I did really really loved her & wanted to spend my whole life with her until that day that i regret:
"Hi "i heard my ex-girlfriend ."What do you want ?? I don't need your troubles i got enough of you" I said.
"But please listen to me!!" she refused.
"What do you want?"
"I'm pregnant!"
"So what??" i'm pregnant with your baby ."
"WHAT THE HELL YOU'RE SAYING!" I screamed.
"Yes I am so calm down."
"OK I�ll take care of him or her; what else do you want me to do??" I screamed at her.
" ... but the baby will need a dad & he will look for one when he grows up" she said.
"... What do you want? ruin my life?"
" you have to break up with ,"
"WHAT? In your dreams!"
"For my child safety"
"F*** THIS BABY! Oh god when I found the girl of my dreams I�ll lose her."
" , please imagine it's your child from ok?"
"OK whatever you say! I'm going to now."
"OK please try your best."
"Bye"
I was driving in my car going to tell were over & I'm gonna tell her the truth of that fucking bitch ...
*Ding Dong*
I heard her coming running to open the door.
"Hiya hunnie" she said letting me in.
" we need to talk," i said calmly.
"Not right now babe i wanna make you dinner or you already ate??" said.
It was really unfair to break-up with her.
" stop ok?" I screamed at her she was shocked it was the 1st time i scream at her.
"What�s wrong??" she asked worriedly.
"We have to break up," I said sadly.
"..." She didn't say a word just looked at me & then she turned around she was about to walk up the stairs then she turned her face to look at me.
"May i know why??" she asked with teary eyes.
"You have the right to know!!" I said.
"Well it's about ..."
"You've been dating from my back" she said.
"NOO! She�s pregnant with my baby."
" , how can you be so stupid?? Can�t you see she's lying to you?" she said.
"How do you know??" I asked.
"Since when she's pregnant??" she asked me.
"I don't know i didn't ask her."
"See she's lying ."
" your being so..."
"So what , you want me to leave the man i love for a fucking liar??"
" please can you leave?" I said. She ran upstairs packed her things, she was about to leave then she turned around with her red eyes.
"I warned you about her & you never listened & btw i give you this promise when we meet again believe me i'm gonna be really over you," she said & slammed the door.
"Taxi" i heard her calling, i ran to the window & saw her leaving...
Then i went to my bedroom it was our bedroom anyway i looked at the ground & found a blouse of hers i took it & started remembering our sad, happy, crazy memories & now it all slipped because of a baby i started crying on my pillow until i fell a sleep.

The guys & me had already realized CD & it's called All Rise & were preparing our 2nd album& its One Love but this was a few days later me & broke up so i talked with Johnny.
"Johnny please i can't record now just give me sometime."
" we can't we're late enough! I'm sorry".
"But..."
"No buts" everything went so badly & time went really slow.

A Year Later
I was so bored of .
"Buy this to (OUR SON) buys that!" Oh god that was driving me crazy.
" "i called her down the stairs.
"Yea hunnie?" she came with in her hands.
"Don't hunnie me, we're together just because of this baby in your hands!! Anyway, the guys & me are going to some clubs i ordered some pizza & rented you some movies bye now," i said really rude i admit it but what can i do???

At The Club
we reached the club half an hour later, we sat at the bar, and then i saw four gorgeous girls but one of them looked familiar. The guys noticed me looking at those girls.
"Hey finally looking at some chicks," said.
"Not any chicks," the bartender said (he was our friend).
"What do u mean??" asked.
"They're the most wanted girls in town," he continued then the girls stood from their table to dance my eyes were on one of them. She got this nice hair it was cut up early coz i don't know but i know in those things you know every day my hair be different so. Anyway the song was OH it was ours one of our new CD its �Taste It� the 4 girls screamed.
"Oh God it's Blue's new song coming lets dance," and that was the one my eyes were set on.
" don't you get tired of dancing all the time," when i heard that name i couldn't do anything i stood as a door no move nothing at all it was the one i loved look at her she changed she cut her hair & made some highlights, she's more beautiful i must admit it, then something hit my mind.
"Btw, I give u this promise when we meet again believe me i'm gonna be really over you," that was what she said before she left & i can see she kept her promise.
"Now i know why you were looking at those girls. is one of them, isn't she?" said.
"Yes she is," i said.
"Let us party girls come on move your arses before I�ll play with your hair & i'll make jokes about exclusive for you & " said.
"OMG how do you got this confinsin thing ARGH," the three said 2gether & laughed then it was the part of mine jumped from her place in a really sexy way to dance really good.
The night is young
But we don�t have long
So tell me is it your place or mine
Girl turn off the phone, now I�ve got you here alone
I want to have you to myself, don�t want to hear from no-one else

