Tonight was going to be my first date with I have to meet him at his flat at 9pm I was somewhat nervous but excited. We met last year on tour and my mates introduced me to him I already knew who he was because I was a massive blue fan but I got the shock of my life when he asked me out on a date why would he want to date a 17 year old? More to the point why would he want to date a fan?

I took one last look in my mirror I was wearing my pink halter neck top, silver trousers and high heeled sandals
�you�ll do� I said to myself. I said goodbye to my parents and left for 's flat.
�Hiya darling come in� said giving me a kiss on both cheeks when he answered the door. well at least someone was pleased to see me I handed a bottle of wine to , which I had taken with me and walked into his place.
�Whoa� I muttered to myself as I stepped in, his place was massive not to mention really kinda posh.
�Thanks for the wine you want a glass?� asked me
�Yeh sure� I smiled. My nerves where really showing by now
�ok here let me take your jacket� said I took my jacket off and handed it to him at that moment our eyes locked I felt 's warmth sounds stupid I know but it just felt as though something was there between us. He took my jacket and hung it up he then walked into the kitchen. I sat down onto the sofa and waited for to bring me a glass of wine I really could do with it I was so nervous I took a deep breath and just at that minute walked back in
�here you go, you ok?� he asked as he handed me the glass
�yeh am fine just a bit nervous� I replied oh shit why did I just tell him? that I thought to myself
�aww don�t be nervous its only me" he laughed followed by �you want to sit at the table dinner is just about ready� I smiled at and then got up and sat at the table.
�This looks delicious� I said as put the plate down in front of me
�thanks hope you enjoy it� he smiled he had made us both a chinese meal and he had cooked it all by himself.
Dinner was lovely and me and talked about everything, after clearing the pots away he took my hand and said �follow me I want to show you something� I gave him a confused look but got up and followed him. He opened his bedroom door and I gasped in amazement had filled the room with flowers mainly red roses and there where candles lit.
�Oh my god whoa� I smiled
�I did it just for you do you like it?� asked with hope in his voice
�like it? I love it come here� I said and pulled in for a kiss. He smiled, kicked the door shut and we made love the whole night through.

The next morning I woke up in 's arms he was still sleeping so I got up and went to the kitchen and made morning tea and toast for him. �� I whispered into his ear followed by a kiss on the lips. 's eyes opened and he stared into mine lovingly I pulled away and began to laugh,
�I made you tea and toast� I smiled
�I think it can wait� he winked.
Later that day I arrived home and threw my bag down onto the sofa went upstairs and got changed. At 3:30pm the house phone rang
� its for you� my mum shouted I picked up the phone and answered in a rust voice as I had only just woke up.
"HELLO� I said loudly
�hiya darling have a good night last night?� it was my mate . I began to laugh
"oh my god yeh I really need 2 speak 2 you as well!� I said to her
�well it�s the blue concert tonight FRONT ROW as well!� she laughed
"yeh I know I�ll be round yours by 6:00 right?� I asked
"YUP then you can tell me everything see ya then babes� she replied
�byeeeeeeeeeee� I said and hung up the phone
�OK TELL ME EVERYTHING!� said getting excited
�ok ok keep your voice down I don�t want the whole of the arena to know� I laughed. and me where sat in the bar in the arena, I got the drinks in and then began to tell her everything.
�OH MY GOD I can believe you slept with !� she said and raised her voice
� SHHHHHHHHHHHHH� I said �you promise me you wont tell a soul I don�t want people to think I took advantage of him but I really love him and I think there was something there between us but maybe am just being stupid he�s a pop singer I was a one night stand he probably wont even recognise me tonight!� I followed on
� don�t talk stupid he must feel something for you if he was so keen on sleeping with you not only that BUT he made dinner for you and decorated his room and said it was just for you! There�s no way that was a one night stand now drink up and lets go find our seats the lads will be on in an hour then we will see if remembers you� replied. We drank up and left to go find our seats and I was nervous again.
The show finally started I was scanning the stage waiting for to come on the curtain dropped and was over the other side of the stage. Eventually he came over to the side me and where on, he saw me straight away and smiled followed by a wink and mimed the words thanks for last night and then walked off and carried on with the show. Before we knew it the show was over and blue where amazing. Then it was back into my car and home was staying at mine that night so we stopped up for a few drinks and a chat in my room.
