sixty and 5, 6, 7 & 8 cents change thank you sir" greg said smiling
"cheers ladies" said and held his bottle up to us
"thank you both" i replied
"its no problem" said
"you wanna join us over here?" pointed to a table
"yeh sure" i smiled and jumped off the bar stool and followed and , however was in a state of shock and couldnt speak at all.
"that bar tender lookes pretty keen on you if you ask me" smiled at me
"who greg? nah we just friends" i told
"oh so you know each other?" he asked
"no not really but i came down a couple of hours ago and we got chatting he seems a really nice bloke but not really my type" i smiled nervously
"what is your type?" he asked again this time as he took a sip of budweiser from the bottle
"erm good sence of humour, great personallity, good looks and a man who knows how to treat a lady" i replied
"oh 's got all that" chirped in, i lauged a little and then gazed at , he was right was everything i needed in a man.
"Right will you excuse us ladies we are going out tonight so we must go get ready thank you for your company hope to catch you around soon yeh?" winked
"yeh thanks for the drinks" i told them
"anytime babe" smiled and then left with .
"oh my god" said in shock
"how come you didnt say much?" i asked her
"i was wayyyy to shy maybe next time none of you will get a word in edge ways" she laughed.
That night we went off to bed early because we hadn't managed to get much sleep the night before due to travelling so we had to rest our sleepy heads in order to have a full day the next day.

The next morning we where up, dressed and ready for breakfast at 10am not bad seeing as we had no sleep the night before last, so it was off downstairs to the restraunt for a full english breakfast in italy i couldnt wait to see what it tasted like over here wonder if it will be different i pondered. as we walked in and where sat at a table alone i wondered why we never saw them with the other lads
"ooo look whos here " winked at me, i looked over and noticed the lads, i then turned away and picked up a cereal bowl first
"what was the wink in aid of?" i asked her
"well you seem pretty keen on and well think i can say the same for him" she smiled
"oh dont talk stupid what chance do i have with ?" i said almost dissapointed
"well see" teased
"YO GIRLS" called over to us, had his back to us so he turned around and smiled when we walked over
"take a seat if you both like" smiled
"Thank you" i said taking up 's offer, i sat facing and facing
"how was your night?" i asked them both while eating my breakfast, took a bit out of his toast
"if wuf alfrite fanfs" he said with a mouth full, i laughed at him
" dont talk with your mouth full" told him like he was a little child, swallowed
"opps sorry" he said putting his hand over his mouth
"how was yours?" he asked me
"crap we where tired so we went to bed early but we are raring to go today well up for it" i smiled
"ooo speaking of which you both fancy coming to a party tonight with us?" asked, i looked at and he nodded hopfully
"YEH WE DO" suddenly blerted out
"oh wow she talks" laughed
"oi dont be nasty " told him off again
"i wasnt i was only sayin" responded
"well dont" said dissapointed in him, was it me or did it seem like controlled it was as tho was out to teach a lesson of sum sort but to me was perfect and funny
"whats this party for anyway?" i enquired
"its just like to launch our new single bubblin over here" told us
"ohhhh yeh i dont see nothing in you and me bubblin" i began to sing
"nice voice babe" replied
"thanks and anyway i got nothing posh to wear we wont look nice enough to go" i said dissapointed
" dont lie you brough your favourite clubbin outfit with you!' informed me
"yeh but we aint going clubbin are we i dont wanna turn up lookin like a slag" i argued back,
laughed "am sure you'll look great babes just wear it and hey if its a mini skirt i wont complain" he winked. I finally gave into them and told them i would go was right it was a mini skirt and knee boots but oh well seemed as though he couldnt wait to see me tonight, we agreed to meet them in reception at 8pm

later on this evening.
