BACK TOGETHER AGAIN...FOR GOOD!
Why is it that everytime the phone rings my baby cries? i turned over in my bed it was 9:30am i picked up the phone "hello?" i answered in a rusty voice
At 11:15am the doorbell went it was "you ready?" asked
Me, , , & baby all went round town together
Me and said our goodbyes to and , i also gave them my phone number and address to give to when they see him.
4 hours later i returned home with baby who was fast asleep so i put her upstairs in her cot, switched on the baby monitor and walked back downstairs into the living room to find the red light flashing on my answer machine next to the phone. I got my self a glass of white wine out of the fridge sat down and pressed play on my answerphone
The following morning i woke up to the sound of baby crying as usual i lifted my tired eyes open and squinted to read the clock and gasped
The place was pretty tidy apart from all the toys and baby mats scattered all over the place, i looked at the clock and quickly tidied up the clock face read 1:10pm i grabbed all the toys and shoved them into the toy box then made a neat pile of baby & changing mats next to the box. I placed in my arms sat down on the chair and waited.
5 minutes later i walked back into the living room with the drinks
Almost 10 minutes later he returned, he placed the phone back onto the coffee table, sat down next to me on the sofa and took hold of my hand
"is that it madam?" the removal guys asked
"Oh my god!" i sighed as the test read positive. It had been 2 years since me and had moved in together and i had just found out i was pregnant with our second child. I wasnt positive so i booked myself in at the clinic to get a more truthful answer. After i had been the doctor told me i had to wait 4 days to get the results back. was out of the country working with blue and i was so nervous.
Later that evening rang me from singapore where he was with the band "hiya darlin you alright?" asked sounding cheerful
The next afternoon i sat paciently on the sofa twiddling my thumbs waiting for to get home i wasnt sure wether to tell him about the pregnancy as soon as he got or wait a little longer. I heard a car pull up on the drive. I jumped up and rushed over to the window. was home
Later on that night was working away in his little study room, songwriting. I felt tonight was the night i had to tell him about the little mirical growing inside me. I cooked a special meal for the two of us and got off to bed early. I put the finishing touches to the table settings and dished out the dinner then shouted down.
7 months later and the baby is overdue by 4 weeks if i havn't gone into labour by the next morning the hospital said they would have no choice but to enduce me and break my waters. At approximatly 7am the day before my hospital appointment i was woken up with a sharp pain i darted up in my bed and began to rub my 'big bump'. The sharp pain occured 2 minutes later but this time even worse. I began to windge and moan as the pain was becoming more and more servere each time. 7 hours later in the delivery room the midwife was shouting "come on one more push"
That afternoon after i had settled back into our home and put the new baby to sleep, we had an houseful my mum and dad, 's mum, dad and sister, aunties, uncles cousins everyone was here and was absloutly thrilled about having a new baby brother to play with but of course we explained to her it would be a while before she can play with him properly.
Just under a year later me and finally tied the knot in scotland without the church. We did it the old fashioned way. The way they used to do it in the middle ages we tied pieces of reed round each others fingers which was later exchanged with silver wedding rings. The day wasperfect especially seeing as one of my bridesmaids she looked georgous in her little dress. It was the best day of my life well ovbiously apart from giving birth to our baby girl and boy who we later named ) although i must say making them was a lot more fun not to mention painless! So now we have and we are planning on more but not just yet we want to grow up a couple of years first. We went on honeymoon to St Lucia and it was amazing a week without the
children althought we did miss them more than anything and was so happy to see them when we got back. When we returned home the hedlines in the showbiz newspapers and magazines read...
'Blue Star Gets Hitched In St Lucia'
do they ever get anything right?
THE END.
"hey, wanna go shopping later at about 11am?" it was my best mate she always rang me up early saturday mornings
"yeh sure whatever" i said sounding not bothered at all. I could hear baby gettin louder "come round at 11 i godda go, the baby is crying" i slammed the phone down without giving rach the chance to answer and dashed in 's room, picked her up and rocked her until she stopped crying. Shes my life and love her more than anything but life was becoming more and more difficult each day with .