�I hoped you used protection� said as I walked into the room with some drinks
�oh my god no we didn�t� I said
�YOU IDIOT!!� screamed,
�Calm down course we did� I laughed as I put the drinks down
�you had me going then� said playfully hitting me with a pillow.
I jumped up to the ringing of my mobile phone down my ear I looked at the screen �Private number� it read. sat up and rubbed her eyes
�who is it?� She asked,
�I dunno� I said and then picked up the phone
�hello?� I asked
� why did you tell the papers?� it was and he sounded pissed off
�what nothing I aint been to no papers why would I want to see a reporter?� I asked confusingly
�well you must have because the papers know everything about the night we spent together� he explained
�WHAT? OH MY GOD! How? am sorry but I swear I aint said anything to the pap...OH F**K!� I said as I realised the reason the papers had got hold of the story.
�What?� asked confused."
i was sat in the bar in the arena and the press must of heard everything i had said about that night" i explained
"well how come you where talking about it?" asked me
"i was telling my mate everything but i didnt see any cameras about or anything so how was i supposed to know there where reporters behind me?" i said as i weeped.
" dont get upset about it i'm sorry if it sounded as though i was shouting at you but i wasnt i just wanted to know what happend am not bothered cause its a good story" replied i felt so embarassed the papers had got hold of everything i had said to including the bit about 's being well endowned. I laughed a little down the phone to him.
"It was a good night and i would love to do it again with you sometime you up for it?" asked me
"oh my god yeh course iam just name the time and date and of course place" i said over excitedly.
"Ok well can i get back to you cause ovbiously we are in the middle of the tour and its a bit difficult at the minute but i promise i will get back to you on it" said
"yeh thats fine i'll look forward to hearin from you". And with that me and both hung up the phone.
"well?" asked
"it was " i told her the whole story.

Later that day my moble phone rang whilst i was out shopping with
"hi" i said down the phone
"hiya babe its me i need to chat to ya" he replied
"oh hiya yeh ok just a min" i said to
"!" i shouted to her in the shop
"wot?" she replied
"its my mum on the phone just going ouside my reception aint good in here" i told her
"yeh ok" she answered and carried on lookin for a pair of jeans picking up every other pair off the hangers and heading towards the dressing room. I walked ouside and put the mobile to my ear
"right i can talk now" i laughed
"why what was the matter" asked
"i got rid of my mate so we could chat in private" i told
"oh rite ok well how about you come round to the hotel tonight bout 8ish" asked
"thought u where workin tonight?" i asked confused
"nah not tonight its my day off so we can go out then back to the hotel to do etc" teased
"ooo yeh ok which hotel you in?" i said excitedly
"the hilton hotel" he replied
"ohhhhhh the one on princes street round the corner from the m.e.n yeh?" i asked
"yup thats the one so i'll see you in the lobby at 8?" he replied
"yeh fine i'll look forward to it" i smiled. I put the phone down just as walked out of the shop.
"You buy anything?" i asked her
"nah" she grunted
"what did yer mum want you for?" she carried on
"OH this n that nothing important really" i lied
"oh" she said and walked on. I slightly smirked behind her.

6pm soon arrived and it was time for me to jump into the shower and get ready to go and see i was really excited i loved him so much maybe i should tell him how i feel tonight see if he feels the same. Because i was going into the hilton hotel for dinner i wore my black dinner dress with matching bag and shoes to put the finishing touches to my outfit i wore silver crystal jewerelly and a black shawl round my shoulders i hope s impressed when he sees me.
"WOAH you look a million dollers" he said observing my outfit
"sorry i dont think i look good enough to be with you" he laughed
"come on take my hand" he smiled i took his hand and he led me into the restraunt where it was packed with posh people all having dinner and champagne
"i feel like a tramp compared to these lot" i told
"dont be daft you are nicer than them all in here" he said kissing my lips softly. We ordered dinner and ordered us a bottle of champagne to share.