"you nearly ready huni?" shouted to me
"yeh nearly just puttin some lippy on i'll be out in a minute" i shouted back to her
"yeh you said that 20 minutes ago" she shouted back
"OK OK" i yelled as i walked out of the bathroom
"oh wow you look georgous" said amazed as she looked at my mini black skirt with little slits up each side, my black stiletto knee boots and my white corset
"thanks now are we ready coz i need a bailies" i laughed and we left the room and headed for reception
"oh my god she looks stunning" said turning away as i walked out of the lift with
"calm down and control yourself" laughed
"yeh how?" he laughed back
" you godda take ya time dont treat her like you just wanna shag her play her nicely" whispered as i got closer
"oh i will play nicely dont you worry" he whispered with a sly laugh
"HIYA BABE" shouted and walked to me and gave me a kiss on both cheeks
"you look georgous" he literally drooled looking me up and down
"thank you" i smiled nervously, God he looked so georgous he always does and i was finding him VERY hard to resist i just wanted to say forget the party lets spend the night in bed together but that would seem selfish because the party is part of his job and hes gonna be working in a way
"shall we go then?" suggested
"yeh lets hit that bar am gasping for a bailys" we all laughed and left the hotel.

When we entered the club me and got a table of our own i must admit i was a little nervous at first being on my own with him just after splitting up with phil but as the night went on and the drinks kept comming in i began to forget all my problems and just concentrait on having a good time with while i could.
"heres your bailies" handed me the glass and sat down next to me, we chatted for a while and then he put his arm round me i turned and looked him in the eye, his hand came up to my face and he touched my cheek and began to run his thumb over my lips then his face came closer and closer and they met with his. At first it was a soft little kiss he pulled away and smiled, i smiled back at him then i got closer to him and our lips met again but this time with passion we couldnt stop and i wanted more but i thought it would have been a bit to forward until took hold of my hand
"come on lets go somewhere quiet" he shouted to me over the music, we got up and left our table, he went streight over to and began talking to him i had no idea what he was saying because the music was way to loud to hear anything but they where in deep conversation for about 5minutes, then tightend his grip on my hand and started walking he took me out of the club and we began to walk back to the hotel
"what was all that about?" i asked him
"what?" he asked confused
"the chat with " i answered
"oh i was just saying we where leaving and if any photographers ask i was walking a friend home and if he could make sure leaves with him and no one else you can never trust anyone here" he explained, i began to laugh
"what?" he laughed a little
"you sayin make sure leaves with and no one else i can talk i'm leavin with you" i carried on laughin
"i ment the italiens us cockneys are alright aint we?" he asked with a serious face, i stopped walking and so did
"you're perfect" i wispered and we french kissed in the middle of the streets.
"OH MY GOD NO WAY" i laughed out loud at one of 's stories he had just told me in the hotel bar
"yeh man she was so stupid she was like what do i do and i said lie on your back and she goes why?" laughed
"oh my god the dumb bitch how old was she?" i asked curiously
"bout 25" he laughed again
"that is the funniest thing i have ever heard man so did you actually get to do it with her or did you give up?" i asked curiously
"no we did do it but she was shit" he answered
"" i shouted laughing at him
"well she was" he laughed with me
"you want another drink?" i asked still laughing at him
"no babe i'll get em" he said
"no you wont you've been buyin all night now its my turn, same again?" i asked him, he smiled a little
"go on then you've twisted my arm" i got up and made my way to the bar
"alrite greg can i have a jack daniels and coke and a malibu and coke please" i asked greg
"yeh sure sweetheart" he went and poured the spirits into the glasses he then came back and filled them up with coke
"you two seem a bit close" he said sounding concerned
"yeh we are and hes georgous" i smiled happily
"7 euros sweetheart" he told me
"here u go" i handed him a 10 euro note
"3 euros change" he handed me the euros
"thank you and tonight might be my lucky night" i laughed and picked up the drinks
"be careful yeh?" greg smiled
"you bet" i walked away and went back over to .
"you wanna come back to my room?" asked out of the blue, i nearly choked on my drink they where the words i had been waiting to hear
"of course" i said with a cheeky smile we downed our drinks and headed towards the lift.