"yeh sure just put the baby in the pram for me while i grab my bag" i said. We had just stepped out of the door when i hear a familiar voice say
" , is that you?" i looked up and saw one of my mates i hadnt seen for about 10 months because he moved down to london with his mates
"oh my god, i aint seen you in ages" i said sounding very suprised
"its only been 10 months" laughed
"yeh but its still ages, so where the other lads?" i asked
"what you mean ?" replied. At that moment came walkin round the corner
"WOW , is that you?" asked looking puzzled
"yeh it is me" i laughed.
"aww isnt she cute" smiled playing with the baby
"yup she sure is and i think its lunch time for the little beauty isnt it yes it is"
replied while tickling her little chin "go on go to mummy" lifted her out of the pram and passed her to me.
"WHAT? shes yours? no way!" and said in disbelief
"yeh she's 1 month old next week" i told them
"so that means" went to say
"yeh 's her dad" i finished his sentance off.
and both sat there in shock "why havn't you told ?" asked
"i tried but he didnt return my calls i still love more than ever hes the father of my child we both made her but he told me that a relationship wouldnt work what with me living up here and in london the distance is too far not only that he told me i would never get to see him coz he would be working away all the time. So 10 months ago we said our goodbyes" i tear rolled down my cheek i continued to tell my story "he left before i found out i was pregnant when i did find out i couldnt get hold of him, i tried contacting him just after she was born about 3 weeks ago but nah still no reply so i gave up in the end" My eyes where streaming with tears i tried my hardest not to cry infront of and but my feelings for where just too strong.
"thats why he was unsure of comming" followed on
"what? hes here? please tell him i need to speak to him but dont tell him about " i said
"we will try but no promises" replied.
I got my shopping done and went steright home. I sat on the sofa for hours waiting for the doorbell to ring. i was half past 5
"oh i give up on him" i growled to myself "well suppose we better go see nana hadnt we darlin
she'll be expecting us wont she yes she will " i smiled to . I picked her up strapped her in the baby seat in the car, locked up the house and left.
"hey babe its here" i spat the wine out of my mouth on to the floor and listened to
" and told me they saw you in town today and they said you really need to talk to me, so seeing as you aint in now i will call round tomorrow at about 1pm ok? if its not let me know if it is ok i'll see you tomorrow byeeee"
i nearly choked on my wine i couldnt believe the love of my life had got back in touch after 10 months. I decided to have an early night because i needed to prepare myself for when comes round, which ment getting up early.
"oh my god its 11:30am" i couldnt believe had only just woke up its unusal being this late in the morning.
"right first things first" i fed, bathed and dressed in a little pretty lemon dress with
socks, booties and a little cute headband to match
"daddy's gonna love you isnt he? yes he is" i said to while holding her. just drooled as usual. I took her into my bedroom while i got ready so i could keep an eye on her. i flwe open the doors on my wardrobe and hummed and eyed wondering what to wear. In the end i decided to wear my short denim skirt and a nice pink top.
'Ding Dong'
"oh god hes here" i said looking down at , i got up went to the door took a deep breath and opened it.
"hey" i said sounding very nervous
"long time no see" said looking suprised. I invited him in and he sat down on the sofa
"want a drink?" i asked him
"yeh sure" answered
"is it still tea with 2 sugars" i smiled
"yeh, here let me take her" i handed to
"thanks" i said, i turned around walked into the kitchen and made us both a drink and the baby a bottle. hadnt changed at all he was still as georgous as ever i would take him back now if i had the chance i loved him so much.
"isnt she a beautiful little thing, shes adorable" laughed
"she sure is but she can be a handful when your on your own" i answered. I dreaded asking who the father is because he had only just arrived but then again thats why i asked him to come only he didnt realise and changed the subject well at least for 5 minutes
"sorry i didnt return your calls but as soon as and told me you wanted to see me i called streight away so what you wanna say?" he replied
"well life has been very hard since you walked out i really needed to talk to you and that is the reason for all the calls. 3 months after you left i.....i" i could not get the words out
"yeh carry on" said. i handed him the bottle to feed . started to feed her
"i wanted to tell you i was pregnant" i replied
"god you didnt waste any time" laughed
"no you dont understand, 3 months after you left me i found out i was pregnant, 3 months pregnant" i told him.