"You like it here?" i asked him
"Yeh i love manchester its wicked" replied
"that why you bought a flat up here?" i asked again
"yup it sure is i love the girls aswell they are lovley" said i laughed a little and blushed
"you must have been out with a few then if u like all the girls we aint all the same" i laughed
"yeh i've had my fair share and i must admit most of them where annoying at times but you, your different you aint like that, thats what attracted me to you" he stared into my blue eyes.
" i need to tell you somthing" i said sounding serious. looked at me with a somewhat worried look on his face
"what?" he pondered
"dont worry its not bad news or anything well i hope its not to you" i replied i then carried on and told him how i felt about him.
"i know it sounds wierd coming from a girl but i want you to know i love you so much it aint easy telling you this cause i am nervous but i really do care about you a lot and i would understand if you dont think its right and you just wanted a bit of fun if thats all your after then please put me out of my misery now rather than later when i get to much in love with you" i grabbed my glass of champagne and downed it in one.
"" stuttered i didnt like the way he said my name. He took hold of my hand, looked down at the table then back into my eyes "i love you too i have done since i first met you when i did i just fell in love with your looks but now i know you for who you are and i realise the personaltity is just as good as the looks your everything i could ever wish for in a girl we have know each other like what 2 years now? i know we've only been on 3 dates but i want to be with you and i want you to be my girlfriend will you?" asked. I was stunned i didnt realise what he had just said
"wwwhat?" i stuttered
"will you be my girlfriend?" he laughed because he had to repete it
"OH MY GOD course i will you didnt even need to ask" i laughed. Me and drank the bottle of champagne between us, eat our dinner then headed off upstairs to 's room. we kissed passionatley as we walked through the door to his room i kicked the door shut and we carried on kissing lead me towards the bed and pushed me down onto it. Still kissing he climbed on top of me and sliped his hands up my dress and began to feel my thighs then grabbed my thong and slipped it down, i grabbed his shirt and began tuggin at the buttons until they where all open he took his shirt off then stood up and dropped his trousers along with his boxers.
"Come here" i laughed he climbed back on top of me and reached round the the back of my dress where he pulled the zip open and pulled me out of my dress he then unhooked my bra and threw it across the room.
"oh god yeh!" i began to moan as became a part of me. We lasted 2 hours just constantly making love he then rolled off the top of me and we both lay next to each other breathing heavily.

2 Years Later
2 years on and me and where still happily together although we didnt get to see much of each other because of his job but we still moved in together. I got a job as a private community nursery nurse in london where me and had bought a house we where also engaged to be married which the wedding was taking place in a weeks time i was really nervous about getting married but couldnt wait to make promises and vows to the man i love. So a lot of planning was being done today i was going to the shop where i bought my wedding and bridesmaids dresses from to make sure they all fit right in time for my big day.
"" shouted at the bottom of the stairs
"SHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" i replied as i walked down
"you'll wake he only got home at 5am dipshit" i laughed
"opps yeh i forgot so we pickin mel up?" she asked
"nah shes meeting us there with and " i told her
"ooo ok you ready?" she asked again. i nodded nervously. "LETS GO THEN" she said getting excited. Before i knew it i was driving us to the bride shop.
"It feels a lot tighter than last time" i pondered as i looked at myself in the wedding dress through the mirror.
"yeh i thought that" mel said seeming confused
"thought u where dieting? you been cheating again" laughed
"yeh i still am! and no i aint cheated at all you cheeky mere must be all the alcohol" i joked
"will it be ok for saturday though?" asked worried
"yeh course it will its just a bit tighter than last month thats all must have put some weight on but yeh it will be ok" i smiled at myself in the mirror.
i darted up and legged it into the bathroom. i was sick everywhere.
" you alright?" asked sounding worried "yeh i'll be fine" i replied and threw up again.
"You must be coming down with somthing hope your alright for saturday maybe i should ring the doctor" said rubbing my back
"no no i'll be fine". i threw up again
"no i'll make you an appointment i'm worried". Bless he got so worried about me i only threw up 3 times and i was fine after that but no he insisted i go and see the doctor.