As the lift doors shut pushed me against the wall of the lift and began kissing my neck vigarously
"god i want you so bad" he said while grabbing my breasts and still kissing all over my neck
"take me then" i said out of breath i grabbed his cheeks and snogged him we kept on kissing and feeling each other all over when the lift pinged and the doors re opened, he took my hand and we ran to his room he swiped the room card into the lock and the door automatically opened. As soon as it shut behind us i grabbed him again and began kissing him i started to lift his t-shirt over his head and undo his jeans, he began to unzip the back of my mini skirt and pushed it to floor he literally ripped my white corset off, unhooked my bra and threw them both to the ground then he lied me on the bed and started to caress my brests with his tounge, he began to slow down as he got closer towards my hips he grabbed my french knickers with his teeth and slowly slid them down my legs until they where off next he unzipped my boots and took them off and then he stopped. I perched myself up and rested on my elbows feeling dissapointed was there somthing wrong with me? i wondered why's he stopped?
" are you ok?" i asked him as i watched him stand up
"just a minute" he said and picked up the phone
"hello can i order some room service please, yeh , yeh its room 719, yeh could i have a bottle of champagne on ice with two glasses and some chocolate sauce please? yeh that will be fine ok thank you" he said and put the phone down he looked at me with a cheeky smile
"ready for some fun tonight?" he laughed
"come here" i whispered he walked over to me i pulled his boxers down and began to perform oral sex on him.
"ROOM SERVICE" we heard a knock on the door
"i'll get it" i stopped sucking and answered the door
" your naked" laughed. I opened the door,
"thank you bye" i shut the door with my bum as i had a bowl of chocolate sauce in one hand and the bucket of ice and champagne in the other
"you crackpot you where butt naked" was still laughin
"ah well he'll get over it" i laughed with
"lie down coz now its my turn" he said serious as he took the chocolate sauce and champagne from my hands, i lied down on the bed and went down on me pouring chocolate sauce all over and licking it off
"oh god yeh " i began to moan as he turned me on more and more "ohhhh" i carried on moaning "oh god yeh oh oh oh OHHHHHHHH" i shouted as made me orgasm he poured some more chocolate sauce over my body and licked it off
"mmm that good?" i laughed
"the best i've had" he said and carried on licking it off. Then the moment i had been waiting for finally arrived he entered me with one great big push, "ohhh yeh" i moaned as he thrust it in and out slow at first but then faster and faster "arrhhh oohhhh oh god yeh yeh yeh" i carried on moanin
"oh god " moaned too we both kept moaning together as it slid in and out faster then slower and then slower and faster untill we finally climaxed together. Sweat rolled off the both of us and rolled off the top of me and we both lay there breathing heavily
"oh my god that was amazing" i said taking big gasps
"tell me about it darling that was the best i've had" replied, i laughed
"bet you said that to the 25 year old" i laughed out loud
"no seriously it was" he confirmed what he had just said, The phone started to ring at the side of he rolled over slightly and pick it up off the reciever
"hello?" he answered out of breath "oh hi right, yeh, ok then she alright tell her to come and pick it up then yeh shes here ok, no shes fine alrite mate see you in a minute" he put the phone down and sat up
"who was that?" i asked him
"it was said cant get in the room coz you have the room card so shes commin up for it" told me
"oh shit yeh i forgot bout that what u mean shes coming up for it she cant know about this what we gonna do theres chocotate sauce all over the place!" i panicked
"babe dont worry give me the room card and then u hide in the bathroom and i'll give it to her when she comes round she aint comming in shes only picking it up" he suggested pulling his boxer shorts back on
"alrite then" i smiled. At that moment there was a knock on the door i gave the room card and i couldnt resist a kiss then ran into the bathroom naked
"here you go" i heard say when he answered the door "nah we are just having a few drinks, shes in the bathroom, yeh ok i'll tell her night " said and shut the door
"she gone?" i peeped my head out of the bathroom door
"yeh all clear" he laughed and then popped open the champagne, i walked out of the bathroom and sat back down on 's king size bed
"here you go" he handed me a glass of champagne
"thank you" i said and took a sip
" wants you to ring her and let her know if your sleeping here or in your room tonight" told me
"oh right ok may i?" i said pointing to the phone
"yeh sure go ahead" replied i picked up the phone and punched in the room number 404 i said to myself as i pressed the numbers
"hiya , yeh its , i dont know, yeh i think i will, no and we aint going to, no " i laughed at her
"yeh ok then huni NO shut up, ok then babe sleep tight and i'll see you in the morning yeh i'll meet you there ok goodnight huni byeeee" i replied and put the phone down. I laughed to myself and took a sip of my champage
"what?" asked
" kept saying have you slep together, are you gonna sleep with him, she makes me laff" i laughed again
"she must know you then if she thinks that" replied, i put my head down and a single teardrop fell to the floor
"oh my god darling, whats wrong, was it something i said, oh god am sorry, come here babe" put his glass down and hugged me
"no its nothing you said its just i feel like a slag" i cried in his arms
"why whats happened?" he asked
"i have only just split with my boyfriend and already i'm sleeping around with someone who i aint gonna end up spending the rest of my life with it took me months to agree to sleep with phil and now look at me, only takes a few drinks and a gorgous man" i replied angry with myself, wiped away my tears
"babe you aint a slag to me come on lets get some sleep am sure you'll feel better in the morning i know chocolate is ment to make you feel better and we have it right here on the sheets" explained, i laughed at him and looked up
"thank you " he wiped the last tears away from my eyes, kissed me softly and pushed my hair away from my face
"what for?" he asked
"the best night i've ever had" i replied with a smile.