It was really how I can say it more than great or amazing I don�t even know how to describe it it's just feels like the old times when we used to share everything 2gether

"Oops sorry" someone said interrupting my thoughts by hitting me
"It's ok just watch it�" I said but got interrupting again by a female
"Oh is that you? OMG how r you?" she said it was talking to me and hugging me
"Hi! I'm ok thnx! And you?" I answered (the guyz were just shocked as me)
"I'm ok thnx! Look at that sorry about it" she said taking a tissue from her handbag to dry the drink she split on my T-shirt.
"Oh it's ok I didn't even notice that you did that" I said helping her, then our hands touched... it was like�her hands were so soft but she took hold of hers & we were interrupted by this tall guy & he was wearing a blue T-shirt & white trousers
"Hey kitty lets dance??" he said
"Ok jack we'll dance the next song I just met my old friend & we were talking" she answered him smiling her amaizing smile she looks very cute in this pink short dress it shows her back & she was wearing black high boots with pink lip-gloss & black eye-liner with blue mascara she looked soo hot that�s why she's wanted �
" I just wanna tell ya that what you did before I mean I was a bitch coz what you did to & her son is a brave thing & I really adore you so never bother yourself by thinking that I'm still mad at you coz I'm not so don't worry I'm ok no & I'm over it" she said
"Really??" now said that.
"Ya I mean I was so selfish!! & by the way hi guyz I just didn't see you!" she said again
"Hi how are you?" they all said together
"Well I'm fine thx & you guyz how'z everything??" she said
"I'm fine thank you" said
"Everythingz just goin great" said
"Nothing missing in my life" said smiling
"Ya I heard about u & ur new girl!! Good luck with her" said
"Hi girlz! you didn't tell us u have nice friends" said smiling from ear to ear
I knew what he was up to�
"Ok every body get to know each other well I'm goin to dance with my friend" said walking to that Jack guy
"Oooooh thank God he's a friend or I was gonna kill him" I said relieved
" man calm down" said
"Well I better go coz I need my girl" said smiling
"Ok bye " we all said. Then the girlz & the two other men got to know each other but my mind was somewhere else it was with I was staring at her jealously of that other guy but I think she deserve to be happy so I'll live my life & she will do the same so�
It started getting late & the girlz were a bout to leave then talked with them & they turned to us
"Hey do u wanna go some place 2moze to spend some time gigging at the morning" said
"Ya sure! What about Hyde Park around 8 ok" I said
"Ok that would be great bring & & the kid ok" said smiling
"Oh ok I'll try" I said answering her
"Ok bye now! we got to go" said
"Ok now bye" said & they left�

Next Morning
I woke up with a really hard hangover & by my stupid cell phone
"Who the fuck is this" I screamed down at my phone
"Oops sorry I must've called the wrong person�" I heard her gr8 voice
"Ooh is that u?? I'm so sorry 4 screaming at u like that! What r u calling 4 this early?? I mean it's�" she interrupted me
"Oh God don't tell me u forgot?? Where the hell is u & the other guyz we r waiting here 4 what seems like half an hour�" she said &
"Oh my! Sorry we'll be there sorry I really forgot I'll go & tell the others we r all at 'z house so�" I said
"Ok Ok just hurry up will ya??" she screamed
"Ok bye bye I'm already wore jeans while listening 2 u" I said & she laughed
"Bye & cya at the park�" she said & I can tell she was smiling I can feel it; anyway I hung up & wore a tide T-shirt so it showed my muscles now I was smiling�?hehe