"how long have you been throwing up?" the doctor asked
"just this morning" i told her
"and have you noticed if you have gained any weight recently?" she asked again
"yeh actually yesterday when i tried my wedding dress on it felt tighter than it did last month" looked at me as if to ask why i didnt tell him
"ok please lift your t-shirt up and lie on the bed " the doctor replied. i climbed onto the bed and lifted my t-shirt up as she asked me to. She began to press on my stomach area and feel round. her hands where freezing
"hmmm jst as i thought" she muttered "ok you can get up now" i got up and pulled my t-shirt down. The doctor walked back over to her desk and sat down. "well what i think it may be and bearin in mind i think the problem is that you are producing morning sickness and also you are gaining weight which are ovbious signs of pregnancy now to be totally sure i would have to take a urine sample and possibly a blood sample" the doctor explained. Me and looked at each other and a smile spread across our faces
"OH MY GOD!" i screamed and jumped up and hugged
"how soon will we know?" asked excitedidly
"possibly friday i would get the results back" doctor replied. I gave the doctor a urine sample and a blood sample me and where so chuffed and we really hoped i was pregnant a baby was all we needed now to compleate our perfect life.

My big day finally arrived neither me or knew if i was pregnant or not the doctor hadn't got back in touch so we decided to keep it quiet and not say anything at all untill we knew for sure. I was sat on a chair in front of the dressing table, 's mum was doing my hair because shes a hairdresser it took 2 hours and 30 minutes to put the finishing touches to my hair and make up, i got up and walked over to my wedding dress which was hanging up in my wardrobe i pulled it out and took the hanger off it all my bridesmaids waited paciently as i went into the bathroom to put it on.
"OH MY GOD you look gorgous" the bridesmaids replied as i walked out. Sheila just stood there and didnt say anything until a smile spread accross her face
"i'm so glad your marrying my son you look wonderful he will be so pleased" she said sheading a few tears
"hey come on dont cry" i took hold of her and comforted her
"i know i'm stupid aint i i'm just so happy hes found a decent girl" she laughed a little
"you aint stupid you should be happy and if they are happy tears then cry as much as you want" i smiled at her and took hold of her hand
"ERM ladies hate to say this but we godda go now our cars are here!!" said excitedly
"i'll see you in church and dont worry you look stunning" said letting go of my hand and walking out of the bedroom. This ment i would be leavin for church in less than 20 minutes. I downed the last glass i could get out of the champagne bottle and made my way down the stairs. Just as i got down the stairs the phone began to ring who could be ringing at this time? i pondered i picked up the phone and said hello
"hiya is that miss ?" i heard a voice say.
"Yes it is but soon to be Mrs in about an hour" i smiled as i answered the voice
"Hiya i'm sorry to ring at such a time and i dont really want to keep you long seeing as its your wedding day although i forgot to ring you yesterday its your doctor" she replied
"oh right hiya" i heard a car horn beep outside it was my lift to the church
"oh god the car is here for me to go to church can you be quick please" i panicked
"yeh sure well all i wanna say is i got the results back and i was right your pregnant by 2 months" she told me
"ARRRRRHHHHHHH REALLY?" i screamed down the phone excitedly
"yeh i'll let you get to the church now miss congratulations on both pregnancy and wedding have a wonderful day" the doctor said
"thank you so much doctor its made it even more special thank you ever so much godda dash byeeeeeee!" i replied and put the phone down i could not believe the news i just heard wait till i tell i couldnt wait! i quickly grabbed my bunch of flowers and jumped into the back of the car and headed to the church.
"YEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" everyone cheered and threw confetti over us as me and walked out of the church as mr and mrs , was crying so much she was so happy and i was really glad i was now a part of the family they have been wonderful to me ever since first introduced me to them.
"RIGHT PHOTOS PLEASE PEOPLE" i heard the photographer shout everyone gathered round for photographs which lasted an hour and a half then it was off to the restraunt for the meal and party afterwards.
*ting ting ting* the ringing of the glasses echoed around the big room we where all sat for the wedding meal.
"can i have your attention please everyone!" 's best man and brother in law said "just wanna say a few words but not too many coz i didn't prepear a speech. & i'm so glad you got married today and me and ('s sister) where so thrilled when you announce the engagegment we got more drunk than you too celebrating" everyone in the room laughed carried on "you make the absloutle perfect couple and on behalf of myself and the family we want to all welcome into the family and hope she stays and is continuallsly happy with and with . Your a funny couple and i dont just mean as in humouras"
"watch what you say " i joked people giggled.