I woke up next to earlier than i had expected the time was only 7am i climbed out of bed and grabbed one of 's shirts and wrapped it around me, i walked outside to the balcony and sat down looking over at the beach, it was empty no one to be seen for miles, i couldnt believe the night i had just had it was the best ever just a pity thats all i was ever gonna get to spend with 1 night good job i made the most of it i smiled to myself, i felt to warm arms wrap around me and a soft kiss took place on my head, i grinned even more when i looked up and stared into 's eyes he was georgous
"morning babe" he wispered
"morning" i replied as i took hold of his hands and kissed his lips softly. We had almost 2 hours before we where due to meet the others downstairs for breakfast
"come on" said and helped me stand up out of the chair
"what?" i asked curiously, he lead me to the bed and we repeated what we did the night before.
" look at these" said walking back over to me at a table in reception
"oh wow where you get these from?" i asked him
"the photographer just dropped them off i'm gonna buy that one" he said pointing at a wicked photo of me and him at the single launch last night
"you serious?" i asked him still looking through the bunch of photos
"yeh man its a wkd photo it would look nice on my fireplace at home" he said with a smile
"well i want a copy then how much are they" i enquired
"20 euros per copy but i will buy you it" he offered
"no you wont i'll buy it myself" i said and got my purse out and handed 20 euros, took the photo and walked over to the photographer who was waiting at the reception desk for to return. He spoke to the photographer and then came walking back
"he said he'll drop em off in the morning" told me
"oooo i cant wait" i said excitedly
"has the others seen em yet?"i asked
"i duno ! YOU SEEN THESE PHOTOS YET M8?" shouted over to !
"yeh you buying any?" he shouted back. walked over to and showed him the one of me and he had just bought.
"so what we up to tonight then girls?" asked
"i thought you had to work?" i questioned
"nah we free tonight aint that right " nudged him
"what, oh yeh thats right" mumbled
"ok so what you wanna do?"i asked
"hmm well i can think of what i wanna do" winked
"we all know what you wanna do but maybe we dont wanna do that so pick summat we can all do" laughed
"ok how about we go out for a meal to an italien restraunt" he suggested
"yeh that sounds wicked, i'm gonna go shopping this afternoon i want some new clothes" i smiled
"oo ok i'll come with ya" replied
"you sure you dont know what i'm like when shopping" i laughed
"no you dont" chirped in
"dont worry i've had enough experience to last me a lifetime" laughed in return
"ok i'll go get my bag i'll be down in a min" i got up and went to get my handbag
"you comming with us?" i asked in the room
"nah i'll stop here i've got a bangin headache so i'll take a lie down and maybe nip out to the beach later" she told me
"ok then hunni i'll see you later" i gave her a friendly peck on the cheek and left for the shops.