I went 2 the other rooms & woke up the others that was the first time that I wake up early so I did what the guyz used 2 do when they wake me up be4. First I went 2 & I hit a pillow at his face
"Hey man calm down a bit" said
"Ok I'm just doin what u used 2 do 2 me while I was sleeping" I said defending myself
"Ok but why u waking us this early?" asked
"U forgot it 2 didn't u?? the girlz r waitin us at the park so come on & move ur lazy butt" I said yelling & laughing
"That's why u dressed that way" he said & left the room
Now I went 2 wake the other; they were sleepin at the couches at the living room
I took a glass of water & splash it on 's face, he woke up shocked & needed 2 laugh coz he really looked funny�
"Fuck u man!! Never wake me up like this again got it?? & why??" said
"Becoz the girlz r waitin 4 us @ the park" I said
"Get off my way" he said goin 2 the rest room
After that
" wake up" I screamed at his earz
"What's the hell is wrong with u man??" asked me yelling
"Nothin the girlz r waitin 4 us at the park" I said
"Ok! Where's my phone'' he said searching 4 his phone & when he found it he called his girl, hung up & went 2 the bathroom.
10 minutes l8er & we left heading 2 my house 2 get & my little fellow I finaly started liking that guy he's so cute really�
After 15 minutes we were at the Hyde Park when saw me, & together I can see she was hurt from her eyes any1 who'll look at her will know what I know. But few seconds l8er & she came running 2 us
"Hi guyz! Hi u little fellow!" she said 2 us
"Hi how'z everything??" all of us asked her
"Fine thx...Can I hold him 4 a sec??" asked
"No ur not a mom & u don't know how 2 do that" said rudely
don't say that give him 2 her" I said"
"No its ok I know she cares 4 her baby so just leave it" said disappointed & I looked at her with a devilish look as im gonna leave her if she didn't do that, she sighed
"Ok take him plz" said
"Thx� Thank u very much" said nicely & took & played with him.
A few seconds l8er had a phone call
"Hun I'm going 2 mom she wants 2 see me with " she said
"Ok then bye" I said kissing her checks nicely (just infront of Aseel so she won't think I'm a bad father & gentleman too)�Then took & left.
"I really wonder why he doesn't call me dad, he calls me uncle instead
I mean he's old enough 2 speak" I said 2 the friends
"Well�" didn't know what 2 say
"Really?" asked me questionly "Anyway who wants ice cream??" said changing the subject
"Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee" we all screamed "OK" she said laughing
few seconds l8er she came with a big box full of ice cream
"I thought one 4 each" said
"Well duh what do u think? I got ten hands to hold them all?" she said & we all laughed
"Sorry about him he's just�" tried 2 explain
"It's ok" she said
We chatted a bit then we played & had so much fun� Until I felt so weak
"Whose house is nearest 2 here?" I asked
"Mine! Why?" said
"I feel tired. Can I go 2 rest there plz??" I said
"Ya ofcourse I'm tired 2 so we both can go" she said
"OK thx, bye guyz & girlz cya" I said
"Ya bye" they'll said
In the car we didn't talk or do anything, she was driving coz I was really tired & weak to talk or drive�
When we arrived at her house I lied on the sofa; then she asked:
"Do you wanna drink?"
"Ya something cold plz" I answered her nicely
"What about mmm� a cold coke or u want it freezing?" she asked
"No freezing plz" I answered "OK"
(She has a nice house it's huge 4 a lonely girl I mean what does she do alone)
Few minutes l8er & I was sleeping, when she got back from the kitchen;
she looked at me & smiled, then she turned 2 her bed room 2 get some sleep.

Next Morning
She woke up, wearing a robe not bath robe; she made break-fast & sat on the chair in front of me, I was really sweat becoz it was hot
"Oh stupid me I forgot to open the A\C 4 him" she said then she took a tissue & wiped away my sweat. She was very careful so she won't wake me up� After she did that she opened her teley on some music channels & it was Breathe Easy our new single, She cried while listening 2 the song; when the song was finished I woke up & saw her coughing but when she lifted her hands from her jaw I saw blood in her hand! Was it from her mouth? Well ya I saw it myself� Does any1 knows about it? Thoughts kept on going. She went 2 the bathroom & washed her hands. I decided not 2 ask her anything I'll ask her mates later
"Hey good morning; How r you 2day?" she asked me
"I'm ok thx 4 excepting me at ur house! But I gotta go now I'll cya soon" I said in a hurry
"It's nothing & why don't u stay @ mine its ok hun" wait did she call me hun
"Thx but I must go! We can do it l8er ok? Don't get mad at me" I said in a puppy voice
"I won't get angry I know u had things 2 do" she said
"Ok I gotta go I'll miss ya girl! Bye"
"bye" she said & slammed her door after I was out of sight �
I went 2 lots of hospitals & asked about sickness, they said it's really dangerous & it might kill her coz it makes her lost lots of blood, & they said the reason of it being in bad situations that a person heart can't handle� I decided 2 call Antony 2 ask him about 's number & he gave it 2 me; after all this mess I called her 2 ask Her about 's life after we broke up�
"Hello" said
"Hey its "
"Oh hi how r ya?"
"I've been better! And u?"
"Oh I'm ok thx! What u calling me up this early? Did something happened between u & ?"
"No it's not that! Ya it's about but not in that way"
"Then what?"
"I'll tell if u stop interrupting me"
"Sorry"
"It's Ok anyway, after me and split up did something happen 2 her that hurt her so bad like her parents died or something"
"No but I remember the only thing that hurt her bad is u both splitting up! When she was coming back home from your house she didn't focus on the road & crashed a big tree, she lost her memory for like a week; &�" I interrupted
"When she coughs blood flows out of her mouth"
"How did u knew??" she asked me "OMG how can I be so silly told me not to tell any1 specially U. Oh god �"
"Thx gotta go now bye" I interrupted her and hung up. Oh God did loved me that much I mean I loved her really but never thought she love me the same�
When I went home I heard some laughs from the bed room so I went to check in
"And he really believed that ur the mom & He's the dad" I heard a guy says
"Ya" answered simply
"Oh My he's so blind, stupid, silly man"
"Ya but hey I love him" "What about me?" he asked her
"Hey I love u to you're the father of my child & my secret fianc�e" she said then they kissed� I couldn't believe what was going on all that was just a lay how can I be so stupid & blind? I should have believed from the start OMG she was so right
I had enough of this. That�s why Sam never call me dad oh ur finished
"F**k u bitch u ruined my life get the out of my house! NOW" I screamed
"Btw I never loved u; so leave with ur secret fianc�e & make ur engage real"
I yelled I was really mad! What am I suppose to do now I don't have some1 to love,
Some1 to live with, laugh with & be sad with? After I started liking that little kid.
I need 2 see that's what I have to do now� I rode my car & drove 2 's.
When I was there I rang the bell door twice; waited 4 five minutes but no answer,
I saw that the door wasn't locked so I entered 2 see , she was on her couch with few bottles of beer let me guess drank her self 2 death why? 4 me well I don't deserve her! Shut up & take her 2 a hospital. I rushed her 2 the hospital, they put her on the bed & entered the emergency room�
I called the group & ten minutes l8er they were there 3 girls & 3 boys but I'm the 4th
"What happened?" asked "Ya I wanna know as well" replied
"We all do" said trying 2 comfort the girlz
"I don't know as well I went 2 her house 2 tell her something pretty important 2 find her with few bottles of beer, she must've drank herself 2 death" I said & the girlz started crying
"I always warned her not 2 drink becoz of her illness but she never listen just like some1 I know" said looking at my direction
"What?" I asked "Nothing" she answered
"So what was the important thing u wanted 2 tell her" asked me
"Do I need to tell (they all looked at me like" if ur not telling we'll kill ya"
"Ok Ok it's about me & Anya she was lying 2 me it's not my son" I said & they were shocked 2 away shocked