"what so your saying" tried to say
"yeh thats exactly what i am saying its your daughter " i said looking into his eyes.
"so if shes mine she'll be" paused for a couple of seconds
"1 month next week" we both said it together
" i really hated to have to tell you this now but if you would have reaturned just one of my calls you would have known sooner" the room became silent.
looked at me "well what happens now?" he asked. i looked at the floor and tears ran down my face
"hey whats up babe" wondered
"what happens now, god i wish i knew its been hard looking after her on my own and i still love you with the whole of my heart but like you said we cant be together cause it wont work" i collapsed onto the sofa next to . He put in the carry cot then hugged my tightly
"i still love you too darlin i have an idea can i use your phone?" asked.
"yeh sure its there" i said pointing to the coffee table. took hold of the cordless phone and went into the kitchen with it.
", i want you to move to London and come and live with me" he finally said
"what?" i asked looking suprised "but i cant just leave everything at the drop of a hat i've lived here all my life" i carried on.
put his head down "yeh your right babe, sorry maybe i should go" he said as he go up and headed for the door
"what and walk out on me again!" i shouted angrily. stopped.
"look am sorry" i tried to explain
"what else can i do? i have asked you to come and live with me, what more do you want me to offer you?" shouted. I put my head down and continued to cry. came over to the sofa "i'm sorry i didnt mean it darlin" took hold of me and squeezed me tight
"ok" i said in his arms
"what?" asked confused
"ok i will come and live with you" i explained
"oh my god are you sure?" he said sounding excited
"im positive" i laughed through the tears.
He jumped up "i godda tell the lads, can i use your phone again?" he asked.
i laughed and replied "yeh course whats mine is yours now"
"yup thats all" i said looking up at the house from outside,
took my hand "you ok babe?" he asked
"yeh" i flashed a little smile
"come on then lets get goin" we both walked to the car hand in hand with in the carry cot in my other hand, me and both got in the car and i strapped in, we then set off to our new home in london.
"Woah" i gasped as we pulled up
"whassup?" asked
"i just cant believe we are finally gonna be together and be a proper family" i smiled happily
"me either" smiled back and kissed me. He helped me and out of the car and into our new home, where his mum was waiting to greet us
"mum this is , this is my mum" said introducing us
"hiya wonderful to meet you" i smiled as i kissed her cheek
"yeh finally we meet i have heard some wonderful things about you, aww and this must be my grandaughter isnt she georgous" she said playing with in the carry cot
"mum said she will look after her while we get settled in" told me
"thats if you want and you dont mind of course" she chirped in
"yeh sure, why not, she can be a handful though" i laughed a little while i handed her the carry cot and a bag with nappys, clothes, toys etc inside for
"nah it will be no problem i will have her back for 5pm see you later have fun" she said while walking out of the front door. When we heard her car leave the front on the house started to laugh
"what?" i asked
"you thinking what i'm thinking?" he winked
"what?" i asked again smirking. picked me up, carried me up the stairs to the bedroom and slammed the door shut. You can probably guess what happened for the next 2 hours.
As i walked to reception in the clinic my knees felt like jelly
"i have an apointment to see Dr Adams" i told the receptionist
"what name is it please?" she asked me
"its , " i replied faintly
"thank you please take a seat he will be with you in 5 minutes" the 5 minutes seemed like seconds i started to play with my fingers and my palms where sweating when he called out my name
"Miss please" i stood up and walked into the surgery "good afternoon" the doctor smiled
"hiya" i smiled back nervously
"well i wont keep you in suspence any longer and its good news, congratulations to both you and " The doctors words where final i really was expecting mine and 's second child.
I didnt know weather to be happy or sad didnt even know, nobody knew only me. I began to cry "you ok ?" the doctor asked
"yeh sorry i'm fine doctor thank you" i wiped my eyes and left without saying goodbye.