"oh my god aint this georgous" i said picking up a short black dress
"try it on" he suggested
"nah it wouldnt look nice on me i'm too curvey" i laughed and hung it back onto the rail. pickd it up
"try it on" he suggested again. I smiled at him
"ok ok i will" i gave into him, i found my size and then went to the changing rooms
"psssst " i wispered when i had it on, he turned round to look
"WOW you look stunning in it, you gonna buy it?" he questioned
"i dunno my bum sticks out to much" i replied observing myself in the mirror
" no it dont now come on your buying it" he told me. I went back into the changing rooms and changed back into my own clothes and then walked out with the little black dress in my hands, i walked streight over to the till
"zat will bay wanhendred euroz pleaze" the italien woman said as she wrapped the dress up neatly and placed it into a bag. I handed her my credit card and she swiped it, she tore off the recipte
"plez sine heare" she marked the signuture strip with a cross and handed me the pen i signed
"ok thenk you very match" she said in her italien/english accent and handed me back my credit card
"your recipte in bag" she smiled
"thank you bye" i replied
"goodbye" she smiled again and me and walked out of the shop and into the next
"what you want now?" he asked
"oh wow these" i said and ran over to a pair of knee length boots" i kicked my flip flops off and tried them on
"they will look lovley with the dress" remarked
"yeh they will"i agreed i took them off and took them to the till
"i'll buy these" said
"oi no you wont" i argued
"yeh i will babe let me please" he said with puppy dog eyes i laughed at him and he handed over his credit card to the shop assistant
"thank you so much' i kissed him softly as we walked out of the shop with the pair of boots the soft kiss turned into a passionate one and i put my arms around him and snogged him
"come on lets go for lunch my treat" i smiled and kissed him again, he took hold of my hand and we walked to the nearest restraunt.
I swiped the card and the room automatically opened
"she aint in" i told as i walked throught the door
"good job you got a spare key card innit" he replied
"yeh she must of gone to the beach" i sussed
"ohhhhhhhhh am all shopped out now" i said as i dropped my bags and fell back onto the soft comfy materass
"me too but i still have enough energy left" lied next to me, i turned and looked at him
"for what?" i asked with a serious face, he looked up at the celing and laughed
"come on what" i asked again sitting up
"sex?" he said hopfull
"oh that i dunno dont think i have enough energy left" i lied back down and looked at he was still looking up at the celing but looked dissapointed
"well not to keep it up for about 2 hours" i followed on looked at me laughed and then climbed on top of me and we got down to some steamy buisness.
"oh my god!" screamed as she walked through the door of our hotel room and saw me and in bed together
"its not what it looks like" i said as i climbed out of bed and wrapped my dressing gown around me
" " i yelled as i ran after her out of the room by the time i had got to the door she had fled round the corner so i trudged back into the room and shut the door
"oh great" i muttered as i sat on the edge of the bed next to
"hey babe dont worry bout her she'll come round eventually" comforted me
"yeh eventually god what have i done she thinks i'm a slag and shes right" i cried like a baby
" i have told you before you aint a slag so stop thinking like that" he comforted me once again
"i know but oh i dunno why are we having sex like this? its just a fling aint it? tell me now and put me out of my misery rather now than later" i told him
" i dont just want you for sex maybe its more to that i like you for who you are why does everygirl i go with think like that?" he wondered
"coz your famous and nothing is gonna ever go further than this, your just saying that" i replied
"i'll prove to you this just aint a holiday romance now come on get ready we godda be out in 2 hours i'll go and find and i'll meet you in reception at 8 yeh?" he hugged me once more and whiped away my tears
"yeh ok" i smiled. got up and got dressed whilst i set the shower going
"i'll see you in a bit babe" he kissed me goodbye then left to go find
"what have i done?" i whispered to myself. I heard a tiny knock at the door, i opened it and was stood before me
"i'm sorry i reacted like that " she hugged me
"i'm sorry you had to see it cant have been a nice sight" i smiled
"well it didnt turn me on seeing naked if thats what you think" she laughed
" i need to talk to you" she said as she shut the door behind her
"go on then" i walked into the bathroom and began putting on my make up
"no could you sit down please its kinda important" i looked at her strangly and sat down next to her
"i just seen in the bar" she began
"yeh and?" i asked
"well we had a little chat and he told me how much he liked you and says you dont believe that he really wants to be with you and you think hes just using you for sex" she explained
"yeh and?" i repeted
" i aint ever see a bloke cry before because of his feelings" she said sympathetically
"he cried?" i asked
"yeh he says he really wants to be with you but you wont give him a proper chance coz you think hes using you" i sat there in shock
"i cant believe it why didnt he tell me all this?" i questioned
"he said because you wouldnt really listen thats why he told me everything, he wants a chance but i promised him i wouldnt say nothing because he thinks that you will think hes just using me to get at you just play it cool tonight eh babes i'm sure he really does have feelings for you and dont treat him like he just wants you for sex coz he dont he says when you have sex he's giving you the true meaning of the word and thats making love to you" she told me, i began to cry
"oh god i've gone and chucked everything away bet he thinks i'm a right fool now!" i hated myself
"no babe just be different tonight its a proper chance for you and him, start again and this time trust him" she smiled i agreed with her and carried on getting ready for my night out. I couldnt really was serious about me and him being together tonight i was determind to prove i loved him just as much.