"but no in all honestly i really do hope you stay happy together and so everyone please raise their glasses" everyone in the room raised their glasses "to & and years of happiness" everyone all repeated. then sat down and everyone clapped. Next it was 's turn. stood up he looked nervous.
"firstly i wanna thank everyone for coming here today and its wondeful to see so many familiar faces but i'm still a bit nervous. Mum and thank you so much for helping out with everything you have made our dream wedding come alive also i wanna thank my mum and for always being the two women in my life who kept my feet on the ground" i turned to look at and a tear drop rolled down her cheek "but i really wanna say how much i love shes been an inspiration in my life i always look up to her and she always cheers me up when i see her i absloutly love her to bits. They say a wedding day is the best day of a girls life i can honestly say its been the best day of mine i married the girl i love infront of everyone i love and i will love you till death do us part and beyond your my life without you i wouldnt have one i love you" finished his speech, sat down and kissed me passionatly everyone in the room clapped i began to cry and he whiped the tears away that was the most moving speech ever.

The meal and party was fantastic it was so memorable and everyone had such a wicked time. I hadn't told yet about the pregnancy i was gonna save it until after the wedding to tell him. After the party we had to go to a hotel next to heathrow airport because we had an early plane to catch to st lucia in the morning for our 2 weeks honeymoon. i couldnt wait. Back in the hotel sat on the bed in our honeymoon suit and he pored us both a drink from the mini bar which was in our room
" i really need to talk to you" i told him as i sat down on the bed next to him
"ok darlin go on mrs " he smiled
"the doctor rang me today" i told him
"oh my god when, what did she say?" i cried into 's arms
"god no babe am sorry" he took hold of me and squeezed me tight "we can try again theres plenty of time to have babies dont worry we'll soon get you pregnant" he replied devastated
"but " i looked up and stared into his eyes lovingly "i aint gonna get pregnant again just yet we godda wait" he looked at me with a somewhat confused look in his eyes
"what? why" he asked
"coz i'm already pregnant" i cried while laughing at the same time. 's eyes lit up and tears began to roll down his cheeks
"oh my god darlin i love you so much" he squeezed me tight and then grabbed his glass of jack daniels and coke and downed it in one
" we have to be up early in the morning" i laughed
"i dont care this is worth a hangover" he replied rushing over to the phone in the room
"MUM GUESS WHAT" paused but his excitement was too much to keep in and he hadnt even given his poor mum the chance to speak " IS PREGNANT" he screamed down the phone. I could hear on the other end screaming and crying pulled the phone away from his ear looked at me n mimed the words
"i think shes happy" i chuckled and then walked over to my suitcase and got my chemis out.
After had got off the phone he helped me out of the wedding dress and into bed he was treating me as though i was due to have the baby any day
"well we dont want you or the baby exausted now for the birth do we" i wasnt due to give birth for another 7 months but still he said every minute of every day is just as important as the baby comming into the world which i had to agree was true in a sence.

7 months later
i took a few deep breathes and moaned slightly
"you ok?" asked with a worried look on his face
"no, will you get me one of those indigestion tablets outta da kitchen please" i smiled sweetly
"not that again you really must see the doctor bout it coz u startin to worry me now" he got up out of the chair and walked into the kitchen, while was gone i began feelin sharp pains in my stomach so i rubbed it
"its ok baby nothing to worry about just a little indigestion again thats all" i smiled lookin at my huge bump
"here you go babe" handed me a tablet and a glass of water
"you ok?" he crouched down at the side of me and placed his hand on my stomach
"yeh i will be in a minute" i smiled. I took a sip of water and pain shot right through my stomach, I spat the water out and began to choke
"" shouted and began to rub my back. I continued to cough a little
"have a another sip of water babe" held the glass up to my mouth and tipped it slightly.
"what was up" he asked terrified and fearin for my health
"trapped wind gave me a lot of pain then" i laughed slightly embarassed, laughed along with me and replied "dont be embarassed better out than in" i was still chuckling at when my face turned an awful shade of white and i had fear in my eyes
"pain again?" asked i nodded and smiled again feelin uneasy about it
"somthing aint right maybe baby is on its way are they not contractions?" asked lookin horrified
"i dunno " i looked up at him helplessly and terrified out of my whits "come on we are going to the hospital that aint indigestion its the baby its godda be" he said with an almost excitement tone in his voice. I grabbed my hospital bag and jumped into the car with and off we went to hospital.