"hi hun, yeh am fine" i replied sounding different
"you sound quiet you ok somthing happened to ?" he said sounding worried
"no nothings wrong and is fine you mum is having her tonight again she wont leave her alone" i laughed
laughed and said "well glad everything is ok look i cant talk long just rang to tell you i'm on my way home johnny said we didnt have to do any extra promotion so i'll be home mid afternoon tomorrow ok darlin?"
"thats great news i'm missing you loads cant wait to see you" i smiled down the phone
"i miss you too babe oh i godda go catch the plane now so i'll see ya tomorrow yeh? love you darlin byeeeeeeee" shouted down the phone
"love you too byeeee" i replied and then put the phone down.
"DADDYS HOME!" i shouted to who was sat on the floor playing with mega blocks. She stopped and looked up at me
"daddy" she said and a smile spread across her face
"come on lets go to daddy" i said and picked her up. I pushed the door handel down and pulled the door open "!" i screamed and ran to him, he dropped his bags and squeezed me and tightly
"god i aint half missed you both" he said still squeezing us both
"yeh me too" i was so glad he was home i felt so safe in his arms once again.
After dinner we both cleared the pots away and both helped with the washing up. After we cleared the table i took 's hand and sat him down on the sofa where he began kissing me all over i loved it and didnt want him to stop
"god i've missed this so much" he said still kissing me all over. I then realised why i had sat him down onto the sofa
"" i said worming my way back up until i was sat up again
"wassup babe" he asked looking very confused
"before we do anything i need to tell you somthing" i carried on
"ok" said and continued to kiss my neck
"i'm pregnant" i blearted out. He stopped kissing and my heart raced.
His head then rose up from my neck "seriously?" he asked
"yeh i went to the clinic yesterday" i said worried what he was gonna say. started to laugh then jumped up off the sofa
"oh my god i cant believe it, i godda tell mum" he shouted happily, i got up off the sofa and he gave me a big squeeze and a kiss
"darlin, its fantastic news" re-assured me
"yeh it is" i began to cry tears of joy. After had made a few phone calls he lead me upstairs and gently lay me down on the bed
"lets show the little creation just who its daddy is" laughed. He slammed the
bedroom door shut once again and we made love into the early hours of the morning.
"ARRRHHH" i moaned this time jumped at the sound he sat up rubbed his eyes and asked
" you ok" he sounded worried
"no, i think the contractions have started" i told him as i began to take deep breaths
"ok come on darlin i'll drive you to the hospital" said as he threw his jeans on.
Just before he helped me up my waters broke
"erm think we best hurry up my ARRRHHHH" i screamed "waters have broke" i finished my sentance
"oh god come on i'll wake up and you go get in the car" he said rushing around. He brough to the car to me where she was asking why i was crying and screamin
"its nothing darlin mummy will be ok i promise" i smiled at her through the pain. locked the front door and jumped into the car and passed me my hospital bag. He then took me streight to the hospital.
"i cant" i cried i was exausted and in the worst possible pain ever. was by my side kissing my forehead and keeping constant hold of my hand
"come on babe one more push and it will be all over" whispered, he was right. I took one last inhalement of the gas and air and gave the final push all i had got. All i could feel was holding me shouting
"well done darlin its over" i began to cry tears of joy as i could hear mine and 's creation screaming in the background
"congratulations its a baby boy" the midwife smiled and handed us our little bundel of joy
"we have one of each" began to sob
"yeh" i smiled and cried with him.
Me and waited paciently for the midwife to bring us our baby. She had took him to be weighed. its now 2 days after the birth and me and baby where allowed home the baby was in perfect condition and had 's baby face when he was a baby.
"here you go" the midwife smiled as she handed us the baby "he weighs 6 pounds and 1 ounce, he's very healthy and seems very happy" she followed on
"thank you" me and both smiled. As we walked out of the hospital there where photographers taking pictures but me and where concentraiting more on our new baby to be bothered with the press.
Later on in the afternoon took my hand and dragged me outside and told me to look up at the sky. As i did a plane flew past with a banner on the end which read ', will you marry me?'
"well?" asked, i turned round to find on one knee with an engagement ring in a box. I began to cry
"of course i would do anything" i smiled through the tears, put the ring on my finger and hugged me tightly followed by a kiss. Everyone around us where cheering and clapping.