At 8:05pm me and walked downstairs to meet the lads in reception
"hiya darlin" said kissing me on both cheeks
"you ok?" i asked him
"yeh fine why?" he questioned
"nothing just seeing if you where alright" i smiled
"oh wow you look georgous" winked and looked at my short black dress and knee boots
"thanks " i blushed
"right we off then?" suggested
"yup lets go" said opening the doors for me
"thank sweetie" i said as i walked through them
"yo you wanna be on a table with us or one on your own?" asked as we entered the restraunt
"erm..."
"on our own please " jumped in
"yeh on our own" agreed. The italien waiter led me and to our table which was on a roof terrace overlooking a wide river and underneath a dark sky full of twinkling stars. We ordered from the menu and shared a bottle of white wine between us
"aint it beautiful" i said dreamily as i looked out over the strech of water
"yeh" agreed with me
" " i looked at him
"yeh?" he said still looking at the river
"i wanna say somthing and it aint gonna be easy for me" he turned and looked at me
"ok babe am listening" he replied
"i know it sounds daft but i think i'm falling in love with you please if you dont want this to happen tell me and i'll leave coz i cant stand spending the holiday with you knowing its just a fling it would break my heart" i finished my sentance staring into his eyes deep down inside i knew he had feelings for me too but i was dreading him telling me he had changed his mind
" " whispered and took hold of my hands, i didnt like the way he said my name i shut my eyes tight and prayed he would say the words i longed to hear
"i'm falling in love with you and i dont want this to end and we are gonna go on and on after this holiday until death parts us" a single tear drop fell from my closed eye lids and i opened them and smiled, i leaned across the table and kissed him passionatly whilst tears still rolled down my face
"what you crying for babe?" he asked whiping away the tears
"i'm so happy" i laughed, laughed with me and we went on to have a wonderful meal in the italien restraunt.

and where due to go home a day earlier than us so the night before i decided to stay with in his room
"babe come home with me" he said out of the blue
"what?" i laughed
"come home with me tomorrow please" he repeted
"but " i tried to say
"shhh" he put his lips on mine and kissed me softly
"please i can sort you a ticket out no problem just say you'll come" he pleaded
"but what about " i asked concerned about my friend "we cant leave her here on her own" i followed on
"no she can come too will put her up back home, please, do i have to get on my knees" he begged once more
"no, but if you go down i'll come in more ways than one" i winked
"i love the idea!" said excitedly and lay me down on the bed. He began to perform oral sex on me
"ohhhhhh god!" i yelled as he licked faster and faster then he lifted his head up and said
"see what you'll miss" i laughed at him then began to moan louder as he made me come closer and closer to climaxing
"OH GOD YEH! I'LL COME WITH YOU!!!!!!! OHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" i screamed as he made me climax he crawled back up to my face and lied on top of me
"is that a yes then?" he asked while kissing my neck all over
"yeh babe it is" i kissed him passionalty and then returned the favour.