"Sorry man" they all said & came 2 hug me
"It's ok I can handle it except the part of 's not in my arms"
"Oh come here" said hugging me again
"Me too" & said
"What is it hugging day or what??" the Doctor interrupted us
"Doctor" we all said.
"How's she?" I was the 1st to ask
"Is she ok?" asked
"Can we see her?" asked
"What does she needs" asked
"How things with her?" asked
"Did she made it?" asked
"Is she alive?" asked. We all looked at him like what is this question & I see he felt guilty
"She's ok she's alright, No not right now she needs 2 rest; she needs blood I mean she can survive but its dangerous, Ya she's alive" he said
"Is some1 have A\B plus bloods type??" The Doctor asked
"Ya I do it's her blood type" I said
"Ok do you�?" the Doctor was about 2 say but I cut him up
"Ya I will & I'm ready" I said "Ok follow me" I followed him.
After they did they're job they brought me a spare bed beside 's & I was so weak so I asked them 2 lay me on my bed 2 get some rest�
After two weeks was going out today so we decided 2 make her a surprise party & at night I'll make a move on her.

AT HER HOME

She opened her door, and then she was shocked the whole place was full of balloons
Red ones coz it was her favorite color, & it wrote *Welcome Back Hun & *We Miss Ya*
"Guy's thx u shouldn't have done this" said laughing
"What is it u laughing at? U didn't like it?" I asked
"Ofcourse I do it's beautiful it's just� Oh nothing" she said
"Lets Party" She said
"No drinking young lady"
"Ok" she said, but then she started coughing again� but there was no blood
"I'm fine WOW I'm fine Wahoo I can't believe it" She started yelling & jumping
"Congratulations hun we're happy 4 ya" they'll said
"But calm down ur just came back from hospital do wanna be back there" said joking & we all laughed even laughed

At Night
I grabbed 's hand & took her outside 2 the garden of her house�
"What's wrong ?" She asked me
"Look at the stars" I told her & she did
"They're beautiful right?" I asked her "Ya" she answered
"I know some1 who's more beautiful than them"
"Really? & who's that?" she asked me curious
"Well she's wearing baggy jeans & a red blouse &she's just back from the hospital & she's standing beside me�" I couldn't continue what I was saying coz she kissed me right away it felt like be4 her kisses are still the same the 1 I used 2 like
"Wow" I said & she smiled
"I love you" I told her "And I'll do it forever & I'll never stop"
"I love you & I never forget ya" she said "So am I forgiven?" I asked & she didn't answer but then she kissed me "So that's a yes" I asked & she nodded