"ohhhhh" i began to moan in pain
"ok baby wont be long now" the nurse told me
"i need more drugs" i replied weekly while squezing 's hand. He placed the other hand on my forehead and began strokin it
" i'm not a dog" i told him angrily
" its ok for her to be like this dont worry about it we have seen worse than " laughed and kissed my head instead
"ok sit up for me please" the nurse came over, let go of my hand while i got up
"NO" i begged him "its ok babe am here" said grabbing my hand again, the nurse placed an epidural into my spine and i relaxed instantly
"how long before i can push?" i asked her paciently
"i would say about an hour" she replied with a smile and walked out of the room leavin me and alone
"glad someone is happy, " i said
"yeh darlin" he replied
"sorry for being a bitch to you earlier i know u meant well please dont go home i love you i want you to stay here with me" i cried
"hey hey hey i aint going anywhere sweetheart until you are allowed home" he hugged me
"AHHH" i screamed then cried and held onto tighter as a contraction shot through my stomach
"ok shhh come on babes" he soothed and sat on the bed next to me. We stayed huggin for ages wires where all over the place and the room was filled with pain and tears.
", " came walking into the room and the hug between me and broke
"aww huni how are you sweet pea" she hugged me
"am coping with the help of hes been wonderful" i smiled
"how long to go have they said yet" she questioned
"yeh they said it will be an hour before she can start pushing" told his mum
"darlin come here everything will be fine me and are here unless you want me out when you're givin birth" she hugged me again
"no if you want to stay thats fine with me" i bit my bottom lip and squeezed my eye lids together as another contraction accured took my hand
"squeeze it all you want huni" she smiled
As the contractions came closer and closer together the midwives came into the room and started preparing for the birth squeezed my hand tighter as the midwife got closer to the bed and then she said the words i had been waiting to hear
"ok in a minute i want you to push as hard as you can" she smiled
"yeh" i nodded i didnt know weather to be relieved that it was gonna be over soon or scared that this was the most painful part
"ok after 3..1...2...3...PUSH" she shouted.
I squeezed 's hand as tight as i could dropped my head and pushed with all my strength "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" i screamed as i took in some air
"and again " the midwife shouted i pushed and squeezed 's hand with all my strength for the second time
"ok take a few deep breaths and relax for a few seconds
"i love you so much you doing fantastic keep going babes" was wispering to me
"when your ready " the midwife smiled and held my legs open
"ARRRRHHHHH" i cried as i pushed again
"ok we are nearly there now your doing great just a few more pushes" the midwife continued to smile
"i cant" i said breathlessly
"i cant it hurts" i cried
"its ok it will be over soon i just need you to push one more time and then you can relax for a few seconds ok?"
i nodded and pushed again. I felt i wasnt going anywhere until the midwife shouted
"I CAN SEE THE HEAD" i cried tears of joy
" you have to keep going now just 2 more times" she told me
"not again please" mopped my brow
"come on you can do it darlin" he told me. As i pushed the head out i was in absloute agony i needed more drugs they had started to wear off but by now it was too late i only had to push the shoulders out and then baby was here
"1 more push" the midwife shouted happily. I took a deep breath and gave the final push all i had to give
"AHHHHRRRRRRR" i squeezed as sweat rolled off my face as i pushed the baby out. I could hear the baby crying and i threw my head back onto the pillow and cried helplessly
"ITS A GIRL!" the midwife shouted
"oh my god you did it you did it we got a baby girl" took hold of my cheeks and planted a great big snog on my lips as tears streamed down his face
"i love you so much" he told me as i continued to breath heavily. The midwife handed me our baby girl and me, & looked at her lovingly. Out of the blue loads of people barged through the doors into the room and it suddenly filled up with family and friends to come and see her and welcome her into the world. She was beautiful.

2 days later me and baby where allowed home. Me and had a happy healthy baby girl who we later decided on calling because thats what she is. Our little . We did however go onto having 2 more kids a boy and then another girl we called them and but thats a different story. So i can now say i'm living my compleated Dream Life With A Star.