"you leaving a day early?" the receptionist said "yeh we miss england" i laughed, came up behind me and put his arms around me and kissed my neck
"you ok babe?" he whispered
"yeh" i smiled and kissed him softly
"Thank you miss hope you enjoied your stay and we look forward to seeing you again in the future" the receptionist handed me my credit card, i thank her then walked away with
"TAXIS HERE!" screamed
"can i just do somthing first wont be a minute" i smiled to . he let go of me and walked into the bar to say goodbye to Greg
"Hey sweetheart you alright?" he asked
"yeh just a bit sad i'm going home now" i replied
"thought it was tomorrow?" he questioned
"yeh well it was but i'm going home with " i felt awkward saying it
"hes one lucky bloke" he squeezed a smile
"greg i'm sorry it wouldnt have worked between us i'll miss you tho" i smiled a little
"come here" he gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek
"you take care yeh and come back and see me again soon maybe on your honeymoon" he laughed,
"bit to early to be saying things like that" i replied
"yeh well you two look very happy together so i hope everything turns out ok for you sweetheart" he smiled at me
"thanks greg i'll see you soon yeh" as i turned my back and walked out of the bar a single tear rolled down gregs cheek. He was gonna miss
"all set babe?" asked
"YUP lets go" i laughed as we walked out i turned around and waved 1 last goodbye to Greg he blew me a kiss and then i got into the taxie and headed off home with .

Back in England

Me and put our suitcases in 's car
"right i'll see you tomorrow yeh?" i asked her
"sure will" she smiled we hugged and i stepped inside 's car and we drove to his house
"so where abouts you live then?" i asked him on the way there
"kidbrooke, south east you know it?" he enquired
"nope never heard of it" i laughed
"is it nice there?" i followed on
"you'll see" he looked at me and smiled. As we carried on travelling the car was very relaxing and before i knew it i was fast asleep within a matter of seconds.
" " i heard shout and nudge me
"what?" i responded sleepily
"we are here" he told me, my eyes opened slowly and i gasped at the sight of his house
"wow" i said as i stepped out of the car
"thats exactly what i thought when i drove past it the first time" he laughed
"its really nice " i commented
"come on inside is even better" he said like a little boy we grabbed our bags and went inside. When i walked through the door 's cat came walking towards me so i put my bags down
"hello kitty kitty kitty kitty"i said in a baby voice stroking the grey cat
"thats molly" smiled as he watched me play with the cat
"aww shes adorable" i carried on playing with her
"come on i'll show you round" said i picked up molly the cat and walked around the house with her.
"Its wonderful in here it really is i could live here" i smiled,
"here then" handed me a key
"whats this?" i asked him
"its a key to the house, a spare one" he smiled
" i'm only here for a couple of days" i reminded him
"can it not be forever?" he enquired, i kissed him
"i wish it could but my home is in manchester" i said dissapointed
"oh by the way can we go do some shopping?" i asked
"what, now, for clothes?" he replied
"no for food, i wanna cook" i laughed
"yeh alrite then lets go" we walked towards the front door
"you cant take the cat" laughed
"aww but shes soooooooo cute" i put Molly down and she started meiowing
"shes really taken to you" he laughed, i bent down and carried on playing with her
" poos will be back in a miniute sweetie ok yes she will" i began to tickle her. began to laugh
"what?" i asked
"you, where did poos come from?" he carried on laughed
"oh i dunno come on lets go shoppin" i said pushing him out of the door.
"tum de dum" i hummed as i put a pinch of garlic salt to the bolognese sauce, and i took a big sniff
"AHHHHHHHHH" mmmmm smelled yum i thought to myself, Molly the cat came walking into the kitchen
"hello baby has daddy sent you in here?" i picked her up
"you are georgous aint you can i take you home with me eh you think daddy will let me?" i talked to the cat
"MIOW" she talked back
" !" i shouted as i walked into the living room to him
"yeh babe?" he replied
"what time does she have her tea?" i asked him
"you can feed her now if you like" got up and took a tin of cat food out of the kitchen cupboard and opened it while i kept hold of her
"there you go my sweetie pie" i said putting her down next to her bowl
"daddy has fed you" Molly turned and looked at me
"yeh he has" i smiled stroking her again
"you want a drink darlin?" asked
"yeh i'll have tea please' i replied
"no i mean somthing stronger" he smirked
"oh right yeh i'll have cider please" i told him
"smells wonderful in here is it nearly done?" he enquired
"yeh not long now" i replied stiring the bolognese.
"Babe this is georgous" said eating the spaggetti bolognese
"is it ok then i was worried i put too much garlic salt in it" i replied
"no its perfect" he smiled
"we should do a lady and the tramp" i laughed eating some spaggeti
"how?" he questioned
"you know where they put the plate in the middle then eat it together and they end up kissing" i explained
"oh yeh come on lets try it" suggested. I put my plate in the middle of the table and put a strand of spaggeti on the top we both picked up one end and sucked it in we came closer and closer until our lips met, we kissed more and more passionatly and we both relalised we couldnt stop i stood up and pulled lee over to the couch i lay him down and climbed on top of him then started to strip myself. quickly took his t-shirt off and undid his jeans then helped me take my bra off he then started caressing my breasts with his tounge he moved down futher towards my belly button and then to my skirt he lifted it up and helped me take my thong off, he slid it down until it was on the floor i stood up and pulled his jeans and boxers off i then climbed back on top of and we did a 69er until we both climaxed i turned back round so i was facing him and i sat on his hard penis and it entered me with one great big thrust, we both began to moan as it slid in and out faster then slower. We kept going and i kept riding until we both come together we had just made love on the sofa and we both wanted more so we went to the bedroom and picked up where we left off from the sofa until the early hours of the morning.
"Babe" i heard whisper in my ear, my eye lids opened slowly and i was facing i smiled and closed my eyes again
"i brought you a cup of tea up darlin" he followed on, i re-opened my eyes and sat up slowly
"thank you darlin, ohhh" i moaned
" you alright babe?" asked sounding worried
"i went dizzy and got a pain in my stomach then" i scrunched up my face as the sharp pain shot through my stomach
"i need the loo" i said and darted up
"OH GOD " screamed, i collapsed on the floor in a heap in pain
"ARRRHHHH ITS HURTS" i yelled
"Stay there i'm phoning for an ambulance" he panicked when had walked out of the room i turned my head and saw the bed sheets covered in blood
"whats happening to me" i cried to myself. came rushing back into the bedroom
"the ambulence will be here soon babe" he sat down next to me and held me tight
"help me " i cried into his arms. I blacked out.

I woke up and found myself staring at a celing i didnt recognise
" babe" said sounding relieved
"oh god " i darted up and hugged him, "whats happend?" i asked "please tell me" i pleaded to
"i i i cant" he stuttered and put his head down "you never told me you was pregnant" he said still with his head down
"w w w w what i i i i i i'm pregnant" i stammered
"you didnt know?" he asked
"how, why when oh my god no" i realised the situation
"miss " a nurse walked in
"i lost it didnt i" i cried to the nurse
"i'm sorry miss i'll leave you two alone for a little while" she said with a faint smile
" i'm so sorry i didnt know, i didnt know" i weeped
"come here darlin its not your fault" said and took hold of me
"whos could it have been?" he asked
"phils my ex we split up just before i went to italy he told me if i went that was it we where over so i accepted it and was getting on with it but now this a baby is all i've ever wanted and i cant carry them" i weeped hurrendsly in 's arms
"hey anything could of caused it, it aint you darlin" lifted my head up and looked streight into my eyes
"i love you and we are gonna get through this together i wont let it tear us apart you get that?" smiled a little
"yeh i do" i smiled back and hugged him once again.

I sat stiring into the naked flame of the fire in 's house, tears streaming from my eyes
"here you go" handed me a shot of wiskey and i knocked it back in one, he sat down next to me and placed his arms around me
"you ok?" he asked
"yeh i'll be fine" i smiled as i wiped away my tears with a tissue
"you know you dont have to put on a brave face " i told him
"i got to be strong for you darlin whats the use of us both being weak i need to be strong to keep you up" he explained
"no you dont" i smiled a little
"i do and i'll always be here for you as long as it takes" he told me.
It took me quite a while to get over the miscarriage, in fact i still weep sometimes now about it all but i had by my side and he kept me going without him i probably wouldnt be here now but as time passed me and grew closer and so things progressed, i moved in with him and he asked me to marry him, we havn't yet set a date for the big day but i'm sure it will deffinatly come some day after all lee did say he would prove to me it wasnt just a holiday romance.